Chapter 0283, decided to go back

Listening to the busy sound of "doodoo" on the phone, I was speechless for a long time, my mind was complicated, the wind on the wasteland was blowing, it was very strong, which made me even more confused, I didn't know where my direction was.

Go back?

I don't dare to bet, and I don't know how many of the people Zhengyang is looking for are reliable, my father and my grandfather have a lot of friends, but I have seen so many friends in the Sun and Moon League, some are reliable, some are unreliable, and there are many others that I haven't seen, as for the conduct of those people, I don't know at all.

Not going back?

that

I will really sit on the charges and be hunted down by the whole world, how can I be worthy of these people around me when the time comes? The power of the Sun and Moon Alliance is all over the north and south of the river, and once the order is pursued, there is no place for me in the world. I don't care what happens to myself, I can sleep under a bridge hole, but what about my children? What to do with a smile? What about small bowls? What should Lu Jianguo do? And Mao Tuan, he is not a person at all, he has already suffered too much with me to go south and north, and then follow me to be hunted down and killed, how can I feel at ease!?

There is also Zhengyang

If I don't go back, his reputation will be ruined, believe me, vouch for me, but I "absconded in fear of sin", what face will he see in the future!?

At this moment, too many thoughts flashed through my mind, and my whole head felt like it was about to explode.

"Boy."

At this time, Lu Jianguo suddenly pushed my shoulder and asked me softly, "What's the situation over there?" ”

I shook my head, patted the dust on my body, got up and started walking back, leaving only one sentence for Lu Jianguo: "Call everyone and have a meeting!" ”

This time, the stakes are high, I have no right to make any decisions, or that sentence, Lu Jianguo and Xiaoxiao They looked up to me and put their lives in my hands, but it doesn't mean that I have the right to send them to death.

We returned to the place where we set up camp, called Xiaoxiao and Lu Jianguo, and Li Dazui and his group all gathered in my tent.

At first, when they heard that Zhengyang was still alive, Lu Jianguo and they seemed very happy.

But when I put everything together, everyone's faces didn't look good, they weren't stupid, right and wrong, black and white, how could they not count in their hearts?

"Boy, you say these are"

Lu Jianguo looked at me with a somewhat embarrassed face: "What do you think in your heart?" ”

"Don't you know what I mean?"

I smiled bitterly: "It is I who betrayed the Sun and Moon Alliance, and it has nothing to do with you, that is to say, it is me who will be tried by the three halls, not you!" Do you want to go to Yangmyeongdong with me, you decide, if you don't want to, split the money and break up, you should be too late to break up with me now"

Before I finished speaking, Lu Jianguo directly smashed the mineral water bottle in his hand on my face, making the strength particularly great, "bang", the mineral water bottle burst directly, the clear mineral water sprinkled my body, and also splashed my face, but I didn't feel pain, and I don't know if it was because my body was stronger than before after swallowing the Dragon Yuan Essence, or after saying those words, my heart hurt so much that I couldn't breathe, and even forgot other causes of pain later.

"Nonsense, woe to the same thing, do you understand?"

Xiaoxiao even stared at me, and even cried in a hurry, and her eyes were full of fog!

I was ashamed, but I couldn't make this decision for them, so no matter how they scolded me, I had to give them the choice!

"yes, boy, what you're saying doesn't sound like it's fucking good, it's like we're greedy for life and afraid of death!"

Li Dazui also whispered on the side: "I actually have an attitude, although I don't like what I say, but the people's hearts are still there, compare the heart to the heart, the sword mountain and the sea of fire, you are dripping in front, and I will follow behind!" ”

I didn't speak.

"I don't recommend going back to the Sun and Moon Alliance!"

Lu Jianguo said in a deep voice: "Now is the time to fight for connections and foundation, boy, your foundation in the Sun and Moon Alliance is too thin, although Zhengyang said that he will protect you, but everything is still unknown after all, and it is not safe to go!" With the skills of a few of us, can we tear a hole and kill it? Can he really let his Sun Moon Alliance hold us back in the country? ”

I glanced at Lu Jianguo, saw the anger on his face, and my heart moved, but I didn't speak.

"Don't fight, Sun Moon Alliance, he must go back!"

Suddenly, the little bowl, which had been silent, spoke, and at once attracted the attention of all of us, she had become a little strange lately, and seemed to be preoccupied, and after saying a word, she did not continue to stay in the tent, and got up and went outside, leaving me only three words: "This is fate." ”

I went up to stop him and asked her what was wrong, but she didn't say anything, just shook me off and left.

As soon as the small bowl left, a few of us couldn't discuss anything, almost each other, no one could say anyone, I looked at the situation, even if the discussion was discussed until tomorrow, there may not be a result, simply, I simply said that it was not early, everyone rested, and hastily ended our conversation.

Seriously, this is probably the most difficult thing I have encountered to make a decision so far, after separating from Lu Jianguo and them, I even lost my appetite for eating, and sat on the wasteland until the evening, watching the rise and fall of the rising sun, and my heart was full of tastes, which really can't be explained in a word. Waited until the night was quiet, Lin Qing and the others had already fallen asleep, and I still didn't have a good idea, and I was quietly staring at the wasteland alone.

"What? Are these things so hard to decide? ”

A faint voice came from within, and I seemed to fall into a deep sleep. I vaguely saw a fat figure walking over, obviously it was the old man.

"Ask your own heart!"

The world is alive? Righteousness, righteousness?

What does this have to do with you!

I don't owe anything to the world, and I can't do that!

"So, go back! I'm tired and plan to get some rest! ”

If it weren't for Zhengyang, I really wouldn't want to go back, with the ability of a few of us, the world is so big, where can't I go? At that time, as long as we rush out of the country, it will not be the sea wide and the sky will be high for the birds to fly? I can find a quiet place, change my life against the sky, usurp my yang life, I can feel that I have a lot of strength now, and I am very confident in changing my life! I can still be with you, I can accompany the people I love, and I can go to find out about my father, and no one can tie my hands and feet!

I'm really tired!

A rapids retreat, said lightly, but how easy to do! ”

I lowered my head and smiled bitterly, and in one breath I poured out almost all the words that I had held in my heart.

"Boy, this time you can actually trust Zhengyang, at least he gave you trust, when the whole world scolded you, he and the fat man were not all unswervingly on your side, and even did not hesitate to provoke a civil war for you! The way of a gentleman, reciprocate the peach, if he believes in you, you should believe him, return to the Heavenly Dao Alliance frankly, and live up to this benevolence! ”

"Benevolence?"

"Yes! Otherwise, if you turn around and run away, won't you slap Zhengyang in the face in front of the whole world? People will say, this is your Zhengyang Bao person, you have eyes without beads! Let's go back! ”

I nodded silently.

Yes, I gave up my whole body to live up to benevolence and righteousness!

This is the decision in my heart, I can't let Zhengyang be ruined because of me, right? Moreover, I still know Zhengyang, since he said that he will protect me to death, he will definitely do it, he is a person who does what he says!

This time, it should be for Zhengyang to return to the Sun and Moon Alliance, I really don't know how many open knives and dark arrows the Dong family has prepared are waiting for me.