I like to be alone for three whole years, and now he doesn't even know my name, which is a real failure.

I was the first to like him, because I was too timid to say it, so I had to watch silently behind my back, who knew that there was another person next to him in the second year of high school, but he didn't know that I was such a person.

My name is Chen Weiwei, just an ordinary girl who can no longer be ordinary, not beautiful, short and small, and has a wooden personality.

When I entered high school, I thought that I would graduate as peacefully as I did in junior high school, and then go to college, and no one would leave a mark on my heart, and I would not stay in other people's worlds.

However, there are always surprises.

It was a rainy afternoon, and I sat by the window in the hallway, staring freely at the raindrops falling outside.

Just then, there was a cacophony of noise, and then I saw a group of people approaching.

The most striking thing is the boy who is surrounded in the middle like a moon of stars. He was wearing a sleeveless shirt, long white and clean, and smiled elegantly and calmly.

It was the first time I had ever seen someone wear white so beautifully, and it was the first time I had seen him.

They slowly walked towards this side, getting closer and closer, and then I heard him say, "Postpone the event until tomorrow, it's raining today."

A teenager who is in the period of voice change, his voice is gentle and deep.

At that time, I paid attention to him inexplicably, and then went to ask my classmates.

I know his name, his name is Yu Xiaobai, he is a high school student in the same class as me, and he is a top student in the first class, and he is also the president of the most popular supernatural club recently.

Maybe every girl has secretly hidden someone in her heart when she is young. I began to pay attention to him, intentionally or unintentionally, and even quietly reported to his society.

At the same time, I don't know why I started reading novels, and I had secretly imagined the male protagonist as him countless times, but in the end I found that in addition to the gentle male protagonist, he was only suitable for male partners.

So, when I read the novel, I unknowingly became a male supporting controller.

However, no matter how long I secretly had a crush on him, I never had a chance to say a word to him.

In the first mid-term exam, my grades dropped badly, and the teacher called me to the office and said that if I didn't get a good grade at the end of the semester, I would be kicked out of the second class.

I didn't think much of it at the time, and I continued to follow him until I finally felt dark when I saw his top 10 grades in his grade.

I always had strange expectations of him, trying to get myself a little closer to him, a little bit, but not taking the initiative to talk, fantasizing that one moment he would turn around and suddenly notice me.

I didn't disappoint the teacher in the final exam, and I was close to the top five in the second class, but I was still far from the third in his grade.

I blindly paid attention to him, but I forgot that there must be other people who were so good at him.

If I had been brave enough, maybe he wouldn't have known who I am today.

When he was in high school, there was an extra girl by his side, the girl's name was Li Qianqian, and almost all the members of the society knew that Li Qianqian liked him and was pursuing him, but he didn't agree for a long time. Li Qianqian was not in a hurry, so she grinded him like this.

As a bystander who cares about me the most, every time I see Li Qianqian being rejected, I will be happy in my heart for a long time, and even the fantasy of a girl, if I go to confess, he may agree, right?

However, people's hearts are flesh and blood, and unconsciously, he became more and more tolerant of Li Qianqian, until the second year of high school, when he finally agreed to Li Qianqian's pursuit after a coaxing of club members.

I was in the crowd at the time, but I didn't say anything, just watched the two of them silently, watching them hold hands tightly.

I cried half the night after I went back that day until I fell asleep.

I thought that this love of mine should end like this, but in fact, he is even more desirable after being with Li Qianqian.

Watching him smile gently at Li Qianqian, and holding Li Qianqian's hand dotingly, no matter how far away they are, they can feel their sweet atmosphere.

In hindsight, I went from spying on him to peeping at him who was already someone else's boyfriend.

Probably Li Qianqian never knew that she had such a potential love rival, just like the person I had a crush on for three years was completely unaware of my existence.

In the days that followed, I was used to looking at him from afar.

When I was in my third year of high school, I heard from someone in the club about his desire to apply for the examination, and without hesitation, he gave up his favorite university and filled in Denghai University. At that time, he rarely appeared in the club, and even the group rarely bubbled.

I didn't want to study hard, and finally entered Denghai University, but I didn't know where he was at Denghai University.

Later, the school set off a big discussion of influential figures, there were school flowers and grass at all levels, as well as two presidents of the student union, and in this group of people there was a freshman named Murong Zhengqing, who was rich and handsome.

Originally, this was not an unusual thing, but this person was a member of the student council, and he often showed his head, so he was pushed into the crowd.

Then, I saw him again, he was a friend of Murong Zhengqing.

In this school, he is no longer as popular as he was in high school, and standing with that Murong Zhengqing, he looks ordinary and ordinary. However, he is still gentle and elegant, and there is an inexplicable sense of intimacy in him.

Later, I heard that he broke up with Li Qianqian, and as soon as he entered college, Li Qianqian dumped him, and pursued his friends for a while, which made me feel very angry, although he is not the most perfect, but his good is not comparable to many people.

There was a lot of smile on his face, not the distant and gentlemanly smile he used to have, but a hearty smile. Looking at his bold posture of hooking shoulders with other boys, I think this is the expression he should have.

I once missed it, but now I don't want to miss it, so I mustered up the courage to confess to him, he would think that I was looking for him to make love letters, obviously I liked him for three years.

From his eyes, I didn't see a little familiarity with me, and then I realized how ridiculous my cowardice was, and the people I had loved for three years didn't even know me.

I told him that what I liked was him, and he froze, just like when Li Qianqian confessed.

He didn't agree, and the meaning of refusal was self-evident.

As I expected, he tried to be as gentle as possible and not hurt others, but I still cried, after all, I liked him for three years, but in his eyes I was just a stranger.

In fact, he probably didn't know, with the light of his friend, his fame was not small, and all the girls in the school knew that the rich and handsome Murong Zhengqing had an inseparable good friend named Yu Xiaobai.

Behind him, some girls began to quietly pay attention to him, but there was a too perfect Murong Zhengqing beside him.

But I know that it won't be long before these girls will slowly turn their attention away from Murong Zhengqing, after all, Gao Fushuai is not something that everyone can chase, but although he is a little ordinary, I know his charm better than anyone else.

I have seen him stars and moons, and I have seen his ordinariness and ordinary, but he is still the same.

I don't want to give up, I suffered a big loss from my cowardice at the beginning, why don't you grasp it now that I have the opportunity?

Li Qianqian can boil frogs in warm water, and so can I, I've survived three years of crushes, what else can't I do?

Taking advantage of those girls fantasizing about Murong Zhengqing, Prince Charming, it is the best time to get close to him, who has been secretly in love for three years.

Running out of the teaching building of the faculty of medicine, I wiped the tears from my face and quietly cheered myself up in my heart.

I can't give up, it's been three years, how can I give up, I should fight for it.

I looked back at his school building, watched him walk down the stairs towards the student union building, smiled in a way he couldn't see, and watched his figure disappear before heading towards my classroom.

I silently said in my heart: Chen Weiwei be brave, you have a chance now......