Chapter 32: The Road Ahead

It was nearly eleven o'clock when I got home, I was not at home for half a month, and there was a little gray, Jiang He wiped the inside and out, and I found two new sheets and changed both beds.

Before going to bed, I studied the computer again, looked at the shell carefully, and found nothing unusual. This is very paradoxical, my father will definitely not do such a meaningless thing, there must be some key point I didn't find, so that there is no solution.

I slept very well these two days, which can be described as dreamless. I didn't set an alarm, I was woken up by the sound of Jiang He's violin. THE SONG IS "PURPLE PASSION" THAT I AM FAMILIAR WITH, AND I USED TO PLAY AN IPAD MUSIC GAME THAT HAD THIS ONE. Jiang Hara is really good, very professional. After that, she played another "Chardas". I looked at my phone, it was already half past eight, so I got up to the deep, long-lasting, serene and undulating melody of Masnet's "Meditations", and felt that the little day was very fulfilling.

Jiang He had already bought breakfast, and after eating, we continued to study the notebook. We've piled together all the things that could be related, hoping for a bypass. In particular, the necklace left by the Night Wanderer, I also studied it repeatedly, after all, it appeared at the same time as the spell, but I still had no clue. I began to suspect that the spell had nothing to do with this computer, after all, I had never seen any system or software use Chinese passwords.

I searched the Internet for ways to hide files in my computer, and I didn't find anything very special, and everyone didn't seem to have any good tricks in this regard, and non-professionals just changed the suffix and added the hidden mode, etc., which didn't help us. As for encrypting with software, it will at least leave the click entry of the software, but we have used various methods not to mention finding the click icon, and even the suspicious executable file cannot be found.

Just tossed back and forth for a day, until the sky was getting dark and the lights were on, Jiang He also lost confidence, she said: "If you find something useful, I will accompany you to shave your head." ”

We went out for dinner and walked back slowly after the meal. Jiang He walked very relaxed, looking idle, and a few strands of long hair floated to my face from time to time in the evening breeze.

We walked slowly, feeling that it was redundant to talk.

Passing by an alley, there was a woman in the dark alley who was crying sadly, her voice was very terrible, I stopped and looked in, there seemed to be a man standing next to her, I shouted: "What's the matter?!" ”

The crying stopped abruptly, and after a moment of silence, the woman scolded with a sharp voice: "I quarreled with my boyfriend about your shit, get out!" ”

Jiang He burst out laughing, and I laughed too: "At least I saved the man." ”

At this time, the phone rang, it was actually my mother's phone, and it seemed that it was not late enough to touch her taboo. My mother was very excited to say that the second aunt just called her, saying that her son wanted to do a seafood business, and asked if she could cooperate with me, I was responsible for organizing the supply of goods, and my cousin was responsible for wholesale sales, and opened the Xiamen Urumqi seafood hotline. I was afraid that pouring cold water on her would cause more nagging, so I happily agreed to contact my cousin immediately.

I can probably guess why my cousin didn't contact me directly, instead of going around in circles, he should be calculating that if I go to talk to him, he will be able to take the initiative and take the lead.

I immediately called him and told him euphemistically that this line of water is very deep, and it is basically controlled by people with a very dark background. If we rashly meddle in this business, we will get the air cargo to Xinjiang, and I am afraid that it will not be able to be transported to the airport. Unless he can calm the situation and let the customer dare to approve our goods, I am afraid that no one will dare to ask for it, and then we will even stink it there. Not only the Xinjiang line, but also all over the country, I have a friend who thought he was strong enough two years ago and accidentally got involved in this business, but as a result, he owed a huge amount of debt, and people ran away from relatives abroad to hide.

My cousin turned the wind and immediately claimed that he just said that, it was listening to the wind and rain, and after I made a full declaration of family affection, I suggested that he investigate this business, if it doesn't work, don't be discouraged, we can also consider selling Xinjiang specialty raisins or something on Taotao, decisively extinguishing his dream of making a fortune in the ocean, and at the same time, give him a dream of making a fortune with dried fruits.

