"Why are you doing this to me? Have I ever done something I'm sorry for you? Lu Nina questioned Wu Xiaoqiang with tears, he was always making such a request, which made Lu Nina feel very uncomfortable.

"You're a very good girl, but I'm not sure if I'll be able to persevere to the end, and I don't know what love is, now I feel like there's a big gap with you, as if I can't touch it, I'm not sure I can do everything well, I think it's the best choice if we let go of each other." Wu Xiaoqiang stood next to Lu Nina and said softly, "I'm more and more unsure if I can love, whether I understand love, whether I am so persistent in pursuing love or not, and I'm not sure how you feel about me, is it because I saved you or because of something else?" I don't know. Wu Xiaoqiang looked at Lu Nina seriously and said, looking at Lu Nina's pear blossom with rain expression, he felt very guilty in his heart, he didn't know what he was doing at all, why did he always think about breaking up with the other party?

"I don't understand, as long as I like it, I didn't force you to do anything, why do you want to break up with me?" Lu Nina looked at Wu Xiaoqiang, "You don't understand, it's good if I understand, I'm willing to wait until we get together again." ”

"But now I can't confirm that we can get together again, I don't even know what I'm doing now, but I'm not sure if we'll get together and still have the same feeling as we did that summer, when I saw you during the winter vacation, I wasn't sure, I even felt that you were constantly changing, we were drifting apart, I felt in my heart that we were not slowly getting closer, but slowly moving away, and now nothing has happened between us, maybe it's good for us to be separated now, I'm not sure if something happens in the future that I can't predict, and I'm not sure if it will cause more pain to everyone at that time. Wu Xiaoqiang shook his head and said, "You are not even sure what is love, what is like, feelings are not just grateful together, I have thought about this matter for a long time, I can't accompany you for a long time, it will inevitably make us more and more distant from each other, this is the problem between us." I think love needs companionship, not long-distance stay, four years is a long time. Wu Xiaoqiang said with a hard heart, now the two people are separated is the best choice, he does not plan to take the postgraduate examination, and he plans to take the road of professional football, the two will be more far apart, if Lu Nina studies hard, she may be admitted to graduate school, study for a doctorate, maybe return to a small city in the future, or become an elite in a big city, but she may not, she may become a professional player, struggling in a foreign league, or maybe becoming a coach, But I will never become a doctor or a scholar, maybe I may become a small trader in the future, and in my heart the two people are not parallel people.

Lu Nina looked at Wu Xiaoqiang and didn't understand why he was so ruthless, as if he had made up his mind to separate from him, he was not the shy boy in that summer vacation, he had also grown up, and he knew what he was looking for.

"Actually, I really want to tell you about this during the winter vacation, I hope we can be separated peacefully from each other, and it can also make you feel better, when I see you again, I already feel a sense of strangeness, not the original green and familiar feeling, there is a kind of estrangement between us, so that I spent a long time thinking about our relationship with each other, maybe it felt very sincere at the time, but after all, it has passed, we have also been exposed to different parts of the world, and our understanding has changed in a new wayWhen I understand that our feeling is just a kind of good feeling left in the memory, I know that we are unlikely to be together now, which has nothing to do with distance, status, and social relations, but because we are slowly beginning to become familiar with this world, this new world that is open to us. Wu Xiaoqiang said seriously, "I know that I just like the feeling of being young and shy at that time, but not now, I know that I don't really like you." ”

"Do you already have a girlfriend?" Lu Nina looked at Wu Xiaoqiang. Wu Xiaoqiang paused for a moment and looked at Lu Nina, what did they think in their hearts, they would think like this.

