Chapter 394: Both Sides

Chen Cheng pushed open the door and came in from the outside, with a bit of drunken alcohol on his body.

Although the light in the living room was on, it was already past 11 o'clock in the evening, and he felt that Li Sixuan should have fallen asleep.

He was a quiet man, so he didn't make too much noise to disturb his sleeping wife and children.

I changed into slippers and sat on the sofa with a very heavy body.

His slightly Muna's gaze was gradually becoming hollow.

Many people say that he is just a piece of wood, because he rarely thinks about things, and he can't hide anything at all.

But this time, Su Hao suddenly called him, and asked him not to take Li Sixuan with him in a serious tone, so he knew what should have happened.

Of course, he couldn't guess what it was, but he had a very strong intuition that his life might not be able to go on.

In fact, just as he felt, when Li Shuai and Su Hao finished talking about those things, he only felt that his head was "buzzing", and some experiences that he had forgotten had sprung up again.

The world is about to be destroyed, and all space will be shattered and vanished one by one.

The army of ghosts is about to break through the blockade of the Third Realm, and someone needs to step up and buy time for those who can do something.

And in the past few years when they were plain and comfortable, and surrounded by happiness, the real Xiao Mo was still fighting against those damn ghosts.

When he heard this, he was very sad in his heart, and he could even describe it as painful.

The self who once vowed to sweep away the ghosts in the world and was proud of being an exorcist seems to have passed away for a long time.

"What should I do?"

There had never been a time when he felt so lost as he was.

Even when he was trapped in the wilderness village, trapped in that almost airtight cave, he never had the slightest confusion and retreat.

All he thought was that one day, he would destroy the ghosts that roamed the village, and one day, he would become the best exorcist in the world.

It was his dream, it was a dream that made him feel excited when he thought about it.

But now...... It was as if the dream was no longer a dream, but instead became a demon that disturbed him.

In other words, he is no longer the lonely Chen Cheng who walks in the world.

He has a wife, and his daughter will turn one year old next.

On one side are dreams, friends, and benefactors.

On the one hand, there is family, and it is family affection.

It seems to be a multiple-choice question, but apparently no one can answer it accurately.

Because maybe if you leave, you will never come back.

Because maybe if you stay, you will never be able to get rid of your demons.

His heart was churning in pain, and at this moment, the sound of a door opening made his head turn in the direction from which the sound came.

I saw Li Sixuan walking out of the bedroom, and then came to Chen Cheng's side.

"Wife ......"

Chen Cheng choked up a little, not knowing what to say.

"You think I'm just like you, just a fast wood.

Since Su Hao called you, you can guess from your various performances that something must have happened.

I'm not sure, but I can guess it.

Now that I see you like this, I can guess even more.

It seems that Li Shuai's broken thoughts for so many years are true, since that Captain Xiao is fake, have you seen the real Captain Xiao?

Is he okay? ”

Chen Cheng was like a stuffy gourd, shaking his head but not saying a word.

He wondered how he was going to tell the cruel truth.

But apparently, he did not have the courage to speak out.

"If you don't want to say it, don't embarrass yourself.

Since it is Captain Xiao's business, it is our family's business, if there was no Captain Xiao back then, there would be no where we are now, let alone our family.

I can't do things that go against my heart, and you can't do it.

Husband, at all times, you have to feel that my children and I are your strong support and your strongest backing, but not your burden, not the shackles that bind you. ”

Speaking of this, Li Sixuan suddenly hugged Chen Cheng, and then said:

"No matter how long it takes, my child and I will be waiting for you to come back.

So don't dwell on it, suffer about it, follow your heart and be yourself.

You've always been my hero. ”

Chen Cheng also hugged Li Sixuan tightly, he didn't say anything, just kept trying to control his tears and nodded.

On the side of the road, which is almost empty, there is a small square table half a meter high.

In the summer, Li Shuai followed three people, sitting around the table on the three small horses, chatting, eating skewers, and drinking beer.

"Little follower, guess who else will be with us the day after tomorrow besides us?"

"Can't guess." The little attendant shook her head, perhaps because she wasn't interested in masturbation, she barely ate anything.

"Boy, then you can guess."

Li Shuai saw that the little follower didn't answer him, so he threw the question to Xia Qi who was sitting opposite him.

"I think everyone except for the person named Su Hao should come."

"Oh? Why do you feel that? ”

"Because if it were my friends, they would definitely come.

Personally, I think so, anyway. ”

Xia Qi replied to Li Shuai, then opened a bottle of beer and handed it to Li Shuai:

"I don't know anything about them, so I might not get a good answer when I ask them this kind of thing.

And what about you, handsome guy? How many of your friends do you think will come? ”

"It's hard to say a single one."

Li Shuai shook his head and started a new round of blowing.

Xia Qi didn't accompany him, but waited for him to drink up a bottle, and then asked:

"Aren't you friends who were born and died together? Why is there so little confidence in them? ”

"If it was a few years ago, the handsome guy dared to pat his chest and say, except for Su Hao, everyone would come.

They don't even need a reason, they even tell them that going is a dead end, and no one will hesitate.

But now it's different.

Because when the environment changes, so do people.

In the past, everyone had the same dream and regarded each other as a bond.

But now, their bonds are no longer our friends, but back to their families and lovers.

Our relationship is still deep and unshakable, but many things can no longer be decided by ourselves.

All in all, the handsome guy tells you a wise saying.

What is Life?

Life is all about moving from a big cage to a small one, and then from a small cage to a smaller one, until you don't have the slightest room to move freely.

So what exactly is the situation, it's really hard to say. ”

Li Shuai's tone has always been ruffian and not serious, but it really makes sense when you think about it.

What kind of identity life gives you, what kind of responsibility you have to bear, and responsibility is what is pressed on you, it is a rope that entangles you.

The more you carry on your back, the less you can release yourself.

But having said that, as long as you live, you can't be unfettered, and the so-called freedom is just a comparison.