Chapter 101: Keep your heart and live up to your old kindness
Brushing the dust off the steps, I sat down side by side with Xia Xiao. Facing the white moonlight, smelling the little rancid stench coming from the front yard in the air.
As soon as he sat down, he began to cry: "He has someone else, he said he would only like me alone!" He still lied to me, but I really liked him! I was so naΓ―ve......"
I was confused for a moment before I realized what he was saying.
Stretched out his hand to pat him on the shoulder, and comforted him lamely: "It's all in the past, it's not too late to see it now, the future will be better."
"What about you?" He looked up at me with tears in his eyes, "Senior brother, do you believe in Senior Brother Zeng?" Do you believe that He really loves you? β
"......" child, why did you suddenly pull me, "Senior Brother Zeng and I are just ordinary friends, I don't like men." β
"I don't like men either, but for the sake of cultivating immortals, in order to live, I am willing to like him!" He was instantly poked in the sore foot and continued to cry loudly, "I have little strength, I can't pick up water, I can't do a good job, I can only go hungry, I don't want to do this, but what should I do now?" β
Seeing his desperate appearance, I was stunned and reached out to take him into my arms. No wonder so many outer disciples choose to cling to others, just to survive.
It's still difficult for me to do those things, let alone a fourteen or fifteen-year-old boy like Xia Xiao.
"It's okay, everything will pass, come to Luoxia Peak to find me when you're hungry in the future, I have a lot of strength, a lot of work, and something to eat."
"Poof," he looked up with tears in the corners of his eyes and a smile, "Senior brother, you are so good, you are different from those senior brothers. β
"Maybe." Looking at his smile, I muttered.
It's not that I'm kind, it's just that I've been an orphan since I was a child, and I've been able to live so much because of the donations of well-wishers. So I'm very grateful to those who have no relationship with me, who always subconsciously want to help others, to help people who are as desperate and broken as I once was.
"Senior brother, he doesn't have a good relationship with you, he always makes me do a lot of things I don't want to do, if I don't obey, he won't give me food, sometimes he is good and sometimes terrible."
Sure enough, it's still a child. I stroked his head, "How old are you?" β
"Thirteen, it's fourteen in a month!"
"It's a birthday, so forget about everything, fourteen is a new year."
"Well, senior brother, I'm not sad."
"Then go to sleep, I want to sit here."
"Okay, senior brother, you rest early."
Seeing the young man enter the door happily, I restrained the smile on my face and looked up at the moon in the sky.
President Moonsword, President, how are you doing? Is it still alive? Or are you trapped in Denghai City?
Grandpa, you left your grandson with such a big mess. If you have a spirit in heaven, then bless your grandson with the safety and wellness of everyone he cares about. The grandson didn't want to see anyone die again.
I took out the phoenix order, and I only felt dazzling when I looked at its blood-red appearance.
President of the Moon Knife, President, grandfather, parents, companions of the orphanage...... There are still many people like you in the world, so Yu Xiaobai is willing to keep that trace of kindness, not because I am naΓ―ve, but I just don't want the Yu Xiaobai you once guarded to disappear.
Clenching the jade pendant in my hand, I showed a firm smile - in the future, no matter what, I will never forget what I have insisted on......
In the morning, the miserable white sunlight peeked into the house through the window.
When I opened my eyes, I saw Xia Xiao looking like she wanted to cry or not. Seeing me wake up, he hurriedly spoke: "Senior brother, you finally woke up, the child you brought back yesterday squatted motionless in the corner of the house, is it evil!"
"Calm down, calm down," I'll take a look. β
Rubbing the corners of my eyebrows, I lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
The quilt on Lu 3000's bed has been folded, and people don't know where they went. I just glanced at it and didn't bother with it.
Walking towards the corner where Xia Xiao said, the child shrunk into a ball and trembled.
I guess I was scared.
I slowly approached him and tentatively stretched out my hand: "Don't be afraid, come to my brother, my brother won't hurt you."
