Chapter 40: Confiding in Your Heart

At night, Xu Xia lay on the bed, covered with a quilt, and was about to fall asleep, but Lin Fengxiao was extremely excited, pestering Xu Xia to talk to him, Xu Xia repeatedly thought that Lin Fengxiao was a patient, yawning and chatting with Lin Fengxiao.

"Chen Shutao, why did you come back to save me at that time?" Lin Fengxiao asked for the third time.

"Because I'm bored, I'm afraid that you will die and become a ghost haunting me, so I can only come back to save you." Xu Xia said perfunctorily.

"Then why did you come to the hospital with me?" Lin Fengxiao asked again.

"I see that you are pitiful, you have been saved, if you don't come to the hospital, you will turn around and drag yourself to death, you have to rely on me!" Xu Xia yawned.

"Since you don't want to accompany me to the hospital, then you don't want to save me, so why did you save me in the first place?" Lin Fengxiao asked for the fourth time.

Xu Xia finally couldn't bear it anymore, sat up, and shouted: "Lin Fengxiao, you are not finished, Lao Tzu just looks at you and saves you, what's wrong with the effort!" What so much nonsense! ”

Lin Fengxiao was yelled at by Xu Xia, and suddenly pointed to the next door: "Chen Shutao, you are so unqualified, this is a hospital, you have a quiet voice, otherwise you will be kicked out by the nurse." ”

Xu Xia was so angry with him that he couldn't do it, so he simply lay down, turned sideways to the other side, and ignored him.

"Chen Shutao." Lin Fengxiao shouted.

Xu Xia didn't reply to him.

"Peach ......"

"Peach...... Did you sleep, Peach, I know you didn't sleep. Peach, let's keep chatting! Peach...... Tao'er ......" Lin Fengxiao continued to chatter, Xu Xia knew for the first time that a boy could actually do it, so ...... Noisy!

Lin Fengxiao didn't care whether Xu Xia ignored him or not, he was inexplicably very happy, like a child's joy.

"Peach, do you know, in fact, before you, few people cared about me, when I was two years old, my mother left me, I was angry with my father, at that time my father was poor, my mother did not dislike her, regardless of the opposition of the family, married my father at a young age and gave birth to me."

Lin Fengxiao's voice was low, and he spoke softly. Xu Xia raised her mind and listened quietly, she knew that what Lin Fengxiao needed at the moment was an object to confide in.

"But later, the good times didn't last long, the year my mother gave birth to me, my father's business went bankrupt, my mother never left him, borrowed money from his mother's family, ran around, and began to work all kinds of busy work before the confinement was over, and his body fell ill. But fortunately, business is slowly improving. ”

"Until I was two years old, my mom was at home, my dad went out, and a woman came." Lin Fengxiao's voice suddenly changed from memory to hatred.

Xu Xia frowned, turned around, and continued to listen.

"The woman knocked on my door directly, led a child, about the same age as me, she told my mom that my dad had a child with her before marrying my mom, and the two of them almost got married, if it weren't for my mom's money, if it weren't for my mom's money, if it weren't for my mom, they would have gotten married a long time ago! And they still have a relationship, and most of the days when my dad goes on a business trip every month are them living their own little days. ”

"The woman said such a thing, and left, my mother listened to the woman's words, the whole person lost her heart, she loved my dad to the bones, and finally found that what she insisted on was always an unfaithful love, and since then she began to aggravate her condition, but when my dad came back, she was reluctant to blame him, pretending not to know, and bearing everything by herself, I was looking for it at that time, and I didn't understand anything, my mother asked me not to say it, I didn't say anything." Lin Fengxiao clenched his fists, his tone was still calm, but there was a faint sound of choking.

"Until my mother died, I was reluctant to blame him, my mother died because of my father, he told her that he was going to divorce her, because he owed too much to another woman, and he had to find a way to make up for it."

"After the divorce, my mother took me over, and it didn't take long for him to die, my father was afraid that others would say that he was ungrateful, so he tried his best to take me over, and when I arrived at their house, the family had already lived a good life together as a family, and I seemed to be a superfluous."

Lin Fengxiao's tone slowly became calmer, he turned his head to Xu Xia, and the two pairs of bright eyes in the dark looked at each other: "So, Taotao, I really hate Lin Feng and his mother, my father named me Lin Fengxiao, which is also a similar name to Lin Feng, I am just superfluous in their lives, but I am a substitute for Lin Feng." I hate them, even to the point of hating. ”

"In military training, you deliberately lost the individual competition, right? Why? Xu Xia asked softly.

"Because I can't win." Lin Feng said, "Over the years, I have been pretending to be unlearned, so that woman can tolerate me so far, if I really get better and better, it will only increase that woman's determination to get rid of me." ”

Xu Xia could understand why Lin Fengxiao would do these things, and suddenly became a little distressed. Lin Fengxiao is using this kind of child-like method to protect himself all the time, and everything he does begins to become reasonable.

Xu Xia moved closer to Lin Fengxiao: "Lin Fengxiao, shall I tell you a story?" ”

"Okay."

"The story goes like this. There was a little girl, she had amnesia, she didn't know who she was, and she didn't know where her parents were, but fortunately, she met someone, and this man took her back, gave her good food, taught her to read and write, and raised this girl as his daughter. ”

"The man's family is not rich, but every time he goes to the town to buy, he brings snacks to the girl, and every year on the girl's birthday, he gives the little girl a gift, and he tells the child, 'Your real parents love you very much, but I love you too, so don't resent anyone, you just have more people to love you than others.'"

"The man treats her very well, even if he marries a wife, he never treats her harshly, the man has no money in the family, but he is willing to give the best to the girl who treats her as his own."

"It's just that the days like this don't last long, and one day, this man died." Xu Xia suddenly paused, she couldn't talk anymore, the scene of her adoptive father's death was vivid, his appearance, his face was covered with blood, snow, and the cake that was overturned, and the crystal hairpin that he was holding tightly in his hand.

Lin Fengxiao listened halfway, but Xu Xia didn't say anything, and hurriedly asked, "Then what?" How did you die? ”

Xu Xia eased his mind: "Then, ah, this man, when he was dying, was still holding the crystal hairpin he bought for the girl, the girl's birthday was the twenty-second day of the winter month, it was snowing all over the mountain, the man bought cakes and gifts for the girl, and the bright red blood that flowed out of the mountain stained the white snow red. ”

Xu Xia remembered the scene of the day, red, white, intertwined, the little girl did not know life and death, but understood parting, she thought that her adoptive father just fell asleep, but her adoptive father never woke up, she didn't know this until her adoptive father was buried, and then stopped the person carrying the coffin, begging them to let her look at her father again.

But I never saw it again, no one was willing to open the coffin for her orphan girl, everyone knew that she was picked up, only the adoptive father didn't seem to know, and others laughed at the adoptive father for being stupid and treating a wild child as a daughter. Tears slid silently into the corners of her eyes, but fortunately, it was dark night, and no one could see her crying, only Xu Xia himself knew.