1839 Takakawa Diary
――The Super Takakawa Project is about to be completed, and after confirming the material reserves of the Sleepers, Dr. Ander agrees to place the Survivors' Outlying Island Project after the completion of the Super Takakawa Project. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 infoAs Super Dorothy said, the waters where the island hospital is located have always had strange magnetic fields and ocean currents, and even on the best of days, ships are not easy to cross this area, and these days, whether it is the climate, the magnetic field, or the strange factors of the sea, have become significantly more and more dangerous, and the chances of the only remaining ships on the island or hand-built ships making it to the mainland safely are almost less than 10%.
On the other hand, on the premise that "the outside supporters still have doubts about the condition of the hospital", it is possible to gamble on the possibility that "they will send people to the island again to replenish supplies, investigate the situation, and even carry out clean-up work", and directly grab the other party's ship, and the possibility of a successful voyage through this sea area may be higher.
In this case, reliable combat effectiveness is a must, and if the outside world has made up its mind to wipe out everything in the hospital without first using nuclear weapons, the clearance force they send in must be professionals with amazing combat effectiveness - and it is not an exaggeration to call it a special army. If you want to defeat this kind of enemy, whose quality and experience are far beyond ordinary people, the guards stationed in the hospital are not worth looking forward to, and even the guards have been infected by the virus, and it is expected that more people will lose their combat effectiveness in the next few days.
Therefore, whether it is a super Takakawa or a Takakawa clone, the template of "Takakawa" is already the only object that can be relied on. It is true that there is a difference between the environment of the Doomsday Illusion and the reality of the hospital, and the combat ability cultivated in the Doomsday Illusion does not completely match the actual situation of the hospital, and will more or less reduce the ability to fight on the spot, but as a "completed" humanoid constructive lifeform, its physical and physiological qualities, as well as combat experience, have tended to the best value that everyone currently recognizes - yes, the "Super Takakawa" that was finally completed, the only finished product that can be produced by the human completion plan is not a "human" in the full sense”。
It is very accurate that the "Super Takakawa", which still maintains the human form, is called a "humanoid structural lifeform", and Dorothy and Dr. Ander can almost confirm this, Super Takakawa is not a complete carbon-based structure from the composition of bones and organs in the body to the more detailed level of nerves and cells, and it can even be expected that there are no real meanings and similar outlines of "bones", "nerves" and "internal organs" and other structures within the appearance of Super Takakawa's humanoid. Rather, it is just a humanoid form that is piled up in a special way from the basic level of a mixture of carbon and non-carbon bases.
LCL retrograde engineering is not simply to reduce LCL to the human body with basic common sense, but to use the stable structure of LCL to transform the microstructure and realize the coexistence of carbon-based and non-carbon-based structures. Generally speaking, human beings, as carbon-based life, cannot directly transform themselves into non-carbon-based structures, because the change of basic structure will lead to a variety of chain reactions, and eventually lead to the failure of life functions. However, LCL is no longer a normal human body, nor is it a pure carbon-based structure, but it can continue to maintain human personality in this way, and its stability and singleness can undoubtedly be regarded as a transitional stage from "carbon-based structure" to "non-carbon-based structure" under the premise of maintaining the existence of personality.
Carbon-based has the advantages of carbon-based, non-carbon-based also has the advantages of non-carbon-based, the more perfect the formula, the more you can complement the advantages of the two and cover up the defects of the two. As expected, Super Takakawa was the result of such a relatively perfect formula. And this relatively perfect formula was not deliberately calculated in advance by Dorothy or Dr. Ander, but through the "Human Completion Plan", in the reverse engineering of LCL, Takakawa's personality and spirit reversed the transformation of LCL, and finally "took shape".
The more "perfect" the personality of "Super Takakawa" becomes, the more "perfect" his body will be in the reality of the hospital. On the other hand, the state of the new body that is ultimately constituted in the reality of the hospital is ultimately determined by the type of self-perception and personality of "Super Takakawa". If Super Takakawa can play a more active role in the real future of the hospital, it is necessary to have strict requirements for the cultivation of the "Takakawa" personality in the apocalyptic fantasy.
In the view of the color center and Super Dorothy: in the process of Super Takakawa's formation, his voluntariness and initiative are indispensable, and his recognition and recognition of his own personality must also be extremely high, and he must have a clear understanding of the "virus", which is similar to his own.
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My pen stopped. I read the words I had written over and over again, and when I realized that I was reading, I couldn't remember how I had written so many words. For me, the previous writing was like the "unconscious state" that shamans emphasize in divination, no, I should be conscious: the content of such a story comes to my mind, as if I had it in mind, and then I write it down. It's just that when I write these words, I don't have a clear awareness of my actions, and I don't have a clear idea of what the "story content" looks like.
I forgot what I wrote, but when I look at the content of the story I wrote, I still feel that this is what I wrote.
I've written a lot of stories about the reality of the hospital and the other me that I haven't seen with my own eyes, those vivid episodes, as if they had happened before, no, I should say, but when I saw these stories in my diary, I felt that they had actually happened outside of my vision.