He cautiously peeked his eyes out between his arms, but he didn't move, just stared at me in fear.
I hesitated, stopped where I was, looked at him and said, "What's your name, tell my brother, don't be afraid, my brother won't hurt you."
Seeing that I didn't move, he slowly raised his head, revealing a small black face, and stared at me hesitantly.
"Come, good, come here, brother hug."
Time passed slowly, and I waited patiently for his reaction.
Finally, he cautiously stretched out his foot and approached me little by little.
When he got closer, he shrank back in fear, and when he saw that I was not moving, he moved back.
He slowly took my fingers and tried back and forth six times before throwing himself into my arms.
I put my arms around his skinny giggling body and asked softly, "What's your name?"
And he just looked up and looked at me with dark eyes in bewilderment.
"Can you talk?"
He nodded.
Seeing that the child had a reaction, Xia Xiao, who had been serving as a background board on the side, came out and smiled and revealed two cute little dimples: "Senior brother, why don't you call him Ye Xia?" Does it sound good? β
Armpits, armpits, armpits...... The corners of my mouth twitched silently, I couldn't bear to refuse his enthusiasm, but I didn't understand and asked, "Why do you call him Yexia?"
"Because my brother's surname is Ye and my surname is Xia, my brother should be a birthday gift for me."
ββ¦β¦ If you like it, I can just send him to you. β
"But I don't know how to raise children." He pouted embarrassedly, "I don't have any relatives, I treat you as a relative, I think there should be some connection between relatives and relatives." β
What a kid. I sighed helplessly, "Then it's better to call it Summer Night, and your relatives with the same surname." β
"Is it really possible?!"
"It's decided, it's called Summer Night."
"Senior brother, you're so good!" He smiled and pounced on me, grabbing my arm and rubbing it.
With Xia Xiao holding his arms, I walked to the basin with Xia Ye in my arms to wash.
When Zeng Hanshu rushed into the room, Xia Xiao was helping me tie my hair.
"Oh no, Lu Sanqian and the epidemic people are moving!"
As soon as I looked back, I saw that he had a worried look on his face.
Seeing the young man turn around, Zeng Hanshu was stunned. The young man's long hair is scattered, which is different from the appearance of a board and a glance on weekdays, and there is a style between the eyes.
Seeing that he was looking at me in a daze, he frowned unhappily, I pushed away Xia Xiao's hand that was combing his hair, picked up the brocade that was put aside and tied the long hair that was in the way at will, got up and quickly bypassed Zeng Hanshu and rushed to the street.
On both sides of the street are dilapidated pavilions that have been inhabited. Lu Sanqian's eyes were red, and he kicked a man with dry bones under his feet.
When I got closer, I stopped and looked at Lu Sanqian quietly.
"You bastards! Why kill Brother Wang! What is he sorry for you! β
"Why was Luoshui Wangfu okay in the first place? It's clear that he has selfish intentions......"
"What selfishness! Brother Wang, what selfishness do you say! I'll kill you white-eyed wolves! β
"You fight! I can't save him if I kill him! Haha......"
"Won't you stop him?" Zeng Hanshu walked up to me and asked softly.
"Lu Sanqian has lost his relatives, what is it to beat them? Should it all be crushed and swallowed in the stomach with the teeth? I twisted my fingers, "An innocent person dies and swallows his anger, and doesn't make others angry?" β
"Sometimes I really can't understand you, you seem innocent, kind and soft-hearted, but you are extremely cold."
"Really?" I looked back at him, "So do you think I'm a kind person or an indifferent person?" β
"Kindness."
"How so?" I suddenly laughed, "I've killed people, and I've seen death without saving me." β
"Your heart is good, sometimes too soft-hearted is stupid, and the bottom line is good at all times."
"If you have the answer, why say it."
"I want to hear from you."
I was stunned, turned back and continued to stare at Lu Sanqian.
Maybe Zeng Hanshu is serious, but that kind of emotion is too strong......