How I wish it was really just a dream, and when I woke up, everything was gone, but it wasn't. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

If I could turn back the clock, I would rather spend the last 100 days alone than have everything that followed. Because not encountering and losing after encountering are two completely different concepts, and after experiencing it, I think that everything has never happened, at least I can't do it.

It's just that the world doesn't work the way I want it to, and there are so many things I can't do anything about, so what else can I do but go along with it?

The past, if you can't get by, will also become the past.

Now that the college entrance examination is only two months away, a tense atmosphere is spreading in the class, and even the usually more active students have quieted down. After experiencing the excitement at the beginning, the loss and nervousness later, everyone is making the last struggle for the college entrance examination.

The students in a school like ours are basically from rural areas, and how many of them want to cross the farm gate through this springboard and become dragons.

Of course, not everyone is nervous, such as my current tablemate, Liu Xian.

After each test result comes out, the class teacher will ask the students to choose a place according to the ranking on the report card. However, since entering the third year of high school, the ranking on each report card has not changed very much, and many students feel that it is more troublesome to change positions, so they try to keep it the same when choosing a position.

As a result, the seating situation in our class has not changed for a long time. This is naturally not what the class teacher wants to see, in his words, the adjustment is to protect some of the people in the class who want to study, even if they can't be admitted to college at one time, but they can be ready for the senior year of high school.

And those who don't want to read find a place to cool off on their own, so as not to disturb other people.

So this time, he didn't let us choose our own seats as usual, but arranged it by himself, and it just so happened that this classmate named Liu Xian was arranged to sit with me.

Speaking of Liu Xian, most of the people in the class may shake their heads, because he is really not very easy to get along with, so there are not many people in the class who can talk to him well.

Because his personality is too withdrawn and paranoid, he doesn't understand the world at all, and often says a sentence that makes people half dead. It's just that this guy doesn't know it at all, he was arguing with others in the last second, and in the next second, he was like he was fine.

For example, just now, he said arrogantly to his previous tablemate: "How can you, who live at the bottom of society, understand what those people at the top of society think?" As ants, you can only look up at them! Obviously, I will be the one above them in the future. You're so lucky to have known me so early. "I just made that girl so angry that she couldn't speak.

Fortunately, this girl is not a stingy person, otherwise I am afraid that Liu Xian will not expect others to deal with him in the future.

After spending about a week with him, one of his most impressive remarks was that "if I can one day stand on top of the world, I must kill all the people of the lower races, and then select the best offspring of the higher races, and then they will form a top race." ”

His thoughts were incredible, and sometimes I really felt the urge to open his head and see what was inside.

But excluding these, Liu Xian is definitely the smartest person I have ever met.

He has a brain comparable to that of a computer, to give a simple example, when solving a math problem, everyone is busy writing and drawing on scratch paper, but he only needs to hold his hands in front of his chest, and then blink his eyes and the results will come out, and the accuracy rate is very high.

Even the most complex spatial geometry problems are the same, when we are still drawing a spatial figure on a piece of paper, and then calculating the relationship between two spatial straight lines according to the coordinates, and he only needs to click a few times with his finger in the void, and the correct result will come out.

Not only that, but in the past week since he was transferred to my side, I haven't seen him listen to a single class, and the class is either to fight the landlord with his mobile phone or read novels, but even so, his math, physics and chemistry scores are still among the best in our class.

However, the only drawback is that Liu Xian seems to be very uninterested in Chinese and foreign languages, and his results in these two subjects are miserable in every exam. If you only count the comprehensive results of mathematics and science, Liu Xian is definitely at the front of the class. But if you add Chinese and English, you can only be in the middle.

There are a lot of things in this world that are really unclear, and I never thought that I would have a common language with such a paranoid person, or even hit it off.

In all fairness, I still feel a little paranoid, but compared to Liu Xianyi, I feel like I'm normal.

In addition to this small similarity, I found that Liu Xian and I have a lot in common, such as that we are both confident in our own areas of expertise, and even to the point of conceit. We also have many habits that are relatively close, for example, we all like to use "Heart to Heart" brand facial tissues.

Later, as we got to know each other better, I learned that the reason why Liu Xian was so withdrawn and paranoid was because he experienced an unhappy childhood.

In his childhood, he suffered a lot of incredible grievances, but at that time he couldn't find anyone to talk to, so he had to keep those grievances in his heart, and it took a long time to lead to the way he is now.

And now, he also disdains to expose his weak side in front of others, in his words, "I don't need other people's sympathy!" ”

It was his phrase "I don't need other people's sympathy" that caused me to reflect. Since Chen Jing's death, I have been in a state of self-blame and guilt, but what can this do except show my weakness and incompetence?

There is no need to show the wound in your heart to others, just wait until late at night to lick it alone.

"Damn, the description of geography in this novel is obviously not logical, and even the direction is wrong, this author's geography is taught by a physical education teacher!"

Liu Xian said with an angry face, I don't know how many times he has complained in front of me.

"Liushao, this is just a novel, and the plot is all fictional by other authors, why do you have to be so serious?" I said to Liu Xian with a smile.

This Liu Xian didn't know which tendon was wrong, so he had to let others call him "Six Less". Later, during the conversation, I learned that his previous table mate was the third in the family, and others called her "Third Sister" or "Third Miss", so Liu Xian called himself "Sixth Young Master" on a whim.

"Even if it's a fictional plot, it has to be self-justifying, right?" Liu Shao said speechlessly.

"Don't dwell on this, not all readers are as serious as you. For the vast majority of people, as long as it doesn't hurt! If everyone is as strict as you are, what's so interesting about this novel? I was even more speechless.

"But ......"

"You're almost done, you see that everyone else is busy preparing for the college entrance examination, but you are here to study these inconsequential things seriously."

"What are these people going to college for?" Liushao asked me rhetorically.

I was stunned for a moment, I thought that Liushao would continue to talk to me about the novel, but I didn't expect this painting style to change too quickly.

"Of course, I want to get a good job after graduating from college, have a stable income, and start a family." I don't think about it.

"To be honest, although my family is not very good, I am not very interested in money. Besides, these people who are admitted to university can only fight into the middle of society at most, so it doesn't matter to me whether I get into college or not.

And this kind of university that is spelled out by time, as long as there is an idea, everyone can do it, which is not interesting. If you achieve the effect of three years in three days, wouldn't that make those who think they are self-righteous ashamed? ”

To be honest, I can't understand many of Liushao's theories, but his self-indulgence infected me. His words stirred up the fighting spirit in my heart and slowly brought me out of the low ebb of my mood.