Changhe City, slum.

The name is not a slum, of course, but a part of the suburbs, and unlike the high-rise city center, there are only a few low-rise apartment buildings, mostly remnants of the Great Destruction era.

Dilapidated, gloomy, and as if you can smell the graveyard just by living here, it is said that these old objects have some kind of radiation from the Great Apocalypse era, so that the people who live here live much less than ordinary people.

That's not true, it's just a rumor, because even a building like this, after a while, will eventually be acquired and rebuilt, which is the law of urban development, but it still needs some patience at the moment.

That's what my father told me all along.

In the dark room with only the fluorescent computer, the thin figure sat alone, not even a chair, only a hard single bed, compared to the room, this place where even the walls began to crack and roll, I am afraid it was more like a prison cell.

He sat cross-legged in silence, staring carefully at the screen in front of him, it was a dense page of words, as long as he passed this exam, he was eligible to apply for that job, so that he could leave this place and take his father to a better house.

In that case, I can have my own furniture, no, I should have a lamp first.

"Bang!"

The sudden sound stunned him, and then the blue fluorescence showed a tall, fat man standing there, with a lit cigarette in his mouth, the faint light of the fire as clear as the smell of alcohol on his body.

"Stinky boy, what to see!"

The man suddenly roared, like an enraged beast, and the hoarse roar couldn't help but make his body tremble.

"Come over here, get on your stomach!"

The man pointed to the mattress in front of him and reached for his trouser belt with one hand, and he didn't resist, just crawled over like a puppet and lay down in front of the man obediently, as he had been doing since he was a child.

He stared at the fluorescent screen, hoping to distract himself from it, but seconds passed without touching the man's greasy hands.

He turned his face suspiciously, and what caught his eyes was the man's slowly slumping figure, his eyes widened, and he stared blankly at the girl who appeared behind the man, the most popular girl in his class.

"Su ...... Qin? ”

He said incredulously.

"What a mess, our high school bully"

She smiled, a smile that was even better than an angel.

Unbelievable, unbelievable, unbelievable......

He turned his head to look at her in his arms, and if it was a dream, I prayed, I used all my prayers...... Million...... O my God...... Don't wake me up!

So beautiful she's here, right in my arms, though she'll be going to that damn fat pig again in a little while, but what's the solution? Who made me so weak! Who made it impossible for me to give her a rich life!!

I'm going to work hard...... I'm going to get better...... Better......

Time, passing.

"Gao Lei, can you help me get rid of someone? It's like dealing with your father, but this time, I can't help you, so you can only come."

She smiled.

"Gao Lei, this money is for you, help me gather some people as bargaining chips, I want to contact a guy, and suddenly I want to taste the feeling of ruining a family~"

She was still smiling.

How beautiful, my heart is going to stop.

"Gao Lei, I'm so bored, why are you so boring? Why do you do whatever you do...... Is it all so boring? Say, human...... What should we pursue to be beautiful? ”

She said melancholy.

If you can, even if you cut open my heart in front of her, please don't let her show such a look, okay?

At the end of the picture, she sighs.

Go on...... Continue the rotation......

Man after man, woman after woman, old man after man, all sorts of human beings...... A wide variety of ...... Sound......

"What is she doing?"

"What a beautiful woman, why did she follow such a guy"

"I want to block her up there and shred her clothes!"

"Is that her? I heard that she is a woman who is a big man in the dark world, and it is really different."

Everyone, everyone who saw her remembered her, and every time they saw her, the voice of the heart was ringing, the expectation, the pity, the anger, the disgust, all kinds of voices were filled.

Constant...... Constant...... Constant...... I'm going crazy......

What is life for???

Why can't I feel anything about the happiness that those women deserve......

Why...... Why am I never satisfied......

The demonic roses seem to be blooming more gorgeously, the dark green roots, unconsciously, are about to occupy all the dark world, and the roots that surround the roses, one after another new human face flowers are blooming rapidly.

Even if I've only seen it once, even if I haven't seen it for a long time, even if I haven't seen it clearly......

All, all that have been close......

All...... It's all in full bloom.

Is...... Nauseating.

"That's why I chose to forget, didn't I?"

