Chapter 289: Am I Wrong?
From the blandness at the beginning, to the numbness in the middle, and then to the present hands are a little shaky.
Fang Yan didn't even dare to look at his hands, and in a trance, he seemed to be able to see the dead eyes again, the corpse that had already taken on the stench.
There was no blood on it, but it was already drenched in blood, but he didn't stop, his cranial nerves were now tensed, leaving him with no time or space to think about anything else.
He only knows that he is right, he is for the earth, he is for civilization.
Yes, for the sake of civilization, for the sake of the planet......
He continued to hypnotize himself like this, and then reached out and trembled to take the black, death-like rifle hanging next to him, which weighed as much as a thousand pounds, but he still picked it up.
I'm not wrong!
When Fang Yan stepped into the cabin again and ordered the launch of biological and chemical weapons again, he looked at the mournful city below, and silently spit out this sentence in his heart.
The soldiers around them were more silent than ever, and some of them also left this purging team, and they also left the normal life forever.
It is never the people who make the decisions that suffer, but the ones who implement them......
Fang Yan gradually understood the meaning of Maude's words, and looked at the soldiers who left one by one around him, he didn't know what else he could do except say sorry and take care.
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A numb and seemingly hectic day seemed to be coming to an end in a hurry, and the night was slowly shrouded in heaven and earth, and the distant sunset was gone, leaving only a reddish golden light, which still proved his existence.
"Hurry up, get on the fighter plane, and return to dinner!"
Kumamoto greeted him from the side, and the dialect suddenly froze, and then turned his head to look at the huge city behind him, the last large gathering place of the alien civilization, and also their royal city.
And as the last rays of afterglow dissipated, the jewel at the top of the distant palace emitted a brilliant light, and then slowly fell silent, becoming soft and quiet, heralding the arrival of night.
"Tongues, gone." A hoarse voice came from the side, and Kumamoto stood beside him, and after glancing in the direction Fang Yan was facing, he patted Fang Yan on the shoulder and said, "Let's go first, they are all waiting." ”
Glancing back sluggishly, looking at the many soldiers standing in front of the cabin door looking at him, Fang Yan exhaled, and then exhaled vigorously, and shouted, "Prepare to return!" ”
Turned around and ran towards the cabin, no looking back, no nostalgia, the small buzz began to sound again, a little sense of acceleration rippled in my heart, as silent as before, no one spoke, and there was a kind of indescribable solidification suppressed in the cabin.
"Commander, what else are we going to do next?" One of the fighters asked silently, looking down at the bottom of the cabin, then looking up at the dialect, as if waiting for his answer.
The soldiers beside him also turned their heads one after another, Fang Yan glanced around, exhaled and then replied, "This matter is over, everyone should know the confidentiality regulations, if there is no abnormality, you will receive psychological counseling in the next period of time." ”
"Can you retire?" Another soldier next to him asked, and what had been seen as a deserter in the past was now unrefuted or interrupted, because it was what they were thinking......
"Yes." Fang Yan was silent for a moment, then nodded back.
"That's good, that's good......"
The soldier muttered these three words in a daze, and then leaned against the cabin wall, as if relieved, and the eyes of the other fighters began to be in a trance.
"I'll say two last words." Fang Yan looked at the people in the cabin and suddenly took the initiative to speak, waiting for everyone's eyes to look at him again, then took a breath and said slowly, "After this operation is over, I don't know if you will choose to stay or leave, but you are real soldiers." ”
No one replied, they looked at the dialect like this, and after a long time, a soldier silently whispered, "I did what a soldier should do, but when I didn't do what a man should do......"
"Bell tree!"
With one hand, he pulled back Kumamoto Ki, who was about to speak, Fang Yan shook his head, and then exhaled, "Go back and sleep well, you too." ”
Fang Yan looked at Kumamoto, whose eyes were darkened, and said, then waved his hand weakly, sat down against the cabin wall, looked up at the dark black steel at the bottom of the cabin, and slowly drifted with a little shaking.
Me, am I wrong?
……
After a brief assembly, Fang Yan took off his armor and left the already built barracks with a small cage, and then slowly walked towards the ship.
And with the continuous awakening work, you can already see a lot of human beings around, as well as some simple buildings, and see the smiles on people's faces from the bottom of their hearts.
But the dialect felt out of place, and he felt that he had drawn a line with them, divided into two worlds, distinct.
"Dialect ......"
At the door, Li Jie was still standing there, or in the past ten days, he would stand there every day thinking of ways to admonish the dialect, but the result was that the relationship between the two became colder and colder.
Fang Yan didn't know why he was doing this to him now, even though he was a good brother in the past......
Raising his hand to interrupt Li Jie's next words, Fang Yan walked to Li Jie's side and paused, but then, he still walked past him and walked in directly.
"Tongues, you're a coward!"
Li Jie behind him yelled, Fang Yan paused again, then took a deep breath, walked forward again, and disappeared around the corner......
……
"Coming back?"
With a warm greeting, Fang Yan's face finally put on a smile, and then he stepped in, looking at Luo Qiao, who was holding a book in his chair, and nodded, "Have you eaten?" ”
"Eat." Luo Qiao replied, then put down the book in his hand and picked up the teacup next to him, "How was your day?" ”
Shaking his head, Fang Yan pulled out a chair and sat down opposite Luo Qiao, and said with a smile, "I went out and wandered around, and then brought you this, dang!" While! While! While! ”
As if offering a treasure, Fang Yan took out the small cage that had been hidden behind him, and then put it in front of Luo Qiao, and asked softly with a hint of expectation, "How about sending you?" ”
"It's cute!" A bright smile bloomed on Luo Qiao's face, looking at the alien little pet in the cage who seemed to be lost, he couldn't wait to put down the teacup in his hand, and then pulled the cage in front of him, teasing it with his fingers from time to time, making a light laugh like a silver bell, and two small pear nests appeared next to the corners of his mouth.
"I'll tell you, this is a ...... that I caught after a lot of hard work, climbing up the hill, and traveling thousands of miles," Fang Yan boasted about himself, but looking at Luo Qiao, who was focusing on his pet, suddenly thought of a question, scratched his head and said, "What, Luo Qiao, don't you take it to the biology lab like last time......
"Hmm!" Luo Qiao nodded without raising his head, and then kept weighing the little cute pet in the cage, giving people the feeling that it was?
Where is the best place to go this time?
With a boost all over his body, Fang Yan looked at Luo Qiao, who was engrossed, and drew a question mark in his heart about the fate of this little pet in the future, and then with a relaxed smile, he stood up and walked towards the place where he had been sleeping.
Only the bridge can make him let go of everything, let him feel only warmth, and now, he wants to sleep, really wants to sleep well......
But as he slept deeper and deeper, a little sweat began to appear on his forehead, and his face began to become hideous......?