It may be ridiculous, but I feel that the diary novels I have written are no longer just about recording the adventures I have experienced at this moment, a much larger world, whether I am alive or not, whether I exist in this moment or not, as long as I pick up the pen in a certain state, it will be turned into words and left in this diary - the content of these stories is full of documentary nature that is not my vision.
I don't have proof, but that's what I think.
It is because I think so and believe so much that all the secrets that leak out of the story, even if I am not present, are not a secret to me at this moment. I know the Nexus and Super Dorothy, I know their plans behind the plans, I know the so-called Omi Trap, and even the only thing that only exists in the London Repeater, and I don't have much memory of it at this time. I know some of the important things that are happening and have happened in the hospital, and I know the details of the process better than the people in the hospital who have experienced those things.
I always recognize some suggestive implications from these details: for example, the Color Center and Super Dorothy have made it clear that Super Takakawa's character must be "modest", not "heroic". It is acceptable for Takakawa to expect to be a "hero", but it is necessary to have a clear understanding that "he cannot become a hero".
I can find out from almost all the past diaries the specific content of this suggestive meaning in the apocalyptic fantasy, rather, these contents reflect the "script" that has always had only a vague concept, and at the same time mean the modification and implementation of this "script" by the color center and Super Dorothy.
What should the "Takakawa" personality look like? Why is this the case? How can this be? His way of thinking, temperament and character, the factors that determine his choice, and the influence of the choice itself on him, etc., these internal factors that constitute the person "Gao Chuan" and the factors that determine why Gao Chuan is Gao Chuan can continue to be controlled and guided to a certain extent through the "script".
The existence of a "script" is vague in any important event, but of all the events that have an impact on the personality, the "important event" is not necessarily the most influential. In that non-important daily life, the inertia of life, which is as natural as air and water, has a surprising subtle influence, and perhaps the "script" exists in these daily life, becoming part of the inertia - I can't help but think so.
Looking back on the past from this perspective, I used to be Gao Chuan, in the eyes of the color center and Super Dorothy, like the most intimate, pure, and promising child they had cultivated with their own hands - however, the existence of "Jiang" shattered their hopes, and perhaps in their minds, "Jiang", which is the same thing as "virus", has formed a strong pollution and impact on my personality.
…… I think, in a way, I can't deny what the Color Center and Super Dorothy are judging me.
The Color Center and Super Dorothy could no longer trust me, and when I "recovered" in an unorthodox way, they took it for granted that I was an enemy - but even so, they still showed their anticipation of another possibility, or rather, of me, of "Takakawa" in various targeted arrangements.
They didn't force another prosthetic form of Takakawa to do more things against me, and in every way, they tried to turn me into a part of "Super Takakawa". In what I write in this diary, Dorothy has devised too many traps to achieve this, and of course, as she claims in these stories, that of all the traps, the Omi Trap has the highest feasibility, and it can be said that the other traps are all tricks, bait for the eventual initiation of the Omi Trap.
In the diary I wrote, what they thought they kept secret could not be kept secret. They have shaped me and influenced me through "scripts", but I am also examining their scripts and confirming my own composition through "diaries".
I and the other prosthetic self form the spiral intertwining threads in the story of the novel recorded in this diary, but in the "reality" that I recognize, the here and now, and from the past to the present, are also a spiral that transcends the normal form of time and space. We observe each other in this spiral, influencing each other in ways that transcend common sense.
I don't have any resentment about it, and I don't have any resentment. On the contrary, I felt that the indescribable beauty that filled every point in my life - as Gao Chuan, my relationship with them is so close, and this close relationship has gone beyond the normal sense of "family".
I am proud and happy about it.
From the diary I wrote, I felt that Setsu and Dorothy were so eager to do something in their own way, to accomplish a result. This feeling made me realize more clearly than ever that their affection for "Takakawa" made me want them to make this wish come true.
But what if they're wrong? Should I give up on the potential success of my plan because of the intensity of this emotion? In terms of the ultimate goal, whether it is me or Dorothy, they are all the same, the difference is only in the approach, and the possibilities of different approaches. My plans have always overlapped with theirs, and these places have always been places where I have to not give up or take the initiative to interfere.
So, has my plan reached the point where I have to collide with them? Is there no possibility that the current contradiction will continue to be postponed? Wouldn't it be better if the execution of my plan could be based on the premise that their plan had clearly failed? However, having said that, these problems are not theoretically 100% impossible to solve, but how do you do that?
I was lost in thought.
I'm not a smart person, I'm not a mature adult, I'm just a high school student with good grades. I don't have much expectation of my own "correctness", but simply "I have to believe in my own correctness" and act on this premise. If someone can prove my mistake with a proof, then, I will also give up, but, until it is proven...... Does the correctness of what I am confident have to be followed through on before it can be proven?
Not necessarily, right?
Although I have always thought on my own, I have never been alone after making conclusions and starting to act - there has always been a being in my life who will always be a trump card or a ghost card at a critical time.
-- Jiang.
Since we have already bet that "in the end, Jiang will be the trump card that reverses the victory and defeat, not the ghost card that reaps the consequences", so why always implement this point?
I made a decision.
When I made this decision, deep down in my heart, there was no trace of gloom and reluctance.