The more angry I became, the more bloodthirsty I became, and the more sensitive I became.

I could even hear Huang Shanshan's frightened breathing in the next room—she was awake.

Her sense of smell could smell her sweat out of fear.

In my anger, I can even suddenly remember that I have watched a science documentary that says that sweat and urine are both human secretions, and their composition is similar.

Maybe it's when you're scared, but sweat has a smell closer to urine, and it's extra fishy and smelly.

The cowardice of human beings makes me feel a little sentimental.

Is she afraid of me like that?

Lian Xin grabbed a handful of golden needles and patted Huang Shanshan on the shoulder, "Don't worry, if he is really beastly, I will seal all his big holes and make him motionless, okay?" Go to sleep. My sister can fly more than 60 needles with one hand, a total of 720 acupuncture points in the human body, and 108 vital points, although I haven't arrived home yet, it's more than enough to deal with this kid. ”

I shook my head and smiled.

Everyone seems to think that vampires are just legendary species, easy to deal with.

But I realized that this was not the case, the power of blood is very powerful, whether it is the acceleration of blood flow due to mood swings, or the absorption of fresh blood, I will become more agile and learn things faster.

In my opinion, Lianxin is like a cute, unbelievable little fool.

She was wary of me, but not afraid of me, and went back to bed with a big grin, and even snored slightly.

Fortunately, she has such a big heart, which makes me calm down a little.

At this moment, the hearing was distracted by the sound of the two brothers talking downstairs.

Zhan smiled's tone was full of reproach, "You shouldn't say it in front of him, what if it stimulates him and accelerates his transformation?" ”

Zhan laughed and replied in a very serious tone, "I like that boy too, but the transformation is irreversible, and besides, the blood in his body is very strong, I'm afraid his father's blood (original: Father Blood) is very old. If you're afraid he's going to kill you one day, be prepared to kill him in advance. Within a week, he will be converted. ”

After saying that, he said in an appreciative tone, "He's a very nice guy, and I like him." It's a pity, I heard that he is a demon slayer himself? ”

……

I didn't listen any further, and sat on the edge of the bed with my head covered, letting the desolate loneliness engulf me.

I didn't dare to hear Zhan's answer with a smile, for fear that the harmless boy I liked very much would say, "No way, let's kill him."

At the same time, Dracula's voice resounded in my head, "Forcibly living in a human being, you will be very hard, and you will be very lonely." You are still welcome to come home at any time. ”

"Shut up!" I didn't answer angrily, and at the same time I began to think that I was probably crazy, and sat alone on the edge of the bed and talked to myself.

Maybe it's all just my delusion, it must be.

"A lot of children, they didn't pass you at the beginning, they thought they were crazy, so they avoided themselves, disgusted themselves, and some even went to the sun to turn themselves into ashes when they were not strong...... You can imagine how sad I am. ”

I heard a faint struggle and a slight sucking sound, swallowed unconsciously, and pressed my hand against the wall to resist the urge to bite.

Dracula's voice rang out again, "I didn't feed you completely with my own blood at the bar at that time, because the power of blood is too strong, and you are likely to die." But I've given you life directly, and you're already strong enough among your kind. I don't know why it took so long for you to start converting, but you were destined to be one of us. ”

"Why are you looking for me! I begged you?! I was a little angry, and I burst into a thunderous attack, "Love TM whoever wants it!" Lao Tzu wants to be an ordinary person! ”

I crave power, but I don't want to be an outlier.

In just a few days, I suddenly became estranged from everyone around me, and it was a lie to say that I was not frightened and didn't care.

Dracula's smile came to mind, and his graceful demeanor seemed to me to be the most inflated at this point. "Actually, what's so bad about joining my world? As far as I know, your family is not very happy. ”

I was speechless, and suddenly became silent.

I don't wonder how Dracula knows everything about me, it seems that blood can connect us, he is stronger than me, so he can know all my thoughts, memories, perceptions, and even I can feel, as long as he wants, he can control my will and body like Cai Ya, of course it will take a little effort, but he can definitely do it.

Let me know that all this comes from instinct in my blood. Just like when two lions fight each other, between roaring at each other, the winner may have already been decided. It is also possible that the obviously weaker side will be defeated without a fight.

Of course, my silence at the moment is not because of the defeated lion, but because of the feeling of despair and discouragement after he saw through everything.

Maybe it's okay to just accept your fate and stop struggling.

I suddenly remembered a scene in the movie "Interview with the Vampire" at that time, Louis played by Brad Pitt couldn't accept the fact that he wanted to suck people's blood to survive, and ran away in the rain, Tom Cruise's Lester looked at his back on the spot, and sighed with emotion, "You are hat you are (You are already a vampire, it's a foregone conclusion!)" ）”

At that time, I thought Brad Pitt had lost fans in my heart, a big man is so hypocritical, isn't it just a change of species? You can still be awesome, what's so unpleasant.

However, now it was my turn, and it didn't seem to be much better, and I was as manic as the woman who came to my aunt.

The baby, whose face turned from ruddy to pale and purple, was so shocking that I couldn't ignore life. week

Because no matter how good I am in the future, I will never be able to save my life.

The way the people around me looked at me also made me feel like a boat stranded in the dark, perhaps with a hole in the bottom of the boat, gradually submerging in the deep sea in the dark night.

I couldn't face myself, my identity, my life, it seemed like the world had been turned upside down.

However, I really can't make that decision and put aside my human identity.

Dracula's voice rang out again, "What's wrong?" Is there anyone else in this human world who is worthy of your nostalgia? ”

At this time, my mobile phone rang unexpectedly, and in the dark, under the shining screen, the words "Queen" prompted the identity of the caller.

I felt a sense of redemption, and my mood suddenly became calm.

Anger, hesitation, and sadness have all been left behind.

It's probably the kind of diao silk game account stolen, lost the bank card, frozen mortgage collection, a goddess appeared in front of the mood with a slight smile.