Returning to the blank world again, Su Qin was still lying there quietly, she blinked her eyes lightly, looking at this pure white world, this is the first time she has repeated these pictures for I don't know how many times, some are real, some are distorted, but coming and going, they are just a few dark scenes.

Such a simple repetition, even ordinary people can easily notice the difference, after all, there is no sense of identity from scratch, if the test of the Vulcan Stone is really so simple, it will be too boring.

"So, that's what you want me to see? Sado, do you want to make sure that I've fully accepted myself? ”

Su Qin muttered to himself, but the corners of his mouth curved slightly.

"But...... I don't regret it at all...... I'm just tired...... It's just that I'm tired of it...... What can I do if I accept my past self? How to fill the void in my heart? ”

"For me...... To me, it seems like it's okay to just live...... Other...... The rest doesn't matter...... I'm just waiting for death, that's all, isn't it? ”

"If there's anything I've learned this time, I think it's only one...... It's a strange feeling, as long as you are around, I want to look forward, and this feeling is even stronger."

"Yes, I don't have an ego, I'm getting clearer, are you here to make me more dependent on you?"

Su Qin slowly stood up.

"I know you're here, you're in this world, right?"

As she spoke, the curvature of her mouth became more and more exaggerated.

"I'll let you see, that extreme loneliness, you're not the only one in this world!! I'm going to be a nightmare, I'm going to prove it to you, even if it's crazy, even if the world is destroyed, it's absolutely ...... There must be a way not to restrain yourself!! ”

"I, Su Qin, will be your antidote! You're my antidote too!! ”

That smile is crazy.

And beside her, the pure white space rotated again, and once again spared no effort to play the so-called test.

Again, from the time I was in college.

In the kaleidoscopic world, Su Qin stood alone in the center.

I don't know how long it took for the crazy exaggerated expression on her face to sink in.

"The influence of the Vulcan Stone? Or is it the so-called node infection...... Ah, I'm really not calm."

Looking at the repetitive kaleidoscope in front of him, he couldn't help but climb a little impatient between his eyebrows.

"Is that all? That's just too boring."

Shaking her head, Su Qin was about to forcibly withdraw the will she had exuded, and then wake up directly, but just as she was about to start this step, her movements paused again.

"Wait, maybe...... Is that so? ”

Closing his eyes, Su Qin whispered: "Pseudo-zone [Jing], open it"

When I opened my eyes again, I couldn't see the slightest emotion in those black eyes, it was absolute calm like a machine, I don't know if it was the influence of the Vulcan Stone, this time the state of the pseudo-zone could be said to be the strongest in Su Qin's history!

Even, in addition to the calm and waveless heart, Su Qin actually vaguely felt a trace of the meaning of this zone.

It was a feeling of indifference to the vicissitudes of life, as if standing in another dimension looking down on the world, so everything in this world was so simple and even rough in these eyes, as if it could be changed and optimized or destroyed at will.

Because you stand too high and see too clearly, you will be indifferent, so you will be calm.

Because that's not ...... at all It's not the eyes of human beings!

Roses, dancing lightly.

Su Qin shuddered suddenly, obviously it was just a trace of consciousness entrenched in the corner of the sea of knowledge, but the terrifying and inhuman feeling just now was almost about to spread again, but fortunately, the ontology's [confusion] reacted, and it was only in time to stop the act of that group of consciousness, but at the same time, Su Qin also withdrew from that inhuman higher form, and only retained the usual state of being extremely calm and superb in calculation.

"Is this your zone? In other words, the zone of 'Dao', in such a state, extends to a completely different or even opposite character...... Well, compared to the two, 'Dao' is indeed stronger, but 'Zuo' is more interesting~"

Obviously in a state of [Quiet], Su Qin had a smirk on his face.

"So, let me see, what the hell do you want me to see?"

At the same time, the kaleidoscope that belonged to Su Qin in front of him suddenly dissipated, and the space that had not stopped since the beginning of the test was a rare time to enter a blank state, although he couldn't see the reason, but Su Qin, who was in the [static] state, instinctively sensed the general reason.

"Is it out of the computational load?"

After a few minutes like this, the blank world suddenly trembled like a distorted half, and in front of Su Qin's eyes, there were finally pictures as distorted and trembling as this world, those pictures that made Su Qin feel familiar......

"Finally...... Finally able to see you."

That smile is a little sickly.