Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Chapter 242

"Get out of here! I'll never be like you! "I said to the evil me! Then the evil me is gone! It's funny that this scene was actually seen by a policeman! Obviously, Ling Xinyi used a little trick, and he revealed everything I had done in the cell! And he became a witness I didn't expect! Because of his testimony, I was judged to have a mental problem, so I was not punished, but I was admitted to a neurological hospital for it! When I tried to argue that I wasn't insane, no one believed me! Because no one will believe what a madman says! Including Ling Xinyi, everyone believes that I am a psychopath from the bottom of their bones! It's scary to think about it now, when everyone says you're different and you're an outlier, you automatically become an outlier! Because no one will believe you! I now realize how terrible the real human heart is!

But my days in the psychiatric hospital were my most comfortable days! Because all around you are insane! A patient once asked me why I came in and I said I wasn't neurotic! He told me that as long as you come in, whether you have it or not, you're insane! There's a good chance you'll stay here for the rest of your life, because no one believes that you can suddenly go from being a neurological patient to a normal person, not even the doctors and nurses here!

But when I asked him for advice, he said he was from an alien planet and asked me to take him out of here! I think it's ridiculous now that I would talk about life with a neurotic! I wonder if I've been here for a long time, if I'm really going to become a psychopath! Ever since I came in, I've been closed off from the outside world, because even if there is news that penetrates, how much do you know in the face of a group of neurotics! The only thing I think it's a pity is that I can't get any news of Li Feng! I didn't hear from him after my accident! But I can't drink Ling Xinyi and them about this matter, because I think each of them has a problem! I don't know how long I'll be able to stay in this situation! Since then, Ling Xinyi has never been here again! Zhao Jia came to see me occasionally, but she always regarded me as a neurotic! I just showed him a nervous look! Until that lurking shadow comes out again! After a while, that evil me reappeared, and I don't know why! No one around me could see it, so it was the best evidence of my mental illness!

"Hello! Friends! I'm coming to see you again! The black shadow said to me!

"Let's go! I won't give in! Even if you are evil, what can you do, without me you will die! I said to the shadow! He's been appearing a lot lately, and he's coming up every once in a while! I don't know what he was trying to do, but it was tempting me in every way! I didn't listen to a word of it, since this world was constructed by that monster, then the person in front of me should be the monster that was conjured up! Its purpose is nothing more than to lead me into the abyss! If I give in to it in this situation, I may never go back!

In the days I have spent with it, I have slowly learned that there is such a thing around me! But he had only temptation for me, as if he were leading me into a trap he had laid out! But the more he does that, the more I have to be firm in my heart! The more often it appears, it shows that it is becoming more and more impatient with me! But all I can do is wait, because I can only stay in this!

The turning point was when Li Feng was standing in front of me, and he happily told me that he had deciphered the words on the map! And to show that he believes in me! I estimate that in this world, only Li Feng is willing to believe me! He is like a savior for me! Li Feng handed me the map back and said the words on it! He told me that it was written on it, "If there is no road ahead, please keep going!" When you see that everything around you is illusory, you only rely on your heart! These two sentences are written on the map! Li Feng told me that these two sentences were written in modern Chinese, and they were all standard Chinese characters, obviously, these things were left to me! But as for who, then he doesn't know!

I was amazed that someone knew I was going to be here! And left this thing in the hope that now I can go out and that he knows that the time I have existed is an illusion! Who the hell is so capable that he can predict that I can get lost in this! But even if I knew about it, it wouldn't be useful, because I still couldn't get out!

What I didn't expect was that Li Feng would offer to help me with this! I still remember what he said! He told me, "It's very painful to live in a world that is not understood! I hope you can find your true self, maybe the two of us have different worldviews, but I respect everyone's choice! ”

After that, Li Feng helped me escape from this place, and after I went out, I saw my shadow again! But this time I smashed the item in my hand at him! I began to understand why I had been wandering in this world and couldn't get out! The world is different from the world we live in, so to speak! This world is the other side of goodness, and I have seen all the negative emotions that are unique to human beings in this world! If it is different, then Li Feng's kindness alone may be my guiding light in this world! Of all the people I've met! Even if it is a weak Zhao Jia, the sorrow and cowardice in her body can be clearly felt! As for Ling Xinyi, I actually felt Yuan Peipei's general personality from her! I don't know why there are these people in my world! But for those who are close to me, all of them have disappeared inexplicably!

Then I finally found the crux of the problem, and everything here came from my thoughts! If I didn't exist, then all I was facing would be some bubble! The center of this world depends on me for its existence, so the best solution is for me to die!