When I got home, I was so tired that I was about to lie down, but I still held my breath and cleaned up the house, and then I washed pots and pans, and washed rice and cooked, and by the time I had eaten dinner, it was almost twelve o'clock. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I really didn't even want to move my fingers, so I washed and boiled water to soak my feet after throwing the dishes and chopsticks in the pot, and I fell asleep while sitting there soaking my feet, but when I woke up, the water was cold, and I didn't even bother to wash my feet and shrank into the bed.

Originally, I was going to sleep until I woke up the next day, but the phone rang, and I swore that I really had the urge to kill at that time! But when I saw that the caller ID turned out to be the number of the boss's wife, although I had tens of thousands of *** rushing in my heart, I still answered the phone.

It turned out that the proprietress asked me to help guard the Internet café they opened here, because the network manager had something to do today, and no one in O Town could get out of the way. I wanted to refuse, but my son helped me again yesterday, although it is very unreliable, but it is an indisputable fact. So I got up in a hurry and had breakfast, and then ran to the Internet café sleepily.

Before leaving, the network administrator told me about the relevant precautions, and then gave me his eight-year-old daughter as a helper! I was speechless in an instant, his daughter stayed here to help make trouble!

It's almost the Chinese New Year, and people who have been working outside for a year have returned home, so there are more people who come to surf the Internet. This Internet café also knew that this was the time to make money, and Shengsheng doubled the price.

There are too many people surfing the Internet, because there are not enough seats, and there are often several people lined up at a seat that is about to get off the machine, so from time to time someone will ask if the network management has a seat to get off the machine.

Now there are four days left before the Chinese New Year, and the college students have already been on vacation, and Guo Linger has naturally been home for almost half a month.

Originally, Guo Linger said that she was going to go online, so I told her about the situation of the Internet café, so she could only dispel this idea.

The proprietress said that someone would come to the shift until one o'clock in the afternoon, and I originally planned to go to Guo Linger after the shift, so I didn't see her, and I missed it. But it was past three o'clock, and the shift had not yet arrived.

Maybe I was more impatient, and when I finally reconciled the accounts, I found that there was a shortage of 20 yuan, and I secretly screamed bad luck and made up for the loss of money.

By the time I left the Internet café, it was already past four o'clock, and it was dark early in winter, so it was not very appropriate to let Guo Ling'er come out at this time, so I had to dismiss the idea of seeing her.

During this period, I texted Guo Linger again, but she has been prevaricated by her for various reasons, which makes me feel frustrated.

Until the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, when I went to the street to buy vegetables, I caught a glimpse of her in a place selling toys. She and her family were shopping for toys with a small child, and I texted her to tell her where I was.

She glanced at me after reading the text message and smiled at me. She also sent me a text message telling me not to go over and not to talk. Soon after the child picked out the toys, they left, and Guo Ling'er didn't come over from beginning to end, and she didn't let me go.

I still stood there in a daze, until Guo Ling'er's back completely blended into the crowd, and I wanted to catch up quickly, but after running two steps, I stopped. Even if I catch up, what can I do?

After buying some vegetables, meat and a fish, I went home, and I met my eldest son, who was also shopping for vegetables, and he asked me to go to his place for dinner at noon.

However, what happened a few days ago made me hold my breath all the time, so I refused without even thinking about it. Later, the eldest mother's son also called the old man, and the old man also called me about this matter, and this was the first time he called me since we quarreled.

The old man asked me why I didn't go, and there was some blame in his voice. Originally, I didn't want to say anything, but in the end, I couldn't help it, so I told the old man what happened that night.

After knowing what happened, the old man was silent for more than ten seconds, and finally he asked me to make my own decision. So in the end, I still didn't go, and I cooked a few dishes at home by myself, and gave the year over.

At noon, Murakami also asked me to go to his house for the New Year, and the family has always had a good relationship with our family, but I still refused.

I'd rather eat simply at home alone than be superfluous at someone else's house. And if I go, the eldest lady will gossip again. Besides, I'm not alone, isn't there a raccoon?

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I got up early to cook big rice balls, and eating rice balls on the first day of the new year is our habit here. It's just that my craft is a bit out of the woods, and I can't grasp the heat, so I almost boiled the rice balls.

After eating, I didn't go out on the street as I did in previous years, and just stayed at home for a day playing Plants vs. Zombies. On the second day of the Lunar New Year, my aunt asked me to go to her house for dinner, but I refused on the grounds of going to my aunt's house.

People respect me, I respect people. Others don't take me seriously, and I don't need to put a hot face on my cold ass.

The fifth day of the Lunar New Year happened to be Valentine's Day, and on this day, Guo Linger and I discussed to meet. I waited for this day for too long, got up early in the morning to wash my hair, and then changed into a piece of clothing, and then went to the place designated by Guo Linger to wait for her with great excitement.

When Guo Ling'er, wearing a black woolen coat, black tights, black boots, and a light smoky makeup, appeared in front of me, my heart beat a lot faster. A pair of eyes were unconsciously focused on her, and it was difficult to see anything else.

Look at me again, wearing an old gray sweater jacket, a pair of white-washed jeans, a pair of sneakers stained with mud, and my hair is very messy, it really looks like a standard dick, which makes me feel ashamed of myself.

Originally, when I was cultivating, I felt that I should still be able to be worthy of Guo Ling'er, but since Chen Jing's death, I have become more and more unconfident.

Guo Linger didn't want to be bumped into us by acquaintances, so Guo Linger and I went around the nearby path, and she gave me a scarf, which she knitted by herself.

I haven't seen her for a few months, Guo Linger seems to have an indescribable temperament, and it is precisely because of this temperament that the distance between us has become a little farther away, and it also makes me feel a little strange.

And I haven't changed anything, and if I really say I've changed, it's becoming more and more negative, less confident, more and more introverted.

In fact, I myself know that Chen Jing's death has brought me extremely serious psychological trauma, and I even keep doubting myself and questioning myself, so I am becoming more and more negative and unconfident.

If I used to be a sharp sword, now I can only be regarded as a broken halberd in the sand, and there are still rusty stains on it.

Standing with Guo Ling'er sets her off incomparably noble and holy, while I am even more vulgar. She was like a shining pearl, and I was just an inconspicuous piece of sand, as if we were not of the same world in the first place.

And the expression on her face looked very cold from beginning to end, so cold that it made me wonder if the woman in front of me was seeing that Guo Ling'er on my country's holiday? There was no difference on her face, the joy and excitement of the couple's goodbye, only a look of indifference.

The whole date was only an hour, and Guo Linger rarely spoke during this hour, and at first I was constantly looking for topics, Guo Linger just nodded symbolically, which made me at a loss. I didn't know what to say, so we kept silent.

It was very bland when we parted, so bland that it made me panic in my heart. At this moment, I didn't feel like we were a couple, as if we were two people who had just known each other.

Even people who have just met will say "goodbye" or something, right? But we didn't. We came to a fork in the road so silently, she chose one side and I chose the other.

My heart ached inexplicably, and it seemed to foreshadow this.