Chapter 50: The Knot in Her Heart
Xuanyuan Xi looked at her stupidly, and imprinted her smile deeply in his mind. Her beautiful singing voice made him never forget, and she only sang for him on this beautiful night.
The others in their respective rooms actually heard her singing, and they didn't expect this girl to sing such a lingering song.
Shangguan Ziyan listened to her lyrics and thought of what Jing Xiwen said, did she already have someone she liked in her heart? Who could that person be? Is it yourself?
Shangguan Ziyan was a little restless in the room, he didn't know what Su Wanxiang was going to do, if he confessed to him, what should he do! His heart was a little flustered.
After Su Wanxiang finished singing, she saw Xuanyuan Xi looking at her blankly, and she touched her face. Isn't it hard to hear, scares this kid silly.
"I just said, if you don't sing, you have to listen to it, are you scared?" Su Wanxiang pushed him.
"Bang Xiang, it's so good, I want to hear it in the future." Xuanyuan Xi immediately looked at her with a smile.
"Really? Thanks for the compliment, well, I'm going back. Rest early, you'll have classes tomorrow. I'll sing it to you when I have time, good night. Su Wanxiang stood up and went back to get her basin to wash.
"Bang Xiang, good night." Xuanyuan Xi looked at Su Wanxiang, and then reluctantly walked back to his room.
After Su Wanxiang finished washing, she went to Shangguan Ziyan's room.
When he went in, he met Jing Xiwen and Xuanyuan Lin and walked out of the room.
"Bang Xiang, your song is very good." Xuanyuan Lin couldn't help but praise. He listened to her song just now, and he also had a special feeling in his heart.
Su Wanxiang listened to his compliment, and blushed a little embarrassed. "Thanks, did you disturb your rest? Excuse me. ”
"Are you looking for Ziyan?" Jing Xiwen asked, he also likes her songs, I don't know who is in her heart? Could it be Ziyan?
"Well, I have something to talk to him about. I went in, or it was too late. Su Wanxiang said and waved his hand to the two of them, and walked in.
"I think she also likes Ziyan, and women will like it." Xuanyuan Lin sighed.
He didn't notice Jing Xiwen's unnatural expression beside him, Jing Xiwen's mood was very complicated.
After Su Wanxiang entered, she saw Shangguan Ziyan sitting at the desk in a daze. She sat on the chair opposite Shangguan Ziyan and looked at him, "I'm sorry, Brother Ziyan came to disturb you so late." ”
Shangguan Ziyan looked at her calmly, "It's okay, what are you looking for me?" He retracted his thoughts, letting his mind be as calm as possible in the face of her.
"I want to tell you, I really saw my brother in my dream in the afternoon. Did you help me investigate? I feel like he's in this academy. Su Wanxiang directly said what she meant. Because it was getting late now, she didn't want to disturb him resting.
"That's what you're here to tell me?" Shangguan Ziyan looked at her and looked at her calmly, he should have misunderstood her.
"Yes, it's inconvenient to say it during the day, don't you let me tell the others!" Su Wanxiang said.
"Yes, indeed. In the past two years, I haven't met anyone you painted, and I've been secretly checking it for you. Are you sure you read that right? Shangguan Ziyan heard her say that she actually saw Yan Zhiyuan, and he asked seriously.
"I was right, I saw his face, and I followed his back all the way down. When I saw him, my heart ached inexplicably. I don't know if it's because of the memories of my own life, I should have fainted because I was excited. Su Bangxiang looked at him, this man who could be completely trusted.
"For the past two years, I have always dreamed of a man with a falling head, a woman who hanged herself, and the person I called my brother. I don't think if I had found him, I wouldn't have had nightmares like that. Su Wanxiang couldn't help but talk to him about her heart knot.
Shangguan Ziyan looked at her and knew that what she said was true. It seems that he really wants to help her find Yan Zhiyuan quickly, but does he want to tell her her life experience? Shangguan Ziyan fell into his own entanglement.
"Bang Xiang, if the headless man was your father, and the woman who hanged herself was your mother, would you accept it?"
Su Wanxiang looked at Shangguan Ziyan, in fact, there was nothing she couldn't accept, because even if they were their own parents, they were strangers to themselves.
"Brother Ziyan, I don't have many memories in this life, or even none. Even if they are my parents, I don't have too many emotions in my heart, I just feel that they are pitiful. That brother, I think I've found ...... I don't know how to deal with it. Because I have forgotten everything, my memory is only for these years. Su Bangxiang said her thoughts, and in the face of him, she could open her heart.
"Your father was a general, and he was beheaded by the emperor because he was falsely accused of collaborating with the enemy and treason. Your mother couldn't stand the blow and committed suicide by hanging herself. You also have a cousin who is the same age as you. I don't know where she is. Your brother has not been heard from because he was sent away to study art at that time. I know this when you showed me the portrait. You were young, and I didn't want you to know these painful things. ”
Shangguan Ziyan looked at her expression as she spoke, if she couldn't accept it, he would stop, but her expression was always like a person listening to a story. As if what he said wasn't hers, it was someone else's.
"If they are wronged, will the emperor rehabilitate them? If they are not wronged, then am I the daughter of sinners? If I am the daughter of a sinner, will I not do you any good in your royal house? Su Wanxiang looked at him very seriously.
"Bang Xiang, if your identity is recognized before you are rehabilitated, I can only send you to another safe place. If you don't recognize you, you can stay with us all the time. Shangguan Ziyan said.
"I understand, Brother Ziyan, don't look for my brother yet, I don't want to be recognized. He was also a stranger to me, and I wanted to stay in the palace until I was older enough to live on my own. Su Wanxiang thought that she didn't want to leave Shangguan Ziyan more than having nightmares.
Even if you can't be together, it's good to watch it every day.
"Bang Xiang ......" Shangguan Ziyan looked at her deeply, what did she think in her heart.
"Brother Ziyan, I'm going back, you can rest early. I'll always wear men's clothes in the future, and I won't worry about you. After Su Wanxiang finished speaking, she walked out. She decided that until she left, she would not wear women's clothes again, and if she didn't wear women's clothes then her identity wouldn't be exposed.
Shangguan Ziyan looked at the back of her leaving, feeling a little inexplicably distressed, distressed for her sensibility, and distressed for the reluctance in her eyes that she couldn't hide. Who is she reluctant to give up? Is it the father and the mother? Or is it him or Zilan? Or someone else?
Su Wanxiang returned to the room, sat on the bed and couldn't fall asleep for a long time, she must stay by his side, at least she can't leave now.