Then I remembered that when I was fetching hot water earlier, I met a few men and women who came down from the upper floor to fetch hot water, and the two pairs of men and women were particularly intimate in their romance and behavior, and now the one who is doing indescribable things upstairs must be one of them. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"Ahem, young people now, the fire is really strong, it's so cold that it can't extinguish the fire in their hearts."

I looked up at the ceiling and faked a cough to hide my embarrassment. I thought that saying two words would ease the embarrassment in front of me, but who knew that it would be even more embarrassing now.

"Hmm."

Qin Xiao hummed softly, she shifted her gaze elsewhere, and saw that her face was a little red from the side.

"Well, so it makes sense for your mother to ask if you came out with a boy or a girl, after all, you young people are more impulsive. Oh yes, didn't your parents let you play friends when you were in college? ”

The voices upstairs dimmed, and I racked my brains to come up with such a topic, just to break the previous embarrassment.

"No, it's just that because of their own reasons, they are a little strict with my boyfriend, and they don't want me to repeat their mistakes." Qin Xiao's voice was a little small, and I thought at first that she hadn't recovered from the embarrassment just now, but after seeing her expression, I felt as if I had said the wrong thing.

"Haha, then you have to work hard, you have to find a perfect boyfriend!" I said with a haha, wanting to change the topic, but I hadn't figured out what topic to turn to, but Qin Xiao stopped my thoughts.

"Actually, when I was in junior high school, my parents divorced, and they got married without seeing each other a few times, and then they gave birth to me. But you know, they made a mistake that I had to bear as a daughter, and they didn't want to take on the responsibility of being a parent, so they gave me away. ”

Qin Xiao's voice was very low, and the expression on his face was very complicated, with anger and even more incomprehension.

And when I heard this, I was already shocked to the extreme, I didn't expect Qin Xiao to have such a tortuous life experience.

I tried to say something to comfort her, but I opened my mouth, but in the end I didn't say a word. It is true that I am not good at comforting people, but now I really have no words to comfort her, and it seems that all words of comfort pale in this situation.

In this case, I might as well be a loyal listener and let Qin Xiao vent all the depression and unhappiness in her heart.

"Fortunately, my parents and their family are very good to me, and there is an older brother in the family who also takes good care of me and treats me like his own." Speaking of this, a smile appeared on Qin Xiao's face, as if he had thought of something to be happy about.

"But when I was in junior high school, my biological father and birth mother began to care about my existence and often asked me to go to their respective homes on weekends, and yes, they each formed a new family. Originally, I didn't want to go anywhere, but my parents said it was not good, after all, they were my biological parents.

But when they gave me away, did they think that they were my biological parents? How did they ask me for my opinion when they divorced? Qin Xiao said with a smile, tears flowing out of her eyes. Her appearance looks very sad, which makes people feel very distressed to watch.

"Since then, I have been running between five families, my biological father and mother's respective families, my grandparents, my grandparents, and my parents, I am really tired." Qin Xiao wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with the back ......of his hand, and then continued: "Maybe they also know that they owe me a lot, so they have always wanted to do something to make up for it, but the more desperately they try to be good to me, the more fake it makes me feel."

"Of course, I also want to thank them, if it weren't for them, I wouldn't have come into this world, let alone met so many people. Of course, what I am most grateful to them for is that they got me into college. Qin Xiao took a deep breath and said.

"When I was in junior high school, my parents' older brother was in college, and the family was a little financially strained. But after our high school entrance examination, I was taken to my grandparents' house by my biological father's second uncle, who saw that my high school entrance examination results were not very good, so he asked me to go to the middle school in Dongliu to re-study a junior high school, and then go to high school, and finally be able to go to university. ”

"Actually, you know what? When I was in junior high school, it was the darkest time of my life, but at that time, there was always a very annoying boy around me who would fight with me, even say something to make me angry, and sometimes say something inexplicable to make people laugh. It's just amazing that when you're messing with that guy, you can forget about everything else for a while, and then concentrate on getting angry with him, or concentrate on laughing. Qin Xiao's eyes were a little confused, as if he had returned to the scene of the year.

I can't hear it, the boy Qin Xiao said is me. At that time, I saw that Qin Xiao was alone from time to time, and her face was full of sadness, so I did what she said. I still remember that I provoked Qin Xiao again, and she actually chased me around the school building three times, which made me feel like something at that time.

Every time I messed with her, Qin Xiao would be angry with me for a while, and then she quickly forgave me under my sincere apology, but I was the kind of person who had the courage to admit my mistakes but didn't change them, and it didn't take long to make her angry again.

After thinking of those scenes, a smile couldn't help but appear on the corner of my mouth, I didn't expect that my inadvertent action would have such a big impression on Qin Xiao.

"It's just that then the boy was unlucky, he was found to be sick, so his friends all went to him, and they had to keep their distance from him, and they often spoke ill of the boy behind his back. At that time, I saw that the boy's back was very lonely, and his expression was very lonely, and I was worried that he would never recover. At that time, I was thinking that I must become a doctor in the future and cure the boy who made me angry and made me laugh.

But he didn't expect that it took him less than half a month to adjust his mentality, and then stood in front of everyone with an incredible posture. No matter what happened, there was always a strange smile on his lips, which looked like both a confident smile and a mockery of the ignorant. ”

With Qin Xiao's thoughts, I seem to have returned to those youthful years. At that time, I was really depressed when I was diagnosed with illness, and even more depressed when I found out that I had less than three months to live.

As Qin Xiao said, when I falsified the medical certificate, many of my former good friends left me, and they kept boundaries with me, and I don't know if they said bad things about me, because I was not in the mood to pay attention to them at that time.

It's just that I met the old man, who saved me with his own life, so that I could survive, and passed on to me the skill.

I have temporarily solved the problem of life and death, and I have obtained a magical ability, and I naturally have a smile on my face from time to time. It's just that I don't know how my innocent smile turned into a mockery of others in Qin Xiao's eyes?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile and shake my head, but at this time, Qin Xiao's eyes fell on me, looking at her soft eyes, my heart suddenly became vigilant.

I only care about and follow Qin Xiao to reminisce about the past time, but I forgot what the real purpose of my trip is, I am here to make it clear to Qin Xiao, I am no longer the same person I was seven years ago, and we can't be together now.

But if I follow Qin Xiao's thoughts again, if my heart softens at that time, I'm afraid things will develop in the opposite direction. This kind of thing has not happened before, and it was like this with Guo Linger at the beginning. But now that Qin Xiao's face still has tears on his face, is it too inappropriate for me to say it so directly? I'm afraid that Qin Xiao won't be able to accept it then!