The encounter, acquaintance, acquaintance and love between people in the vast sea of people all depend on fate. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info If the fate comes, it gathers, and when it ends, it disperses. But fate is not enough, two people still need to "divide" if they want to achieve positive results. Now it seems that Guo Linger and I are inseparable.

Although I said that I would be able to be friends with Guo Linger in the future, I knew very well in my heart that it was almost impossible. If the two of us can see each other in the future, the scene will be very embarrassing, because all the previous things will surely come to mind unconsciously. So in order to avoid this embarrassment, we all instinctively choose to avoid each other.

I contacted the Taobao seller to cancel the order for the chocolates because it was not appropriate to send the chocolates over at this time. Put away your sadness, after all, you still have class today.

I went to the cafeteria and bought two steamed buns, but I was not in the mood to eat at all, so I went to the classroom in despair.

For the rest of the day, I didn't speak much, and I was silent even when the teacher asked me to answer questions. A couple of guys in the dorm noticed my anomaly and gave up after asking me a few questions and getting no answers.

Although I pretended to be indifferent on the surface, the pain in my heart was real. I thought I could surprise Guo Ling'er on her birthday, but I didn't expect her to give me a fright!

After the next night's self-study, I went to the commissary to buy a few bottles of filled beer, and then sat alone on the stairs to drink alone. It seems that only with the paralyzing effect of alcohol can I feel a little better.

Originally, my alcohol consumption was not very good, I usually drank a bottle of dizziness, coupled with this time I was preoccupied, drinking on an empty stomach and drinking in a hurry, two bottles of filled beer in my stomach, I already felt the world spinning.

I've heard people say that when I'm drunk, I just want to sleep, but now I don't feel sleepy except for my head being heavy and dizzy, and my consciousness is still very clear, which is really weird!

At this time, I especially wanted to find someone to talk to, I originally wanted to find Liushao, but this guy is obviously not a piece of material for chatting, and there are some things that I can't talk to him. Because he doesn't have much emotional experience, it's useless to talk to him.

I took out my phone and pulled out the girl's number from the address book, and I dispelled the idea when I just asked for the dial button. It's almost eleven o'clock now, maybe people are already asleep, and the phone calls are quite disturbing this big night, and the most important thing is that I don't want to talk at all.

"Are you there?"

I opened QQ and sent a message to the girl. But what disappointed me was that I waited for several minutes and didn't receive a reply from the girl.

Just when I threw my phone aside and was about to go to bed, the sound of "Di Di" suddenly came from my phone, which was the notification sound of QQ messages.

"Here, the phone was at the classmate's place just now, what's the matter?"

After unlocking the phone, her reply message is displayed on the chat interface with the girl.

"I'm in a bad mood and want to talk to someone, but after thinking about it, I still think it's more appropriate to find you."

The girl knows about me and Guo Ling'er, and she is a girl with a more delicate mind, so it is easier to talk to her about these things. What's more, I didn't have any pressure when I chatted with the girl, and I felt quite relaxed, so I told her about Guo Linger at the moment.

"It's normal for couples like you to be insecure, and after two people are together, they can't wait to be together every day, especially when they need each other but the other party is not around, in addition to being insecure, there will be a strong sense of loss, and over time they will become cold, and in the end they will be like you.

In fact, it is not only girls who show this symptom, but also boys, but you boys are not so strong.

So what kind of distance is not a problem, these are the statements that those people deceive themselves. Of course, it is not excluded that the kind of people who love to the point of falling apart, these are indeed not a problem in front of them. But for the vast majority of couples, the long distance is an insurmountable moat, and it is difficult to survive in this moat. ”

The girl's analysis is quite reasonable, in all fairness, since Guo Linger went to school, I also feel that the relationship with Guo Linger is a little insecure, and every time I see others in pairs, I am really disappointed. That's why I've been paying close attention to Guo Ling'er, and she reacts so much when she becomes cold to me.

"It's still a good thing for you to find out each other's incompatibility in time, if you don't find out about this problem until the family is formed in the future, the pain caused by then will be immeasurable!"

The more I chatted with the girl, the more energetic I became, maybe under the influence of alcohol, I told the girl about Liu Xin, Chen Jing and Guo Ling'er, and even I didn't hide it from her about Taoism.

I thought that the girl would definitely not believe these things, but I didn't feel the slightest surprise between the lines.

"Do you believe what I'm saying?"

"What is there not to believe? The world is so big, what strange things are not? There are some things I haven't seen, but I can't deny that they exist! Besides, there's nothing good for you to lie to me, so there's no need for it! ”

I was a little touched by the girl's reply, I didn't expect her to believe in me so much.

"But judging from your story, Liu Xin, Chen Jing, Guo Ling'er and the reason why you are in today's situation are completely caused by yourself!"

"How?" My heart tightened.

"If you hadn't been so indecisive and made a decisive choice, maybe nothing would have happened, at least not to the situation you are in today."

"But it's really hard for me to refuse them, and I can't bear to see them sad."

In fact, after what the girl said just now, I have realized it myself, but now I can't help but make excuses for my weakness.

What was the result? You didn't make a choice because you didn't want to hurt them, but in the end they were all hurt. These injuries can be said to be a thousand or ten thousand times magnified compared to the pain you directly rejected at the beginning, is this what you mean by not wanting to hurt them? ”

I was speechless about the girl's questioning, because she was right. At first, I did think that no one would be hurt if I didn't make a choice, but in the end, I hurt everyone all over the body.

"I don't say this to ask you what you mean, but to make you understand that love is inherently selfish and exclusive, and that the absence of rejection of a person has caused him harm. And the relationship is a matter of two people, not unilateral efforts are useful, since you are already with a certain girl, please resolutely keep your distance from other girls, so it is good for everyone!

And you've handled these things very well, because you're not hiding anything from them. As for Chen Jing's affairs, you have done your best, but there are some things that people really can't decide, Chen Jing was very happy and happy when he left, so you don't have to carry the burden of thoughts, and Chen Jing doesn't want you to be like this. ”

Before I knew it, it was almost one o'clock, and I had never chatted with any girl so late except Guo Ling'er. But after her enlightenment, my mood is much better.

"Judging from your story, I personally feel that your feelings for your ex-girlfriend seem to be mostly grateful, and you are grateful for the comfort she gave you during the days when Liu Xin left you. And your ex-girlfriend is more likely to want to find a solud in you. Of course, this is just my personal opinion, as for what it is, you still have to make your own decision. ”

Before I was ready to go to bed, the girl sent me one last message, and then her profile picture turned gray.

I've been thinking about it ever since she said that. What kind of position does Guo Linger occupy in my heart? Is it really as the girl said? Am I just grateful to her?