Ordinary:

Hello.

The beginning of the letter may be a bit cliché, because you will see that the next text says: When you read this letter, I am no longer in this world.

When I used to watch movies, I often felt that this opening line was so vulgar, and I didn't expect that when I was dying, I would choose such a cliché way.

You may be surprised and shocked, but I've been prepared for that for a long time.

Do you remember that night, when we talked on the phone until dawn? At that time I had already solved all the work, saying that it was a lie to you to look at the documents, in fact I was writing this letter.

Listening to your voice, I will have the courage to say goodbye to this world.

It's not so easy to end your life of being a drunken addict.

My life was probably over the last time I met my biological parents.

I have completely lost my proud position, since I was a child, Yan Wenhai and I have fought wits and courage, and I have never lost.

But this time, I lost completely.

I accept my fate.

Isn't it cowardly? Would you not imagine that the fierce woman with a stiletto heel would do such a hypocritical thing as writing a suicide note.

Actually, you don't know, since I can remember, as the adopted daughter of the Yan family, I have been very serious. Because of the Yan family's family education, it is a bit exaggerated.

Probably because I'm too serious, you little ruffian makes me feel unusually cute.

Actually, I just want to apologize to you when I call, I already know that you have become the kind of being you have become, and all this has been caused step by step since I hired you.

Luckily, you're still so happy and the audience is so strong.

More or less, it diluted some of my guilt.

Do you know? I've known about your information for a long time, I've known about you for a long time, and the recruitment page you see was sent to you by a hacker alone, and others can't see it at all.

I'm sorry to have embroiled you in a world of intrigue and struggle, and you might have had a simpler life.

On the night you accompanied me to the drinking party, I arranged for someone to come to your door pretending to be a property and installed a room of surveillance for you.

Don't think I'm voyeuristic, I'm just ...... Need to make sure you're safe. Because most of the people related to me will be purged by Yan Wenhai as an enemy.

You remember to dismantle the surveillance, since I am gone, he should understand that I am nothing more than an envy and guilt for you.

I envy your ease and simplicity, because I can't have such a life in my life; And my guilt is because your simple life was ruined by my own hands.

I need someone like you, born with supernatural abilities.

Scar doesn't seem to be coming back for a while, and I have no sense of all this, let alone a way to fight it.

It's not like me, but if I make any mistakes, I solve them myself. But what happened to you was my fault, and I was powerless to stop it, and you may not be able to imagine my despair and powerlessness.

But thankfully I've found a way to get you back to myself.

I've already sent Scar the method, and he'll definitely help you when he comes back.

I'm sorry I wasn't able to solve this matter myself, but the main thing is that I have something to deal with myself - my family.

The thought that I came from such an environment full of greed, ignorance, and shame made me disgusted from the bottom of my heart, and I had the blood and genes of such a person in my body.

I'd rather be an orphan myself, preferably like Monkey King, jumping out of a stone.

The last time I accompanied her back to the village, my mother showed me to the whole village, and showed me off loudly, saying that I was her daughter, working in Jiangcheng, a big city, and that I had a lot of property and money in Jiangcheng, and that I was not married yet.

At that time, all the men were laughing around me very ambiguously, and the old people of the village pointed at me, saying that I was so old that I had not married and had children, and that I was not a complete woman, nor was I a filial child.

It was the first time in my life that I experienced what Chifu was referring to.

Alone, surrounded by three layers inside and three layers outside, no matter how expensive the clothes and exquisite makeup, I can't get back that shattered self-esteem.

My mother was probably a beautiful woman when she was younger, but her face was greedy, evil, and hateful like I had never seen before.

She may have been jealous of me, I was rich and young, and she had been ruined by the years to become a village woman, rude and poor.

A woman who was so strange to me sold me to a place to be sold at a price, and because of Yan Wenhai's relationship, I had to face her.

Actually, I don't have any impression of him at all.

She asked me for a large amount of alimony, which I didn't really want to give, but because she was my biological mother, I had to. Otherwise, I'm afraid I'll meet the newspaper the next day - the rich daughter's daughter is ruthless to her biological mother.

Actually, I've always been a proud person, but that pride doesn't exist anymore.

Maybe this world really can't accommodate a woman whose heart is higher than the sky, so my life is destined to be thinner than paper?

I think I must have been a little too excited. Maybe the logic of my speech is not very good, and I don't know what I'm talking about. Let's talk about some of the more important ones (the handwriting is blurred, about a tear stain).

I left a sufficient amount of alimony to my family, and all the remaining assets, including the original of the will, were left to you, which can be regarded as an expression of my guilt. I have checked with a lawyer for the legal papers, and you will not have any trouble, and if my mother finds you one day, you must remember to tell her that everything is what you deserve.

You could have lived a simple life, but I brought you into this circle. What I owe to you will be repaid.

I specifically asked what style of house you like, and renovated it according to my understanding, and it was completed in October. You can go early to see, if there is anything you are not satisfied with, you can change it in time, the position of the swing, I will keep it for you.

As for Yan Wenhai, you don't have to worry, he is a control freak, and the reason why he found my mother is because I don't want to marry him. This is the first time that he has grown to such a big point and lost to him in a battle of wits and courage. However, he is not a money-grubbing person, and I think when I am not in this world, he might, on the contrary, be very friendly to you.

It's also a good choice to try to be friends with him, you don't think he's a big young master and it's hard to get along with, in fact, he's just a little more tempered and a little twisted, but compared to those intrigue circles, he's actually a very worthy friend.

It's a pity that he has some undeserved feelings for me, so he is destined to let each other go until my death.

There's a lot more I want to write, but that's all for it.

Finally, I want to tell you that no matter what kind of person you become, what kind of existence you have, you are who you are.

PS: I hope that every year when you come to my grave, you will bring my favorite flowers.

Good bye.

Yan Yi is like a masterpiece