Jiang He has been watching me call with interest from the side, and then said to me: "You are a ghostly person, you have already thought about refusing when you promise others, and you are full of sincerity and encouragement when you refuse others." ”

I was not convinced: "I paid the cost of family affection to save him time to choose a job, and even recovered the possible financial losses, and may even save him as a person." I saved two big men in this kung fu, but it's not a deep hidden merit and fame. ”

Jiang He said: "In addition to saving others, have you ever thought about what you will do in the future? ”

I sighed: "I studied advertising, and my profession is in a sense to open the way for the exploitation of capital and mercantilism, and I am a shameful domestic servant, and I do nothing to purify human society." ”

Jiang He frowned and said, "Can you not play poor?" ”

I said, "If you don't play poor, it's hard to find a good job, and if you're too low-end, you feel condescending." ”

In fact, it is not difficult to find a job in advertising, the threshold for this line is very low, there are tens of thousands of large and small advertising companies in Xiamen, most of them are studios of several people, and the state of the entire industry is similar to the economy of this country, which is the initial stage of vigorous development. At present, most of the business scope of small advertising companies is very narrow, and the homogenization is extremely serious, which has also led to vicious competition between advertising companies, price wars, and mutual demolition.

Our market is far from being consumer-led, and the role of advertising is actually the icing on the cake. In this state, there are only a handful of large advertising companies in Xiamen, and this kind of company is often the most lacking people.

When I was in school, I dreamed of being creative in TV media advertising, and I could hold a big clip of copywriting every day to discuss and communicate with customers, and all kinds of awesome ideas spewed out. In fact, my first job was in a real estate company, saying that I was responsible for project planning and product promotion, but Xiamen's real estate is a seller's market, and a real estate is basically daylight, what we can do is corporate publicity, or plan and design some real estate leaflets, posters, posters, dispensable, and often have to be modified according to the requirements of the head of the head. Maybe my university counselor was right, the best way to study this line of work is to go to graduate school, and if you want to work part-time, you have to go to Beijing and Shanghai, and nine times out of ten you will be ready to change careers when you return to your hometown.

If I go out to work or help people design and plan posters, I might as well open a studio at home, even if I lie at home and sleep, I can be regarded as sleeping at work.

As I spoke, I entered the house, I boiled water and prepared to make tea, Jiang He asked me, "Then why don't you open a studio?" ”

I replied to her while busy: "Because my mother said that it is enough to graduate from junior high school in that kind of studio, and since I have studied in college, I should go to a wider world." ”

Jiang He sat next to me: "Then do you have any specific plans next?" ”

I shook my head: "I didn't think about it, some of my classmates took the civil service exam, but I didn't want to do that, some changed their studies to design for graduate school, some wanted to be creative, and finally became a writer." In fact, I wanted to continue my studies the most, and when I graduated, I didn't continue to go to graduate school. ”

Jiang He looked at me: "You don't really want to go back to school, do you?" ”

I said, "What's wrong, one of my teachers just worked until he was almost 30 before he went to graduate school again, and then simply stayed in school, I think it's good to stay in college, even if I get old in the future, I can still be with my youth." I often think of the boulevards on campus, the football field at night, and the food street at the back door. ”

Jiang He sighed: "I hope you are just talking, I feel that you want to use the school as a temple, and studying has become an excuse for you to escape the world." ”

I laughed twice, in fact, I don't want to continue to talk about this issue in depth, Jiang He is a smart person in Bingxue, and I am not stupid, she is actually hinting at a question of how we will deal with ourselves next, but this problem is currently unsolved. She knew that we had different ideas, and I was currently following her path, and she thought that we wanted to go in opposite directions, but in fact, in my eyes, her path was just a copy of the path I chose, and the different paths were the same.

Our bodies are not normal, our bones are different from ordinary people, and the next life path is to choose to accept the reality and be silent to all beings, and we have to choose to fight to the end to die and die to understand, the two of us still have different ideas.

I believe that even the smartest people can make very low-level mistakes for extremely stupid reasons, and that human motives and desires are unpredictable, as history has proven countless times. So it's not hard to understand why my father was involved in a stupid experiment that led to the terrible consequences, and that the therapeutic torture we endured was nothing but pain. Although I know that Jiang Feng is lying, I am still inclined to believe that all this is still just an accident, and all we can do in the end is to try to live like a normal person.

Jiang He refused to believe that all this was just an accident, she was entangled in the source of technology, the initial huge amount of trial funds, etc., she was not willing to be sacrificed, but more than 20 years have passed since the experiment, the fact is that except for a painful treatment that brought us, everything has long been over, we can't see the shadow of any purpose, Jiang He can find the result of everything that has ended.

Isn't that the same way? It's just that I chose a more negative path.

Just like the poplar forest when we were children, it is said that it has long been razed to the ground and requisitioned by the highway. Whether you think there were wolves or sheep there, the truth is that the forest is gone, and it doesn't matter what there was.

Jiang He and I are ordinary poplar forests, no matter how much we struggle, we can't escape the fate of being hurt and forgotten, not to mention that the injury still comes from our biological father, a typical pond storm.

Jiang He sighed again: "You accompany me back to Xinjiang to investigate first, and I will accompany you to study when you are admitted to graduate school." ”