Chapter 13 First Sight and Head Touching and Killing (II)
It wasn't until Mo Ran was gone that Catherine gradually calmed down.
But... Catherine already knew that she was 'touched and killed' by Mo Ran. Because the moment the other party touched his head, his heart was melted, and then a feeling disappeared.
However, Catherine did not resist, because she could feel a lot of beauty from it, so she also liked to be touched and killed, but this was only Mo Ran.
But Catherine was also often upset, because in Osido's writings, love is described as the source of pain, the beginning of all suffering.
Then, Catherine took out the book depicting love from her own space and gently opened it.
One sentence immediately caught Catherine's eyes - if you haven't felt pain yet, it only means that you haven't loved deeply enough.
If it had been in the past, Catherine would have taken it seriously. But Catherine, who had just tasted the killing of her head, frowned, she didn't believe that such a beautiful thing would become a source of pain after love reached the depths.
Thus Catherine's rebellion flared up again, and she was very anxious to prove that Osixdo was wrong.
Although she was touched and killed by Mo Ran, Catherine was still very reserved and did not show excessive enthusiasm.
This is Catherine's pride... Belch! No, it's tsundere.
As a great god, how could he fall in love with a little apostle? So even if you want to love, you have to be the other person who falls in love with you first!
It's just that Mo Ran is very sluggish in this regard, and he always looks stupid.
This made Catherine hate her teeth, so she had to open Ocido's book again to find a solution.
Then, intentionally or unintentionally, Catherine used some small tricks. The method obtained from the Book of Fraud, of course, was fruitful, so it quickly narrowed the distance with Mo Ran.
But for some reason, Catherine always felt that she had suffered a loss, because Catherine found that compared to Mo Ran's enthusiasm, she was getting deeper and deeper.
However, every time Mo Ran stretched out her palm, Catherine would enter into temporary amnesia, leaving all her troubles behind, so as to quietly taste the beauty of being pampered.
Unfortunately, a large dog named Cerberus appeared, and it is recorded in the knowledge of the Lord of Order and in the writings of Ocedo.
So after meeting the big dog, Catherine couldn't help but ravage it, because the big dog was too weak, and ravaging this legendary big dog would give Catherine an incomparable sense of satisfaction.
Then, Catherine discovered a very bad phenomenon - she liked to touch the head of the dog of Cerberus.
This... Certainly not by touching the head!
Because Cerberus looked at himself as if he had seen a ghost, this was obviously not a sign of being touched and killed.
Besides, Catherine won't admit that she has killed a dog, even if it is unique!
It's just that after discovering the problem, every time Mo Ran stretched out his palm, Catherine would recall the scene when she touched the dog's head.
This made Catherine very entangled, although she longed to be touched by Mo Ran in her heart, but her tsundere did not allow herself to be touched like a dog......
Then, it was the days with Mo Ran.
Catherine followed Mo Ran to one plane after another, and although she enjoyed a lot of beautiful scenery from it, it also made her see some bad things.
Although these planes are still in the light of order, they are inexorably distorted by chaos, and this is due to the greed and lust of human nature.
This made Catherine understand the importance of order, because only order can create a relatively peaceful and beautiful world, so Catherine also understood her own meaning.
But Catherine didn't bother to pay attention to it, so she didn't want this so-called 'meaning' from beginning to end. And now, she just wants to be by Mo Ran's side.
Following Mo Ran's side, although you can experience a lot of beauty, it is not only beautiful.
Catherine's willfulness caused Mo Ran to step into a carefully woven trap and suffered irreversible damage.
At that time, Catherine felt a slight pain in her heart, but she rebelliously refused to admit it, refused to admit what was recorded in the book, so she could only fall deeper and deeper.
Sometimes Catherine blames herself, but she can't do anything about it.
As the god of the Lord of Order, the guardian of Order, Catherine herself represents Order, and she has no power to violate or destroy Order, even if it is a distorted Order.
Because this is tantamount to betraying herself, so many times, Catherine can only watch silently, watching... Mo Ran became more and more painful, and she also felt the same way.
Until one day, Catherine followed Mo Ran to the Dark Continent.
In fact, before entering the Dark Continent, Catherine had another choice, that is, not to enter the Dark Continent.
But Catherine didn't even think about it, so she entered the Dark Continent with Mo Ran, because... This is a fantasy plane that is materializing.
Therefore, the Dark Continent has been detached from the categories of matter, energy, time and space.
In the same way, the Dark Continent will not be in order. Although materialization is the process of establishing order, it is a long time ago to complete materialization.
In this plane without the four elements, there is not even a cornerstone to carry order, so after entering the Dark Continent, the shackles that originated from order on Catherine's body naturally disappeared.
Of course, the price is also essential, because after the absence of order, Catherine's power is also gone.
However, Catherine didn't mind, and even snickered a little, because she could be by Mo Ran's side without any scruples.
Although the environment in the Dark Continent was very bad, Catherine still didn't mind, because the materialized isolation was able to keep Mo Ran by her side, and that was enough.
Okay, I'm a little selfish, but so what?
Even Ocido's writings portray love as selfish, let alone himself.
Besides, I just hope that Mo Ran has been living on the Dark Continent, this request is not too much, right?
Pity... The appearance of the throbbing shattered Catherine's dream.
Catherine could see at a glance that the throbbing came from Mo Ran's soul, which made Catherine's heart hurt slightly, which meant that in Mo Ran's soul, there was another person who was concerned.
In the days that followed, Catherine's heart would always ache from time to time, because she could feel Mo Ran's anxiety and urgency, and she could also feel that Mo Ran was getting depressed day by day.
Catherine finally understood the sentence... If you haven't felt the pain yet, it just means that you haven't loved deeply enough.
However, Catherine still does not think that love is the source of pain, even if she feels pain from love, she also feels the most innocent beauty from pain.
At this moment, a crack appeared in the crystal wall of the Dark Continent, and Catherine could guess whose masterpiece it was without even thinking about it.
At the same time, a choice also appeared in front of Catherine, one selfish and the other selfless......
"I won't let you succeed!"
Catherine thought of it arrogantly, and then pressed the option of selflessness.
Maybe... In Catherine's heart, she just hopes that Mo Ran will no longer be depressed, and that Mo Ran will not live in loss and despair all the time, even if... I have to bear all the pain for this.
But... Who knows?