Is Xiaqi a benevolent person?

Apparently not.

There are countless people who have died in his hands, and he may not be much better than the masked man in terms of killing people alone.

It can be called ruthless.

All those who were his enemies were later subjected to his frenzied revenge.

It stands to reason that a person who is not merciful, or even ruthless, will find it difficult to be caught by others to grasp the weakness and the barriers that can be breached.

But he is clearly an exception.

Because on the outside of the ruthless heart, there is also a heart that values love and righteousness.

All those who have shown favor to him, he has in mind, and he will strive to find the possibility of repayment.

In the same way, everyone who has hindered him and hurt him, he will burn the flame of revenge into the marrow of his bones, just for the day of revenge.

Now, these two diametrically opposed factors have come together.

On one side were the enemies he had to destroy, and on the other side were the friends he would rather risk his life than protect.

This is perhaps the most difficult and struggling choice he has ever encountered in his life.

It's the masked man again, and it's the damn man again.

It's just that the hostages held by him were changed from Wu Di to Leng Yue and the three of them.

If last time, he could still choose to burn the jade and stones, and he could also get away with Wu Di and escape into the ghost gate, then this time, this possibility is completely zero.

The same thing would never have happened twice with the masked man.

Even if the masked man didn't use Leng Yue and them as hostages, he might not be the opponent of the other party, but the other party didn't even try, so he directly threw Leng Yue and the others.

It can be seen how cautious he is in dealing with himself.

Don't give him the slightest chance at all, maybe turn over, maybe get an advantage.

After going through so many things, he is no longer an impulsive person.

Step by step, to the present, the hardships he has gone through have already killed him, leaving only a Xia Qi with many heavy missions, standing here with a faltering step.

He believed that Mu Zixi's decision was the right one.

also believed what Mu Zixi said, he didn't do it for him, but because he didn't want his parents to fall into the hands of the masked man.

Because once it falls into the hands of the masked man, what awaits them will be worse than death.

At that time, the physical and mental suffering will go far beyond the physical.

Therefore, Mu Zixi chose to let himself suffer physical and mental pain, and chose to kill his parents with a knife.

A person who does not forget his parents all the time, but has to kill his own parents with his own hands.

The pain that Mu Zixi endured in his heart at this time, Xia Qi believed that it would be a thousand times that of him.

Reason is the unique label that gives Mu Zixi.

Even in the end, he made the most rational choice.

It's like when he was close to the senior director assessment, but chose to give up joining the team of the mask man.

He knows exactly what choices to make when.

If the choice is difficult, you have to force yourself to make a choice.

So what is in front of him right now is not an option in the choice, but a very pure choice and choice.

Choose to save your partner, or choose to fight with the masked man.

How should he choose?

How should he choose?

There are traces of these people on almost every section of the road he has walked.

Whether it is Leng Yue, Mu Zixi, or even Liu Yanmin, they have all sacrificed for themselves and worked hard.

He cherishes this hard-won affection under the oppression of death, and he cares for it carefully, not daring to slack off, but even more afraid of losing.

But after all, he still couldn't escape the ruthless hands of fate.

No, maybe it's still too late.

Because they're all alive now.

The masked man only needs his own life.

If he chooses to be restrained, if he decides to stop there and give up, then the masked man may let Leng Yue go.

Purely using his life alone to exchange the lives of three people in Leng Yue, he didn't feel a loss.

It can be said that it is already very profitable.

But is his life still his?

There is no doubt that he does not belong to him completely, he carries on his shoulders the expectations of his parents for his son, the hope of the Eastern camp for returning to an ordinary life, the wish of Li Shuai and others to reunite with God, and the dream of everyone in this world who longs to get rid of the entanglement and torture of ghosts forever.

Behind him, there are too many people, too many people pushing him again, and then pressing him to the death.

As the mysteries are revealed one by one, what is shown in front of him is not cruelty, but the helplessness of too many people.

At this time, he was standing on top of the abyss, and he didn't know if it was heaven if he took a step forward, but when he took a step back, he was very sure that what was waiting for him was definitely a hell from which he could never recover.

How does this turn him back?

I don't know when he started, he often became nostalgic, the one who ate and waited for death every day at school, and the vulgar one who even dreamed of eating and drinking.

At that time, he was confused about life and the future, and felt that he was a natural loser.

But after such a long time, when he looked back and looked back at himself at that time, he didn't feel any failure at all.

Because of confusion and occasional doubts about oneself, that is a normal person, a living person.

At that time, he seemed to have no choice, but in fact he had unlimited choices.

The choice is in his hands, no one snatches it from him, and no one desperately forces him to choose.

However, fate is so terrible, it is so helpless.

The world is big, and there are so many talented and virtuous people, but you have to let a little person who has no ambition and wants to be vulgar to the end be a bullshit hero.

What is Hero?

To put it bluntly, it is to do what others want to do, but they are unwilling to do, let alone dare to do.

In the eyes of everyone, it is a thing that makes everyone happy, and fails and one person suffers.

In reality, isn't this so-called hero just a fool and an idiot?

In fact, the so-called heroes are just the first to succeed.

Who will worship the first bird? Who would think in their hearts that this person is so brave, this person is really daring?

Isn't they all laughing at this man's two-to-one behavior.

He knows better than anybody, and he knows better than anybody.

But so what?

Be back to the original one, be self-centered, do whatever you want, don't care if you don't perish in the world, no matter how many people you bet on, Lao Tzu can live for a few days, and live happily for a few days.

If the world is really destroyed one day, so many people die together, it can be regarded as a death without regrets.

Why bother with this mess.

He didn't force the people of the Eastern camp to bet on him, and he was not the culprit for the destruction of this world.

Why should he take on such a big responsibility, is there even the slightest reason?

It seems reasonable, but he has too many reasons to choose from.