Chapter 365: I've done my best
Chu Yunsheng was pierced by a few inexplicable people for no reason, although he successfully counterattacked brilliantly, and shocked the audience to pick up the helmet of the golden-armored woman, but he couldn't even ask a sentence to understand, and was hurriedly put out by Lao Sun and others.
Of course, he couldn't ask if he wanted to, and he couldn't make any normal sound in his torn throat. However, when he saw and heard, Lao Sun nodded at the Jinjiaren, kept apologizing like his grandson, and immediately expressed "a thousand thanks" for Chu Yunsheng, who couldn't speak, for the sake of "recuperation expenses".
Chu Yunsheng was silent all of a sudden, Lao Sun's intelligence was wrong, and he provoked the forces that the 9th team couldn't provoke, and he needed to apologize to protect himself, he could understand, there was nothing to say. But he was attacked by others for no reason until he was bleeding and injured, but he still needed to "thank the perpetrator" like his grandson, so that his chest could not stop like a ball of cotton.
He couldn't overturn the fact that here, this plant forest, as long as he was still wearing this mask, Lao Sun, as the captain, would always represent him.
It was nothing, he could have done anything to survive, but after the darkness came, he escaped, escaped, molested, and pretended to be dead............ Wait, I've done everything, but I've never been so cowardly, I've been attacked, and I have to humiliately "thank you" Even in the battle of Huangshan, in the face of a strong enemy as many as stars, he would rather die than surrender, how could he ever be like this!?
However, among so many people, this feeling of being blocked in his chest and only he had a feeling of being a bag suddenly made him really see himself clearly for the first time since the Dark Ages from another angle.
Immediately, he understood why he wanted to learn to be "numb" and learn the way of survival of others, and he needed to "learn" instead of being like that woman, naturally facing a qiē disaster, and naturally smoothing out a qiē knot.
Because no matter how much he keeps reminding himself and telling himself, he has to be self-aware, and he has to know how many pounds and taels he has, but in his heart, there has always been a trace of pride, a trace of pride brought by ancient books.
This pride was planted in his heart like a seed, and from the very beginning he separated himself from the rest of the people, treating everyone from a "condescending" perspective that he had never noticed, whether it was friends or brothers, or enemies and those he hated.
Whether it is the Sunshine Age or the Dark Age, even if the incompetent person has a sense of "self-appreciation" in his heart, and can always find a trace of "different" for himself as a self-comforting "pride".
This thing, in the Sunshine Age, is literally called "dignity"!
Everyone has their own self-esteem, their own pride, even if no one else admits it, he will confirm himself, Chu Yunsheng in the Sunshine Age also has exactly the same mentality, but since entering the Dark Age, this thing has undergone wonderful changes that he has never noticed.
As his strength grew stronger and stronger, one by one the talented awakened people were defeated in his hands, and this seed of self-confidence became deeper and deeper, and when even the Ice and Fire Alien Race and the Divine Domain Worm could not defeat him, this trace of pride hidden in his heart had actually reached its peak.
But it's not a good thing, when a person's hidden "pride" and "self-esteem" are too strong, but the reality still cruelly makes him bleed, lose again and again, and can't save anything, this contrasting stab and frustration will make people feel dazed and painful.
Chu Yunsheng was put on his arm by his masked man teammates, and his trance became more and more smooth, from the very beginning, this hidden pride made him think that he could save Yu Xiaohai, but he watched Yu Xiaohai disappear; Then he thought he was keeping the family he loved, but he watched the entire Jinling City disappear; …… In the end, he thought he could save the big stupid worm like a brother, but once again he watched the stupid worm commit suicide.
After every loss, he began to practice desperately, desperately improving his strength, seeking an extreme, so his strength became stronger and stronger, and that trace of pride became more and more self-concealed and breeded, but every time in the end, he still couldn't keep what he thought he could keep.
When the tears have dried up, the grief has nowhere to hold, and even the hatred has come to an end, just because there was a trace of pride and self-confidence that hides his heart, and in the end what is still torturing his soul is only a strong self-blame, hating his own incompetence! The pride is too strong, and the ability is too weak, and the head is broken, which is the source of contradictions and pain.
He has always been aware of the contradictory end, so he only buried his head in the cruel race against the world, trying his best to improve his strength and ability, but he never really looked back at the "pride" and "self-esteem" that have become more and more detached from reality. This thing is like a "demon in the heart", the stronger the ability, the stronger it becomes, hindering him from accepting the cruel reality he has to accept, torturing his contradictory mind, affecting his every move and behavior.
The woman carrying the corpse was able to accept her situation numbly because she had no power to struggle or resist: the woman with the bow could not get rid of the desire for the bow until she died, because her strength gave her blind pride; And he, why not!?
Chu Yunsheng suddenly woke up as if he had woken up from a nightmare.
