recall

Zhang Zhen lay in a daze, let the medical staff push him into the ambulance, and galloped in the direction of the hospital.

The oxygen mask was put on his head, the tourniquet was wrapped around his abdomen a few times, and Zhang Zhen felt nothing when he watched the first responders busy. In front of me, the slide of this short life appeared, this is the legendary man's marquee before death.

He looked at the past from the perspective of a third person, and saw that he and his mother were beaten by his father when he was young, and his mother hugged him and cried, he stubbornly did not leave a single tear, and his entire childhood was gray.

Later, when he finally grew up and went to high school, his father couldn't beat him anymore, so he tangled up a few people to form a small gang and bullied the weak at school, and his life was not easy.

When I was a sophomore in high school, I heard that there were two amazing characters in the first year of high school, and the young master of the Xiao family naturally couldn't afford to offend, and why did the other person get everyone's attention.

During an afternoon stroll, I saw a napping boy sitting on a playground bench, thinking that I would steal from him when he was asleep. Quietly walked behind the young man, observed the young man's face, and was shocked, how could there be such a good-looking face. The boy's eyes were tightly closed, and he slept peacefully, his shirt was white, whiter than that of all the boys he knew, and the wind gently blew his hair. He saw that his young self had been standing behind him and watching, and he had forgotten to steal something, and a teacher came over, so he hurried away.

Later, I learned that the boy in the snow-white shirt was called Lin Yi, and he was the Lin Yi who attracted the attention of the teachers and students of the whole school.

Why does he have everything, the love of classmates and teachers, a smart mind, a handsome appearance, and a harmonious and happy family. He has everything he doesn't have, and how unfair it is to God, and it is because of him that people like him make themselves look so pitiful and ridiculous.

jealous of him..... Crazy jealous of him.

Because you have everything, that's why you have such a bright smile?

Don't laugh, I hope he never laughs. When he pressed the cigarette butt to his arm, he only thought about making him cry, crying until everyone was away from him.

But it didn't take long for him to continue laughing as if nothing had happened, without complaining to the teacher or retaliating at all......

He was too much of an eyesore, especially when he played the violin in the auditorium, surrounded by musical notes, like the sun in the sky, illuminating all the dark corners, and he looked more and more like some kind of animal in the gutter, pitiful, pathetic, and ridiculous.

The days of leisure are no longer taken for granted as before, and the things that bully the weak are gradually getting tired of it. The chest was full of anxiety and there was nowhere to vent.

His mother told him that if he had enough money, he would take him away and get rid of his demonic father, and he believed it.

For the sake of money, I shot at the figure that had been dangling in front of me again, why did I care so much about this person, I didn't know the reason at the time.

But even if he did such an excessive thing, the boy still did not retaliate and paid him money.

Mom ran away with the compensation, and did not fulfill her promise to take him with her, he dropped out of school, and all hope was lost.

Escaped from home, lived a life of exile, had no education, could not do anything, and after a long time of hard physical work, he got tired of it, and could only live by petty theft.

Later, Ye Feier found himself again and said that he would take him to the United States to make a fortune, so he agreed without hesitation and defected to Ni Huang, only to find that he had done too little pediatrics before, except for killing people and setting fires, he had done everything for Ni Huang, and he didn't have to worry about being arrested, Ni Huang always had a way to settle it with money.

I thought that I would only live this kind of brutal life for the rest of my life, forever spinning in the gutter, but I ran into that person again.

This time, he knew the reason that lingered in his mind.

Deeper feelings than crazy jealousy are crazy admiration......

If you hadn't done those things to him in the first place, and just approached him as ordinary as everyone else, wouldn't you have been able to bathe in the sun and be redeemed by that pure soul?

In a trance, I saw Lin Yi roaring with red eyes, running with the medical staff, pushing the stretcher bed, and the blood on his shoulder stained his entire left arm.

Zhang Zhen thought, what is he talking about? Does it hurt he? Did he cry because of himself? He opened his mouth to say something comforting, but no sound came out, and he raised his hand to help him wipe his tears, but found that his hands were covered with blood stains and stopped in mid-air.

Lin Yi grabbed it tightly with both hands, and tears dripped on the hands of the two of them, which was warm.

Zhang Zhen smiled, laughing so easily, the person in front of him took the initiative to hold his hand for the first time.

He is still as dazzling as before, like the sun in the sky, and the most important thing he has done in his life is to protect him today.

Die well deserved.......

Sure enough, a happy life does not belong to him.......

Crying is not for you Lin Yi, you have to continue to laugh......

The door of the operating room blocked the last sight, and the last memory imprinted in his mind was Lin Yi's grief-stricken face.......