From the first moment of darkness, he fell into this nightmare, an infinite loop of nightmares, and he could not break free from its shackles, until just now, in the mask man's grandson-like grandson "A thousand thanks", all his pride and self-esteem were torn to the ground at this moment, not an inch was left, and the cage that imprisoned his soul was finally suddenly opened, and from then on, an open !!
I've done my best......
Chu Yunsheng looked at the familiar shadows flying in his mind, and said "I did my best" to exhaust the bitterness that he had suppressed for too long.
At this moment, he was relieved, and a feeling of "liberation" that he had never felt before hit his heart, causing him to burst into tears, and these tears were not for anyone, but only for himself, only for his long-imprisoned self-heart.
He let the masked man pull him away, looking at the golden armor man and the others, he wanted to laugh, he hadn't laughed "really" for a long, long time, and his mouth was so hard that he almost forgot the feeling of smiling.
"Dumb, can you still laugh?" The thin masked man looked at Chu Yunsheng's strange smile twisted on the mask in surprise.
Chu Yunsheng turned to look at him without changing his smile, as if to say, why can't I laugh? I'm going to laugh!
"The dumb man laughs at his own fate, for me, I have to snicker, the golden armor commander, if you really want to kill the dumb, where is the mute still alive? She didn't even use her own weapons!
However, the dumb ones really have you! You are the first person in history who can pick up the helmet of the Golden Armor Commander with a spear in addition to our Legion Leader Black Armor Commander and Green Armor Leader in the entire Plant Forest, I guess it won't be long before the people in the entire Plant Forest will know that you kid is about to become famous! Maybe the Legion Commander will meet you personally! The man with the mask of Chu Yunsheng said with emotion.
The thin masked man looked at Chu Yunsheng back and forth strangely and carefully, and said half-loudly: "Don't say it, it's really possible, we all underestimated the mute, I heard that when the mute was assigned, no one wanted it, and the team forced it into our team, this will, Wang Datou of the 7th team and Gao Laozhuang of the 10th team are estimated to regret to death, or our Sun team is mighty!" ”
The result of Chu Yunsheng being stabbed a few days after "going to work" was not completely without any benefits, in addition to getting a so-called "injury fee" from the golden armor woman, it also established his position in the 9th team, although he actually didn't care about the last point.
A group of "blackmail" frustrated masked people, after bandaging Chu Yunsheng indiscriminately, immediately rushed to the next black market point, a place needed for the lowest human transaction in the Botanical Forest City, although there was not much oil and water, but there was never a too deep background.
If some people do have any backstage in this black market, then Team Mask Man 9 is probably their biggest backstage.
This is the struggle line of the lowest human beings, but it is a paradise for the masked people, where no one dares to disobey their will, they have the right to place a crime such as a spy at will, and then take all the "property", "body" and even "life" of the other party.
Chu Yunsheng felt that they were now like the "city managers" on a small street in the Sunshine Age, because as soon as Lao Sun and their figures appeared on the street, he heard someone exclaim: "The masked man is here, run!" ”
Then, there was a burst of chickens and dogs, cans and bottles fell, and the whole street suddenly became a mess.
As they panted to the end of the street, the skinny masked man in the third line turned around from the corner of the wall with a cigarette in his mouth, and spat out a smoke ring at them.
Facing the stunned crowd, the thin masked man rubbed his itchy eyelids with his fingers holding the cigarette body, and said lightly: "Old Seventeen, what are you doing in a daze, take it!" Today, I'll count you as the most unlucky, and I'll let you pick first! ”
He didn't use the word "rob" as a robber, nor did he use the official word "confiscation", but he only used a very casual word "take" as if he was in his own home!
It can be seen that this place has been corrupted and degenerated, to what extent?
Old Seventeen refers to Chu Yunsheng, after his position in the mouth team was firm, the first change was to upgrade from "dumb" to "Old Seventeen" Lao Sun is the boss, and the other fifteen original mask people are lined up in order, and they are ranked here by Chu Yunsheng, which is the old seventeen.
Chu Yunsheng's gaze swept the tattered crowd slightly, they immediately lowered their heads, avoiding Chu Yunsheng's gaze, for fear of being taken by Chu Yunsheng's fancy to the things in their hands, they retreated timidly, and the child's timid gaze appeared from the gap between the thin legs of the adult, and looked at the masked man nervously.
He suddenly reached out and "took" the thin masked cigarette, leaned against the wall with his spear, inhaled a puff, felt the hot smell of smoke, he didn't want to get involved in anything here, he just wanted to enjoy the moment of peace after his mind broke free.
And he's not going to rob a group of people who are worse than him.
"Damn, you actually took Lao Tzu!" The thin masked man rubbed his empty fingers, was stunned for a moment, and scolded: "What are you grandsons looking at?" What's there to see? Look for death! The man stands on the left, the woman stands on the right, quick, hurry up and stand for Lao Tzu! ”