Wu Xiaoqiang shook his head, "No, it's just that I thought about it for a long time before making a final decision." ”

Lu Nina looked at Wu Xiaoqiang, she didn't understand Wu Xiaoqiang, it seemed that he didn't want to carry this kind of emotion on, was he hurt by Wang Yuehua? Or does he really not like himself? Did you do something wrong? Can the love that comes with prayer really go on? When did you feel that you were starting to stay away from Wu Xiaoqiang? It seems that when I saw him, I didn't have the excitement I had at the beginning, although I was still a little excited, but I didn't have that urgency, did I really change? Wu Xiaoqiang, who was so brave and strong in his memory, seems to be gone, he is just an ordinary boy, although he studies very hard, but four years later, even if he still works the same, but what is the final result? He may have gone to another school, but can he go to the same school as him? There are still a few boys in school who chase after me very tightly, and I don't hate them, can I really last until I graduate from college? Suddenly, many thoughts turned in Lu Nina's head, and suddenly she became not very sure, Wu Xiaoqiang was no longer the boy who was shy during the summer vacation, even if he held his hand, he would be shy of the boy, he has grown up now, changed, and his appearance is also changing, the glasses he originally wore are gone, and the original chubby figure has also become a strong muscle, and he has become a different boy, from the original simple feeling, to a strong and powerful heart, The smart boy is no longer the same as the boy in his memory, and now he is no longer the same as before, I don't know when the two of them have changed, and suddenly when they look at each other again, they become a lot stranger, and they feel more and more different, when they look at Wu Xiaoqiang carefully, they find the difference, maybe they don't find this strangeness.

The two people looked at each other, and suddenly they were speechless to each other, and they didn't even know what the two people had in common to say again, Wu Xiaoqiang looked at Lu Nina, and Lu Nina also stared at Wu Xiaoqiang, when the two people said goodbye, they seemed to be really strange, as if they were far apart, although when the two people were facing each other, they felt strange now. Both of them have their own changes, as if they change in an instant, you don't understand me, and I don't understand you anymore. Lu Nina looked at Wu Xiaoqiang full of unwillingness, why should the other party mention the breakup? Lu Nina's heart was full of anger, but at the same time it was full of helplessness, Wu Xiaoqiang finally proposed to break up, and the last time he didn't agree was just a kind of self-deception.

Wu Xiaoqiang took out something from his arms and sent it to Lu Nina, "This is my gift to you, to give me the beautiful first love of high school, even if it is the last gift between us." "It's not big, but what's inside, Lu Nina doesn't know.

"Don't you have the courage to keep going? It's not like we're almost over a year, and there's still three years to go. Lu Nina looked at Wu Xiaoqiang.

"I don't have the courage anymore, and I don't have the conviction to hold on, I'm sorry, I don't think I can hold on to it for three years and wait until we're together." Wu Xiaoqiang shook his head, he didn't know why he said this, Lu Nina was actually stronger than herself, and she was more persistent, "Maybe the next time we meet, it will really be our fate, now I don't have the courage and faith, no matter how you blame me, I'm willing to bear it, I'm sorry." Wu Xiaoqiang decided to make the final end to this relationship, not because he didn't like Lu Nina, but because he lacked courage and responsibility for the future, he couldn't bear those, he couldn't be together without scruples, he was just an ordinary person, and he also had seven emotions and six desires, and he couldn't hold on for so long like a fairy tale.

Lu Nina looked at Wu Xiaoqiang, her prayers would not be answered by Wu Xiaoqiang, he was already determined to separate, maybe his relationship with Wang Yuehua was too close, so he didn't know how to do it, maybe separating from her was the best choice, so that it would not hurt either of them, so that she and Wang Yuehua could still be friends, and he himself was finally away from himself, what was he thinking? No matter what he thought, he would never be his boyfriend again, and he finally left.

"Goodbye." Lu Nina held back her tears slightly, and looked at Wu Xiaoqiang, since it is hopeless, then forget it, maybe leaving is good for both of them, maybe when everyone meets together in the future, they can still be friends, fate is broken, and that brave and young boy can only be his past memory.

"Goodbye and I wish you happiness." Wu Xiaoqiang looked at Lu Nina who turned away, the last bit of affection in his high school days finally ended, he could finally let go of all his burdens, but he would become a lonely person in the future, and he could finally think about what he needed for his feelings.

Lu Nina ran away quickly, Wu Xiaoqiang stood behind and watched her run away quickly, she may want to escape from this place as soon as possible, leave herself, leave the person she hates, Lu Nina may blame herself, but this may be the best choice for herself, she and she are not passers-by, she can't give what she wants, maybe the special feeling she gave each other at that time only existed at that specific time, will she meet her again in the future? When they say goodbye, will the two of them still be friends? Or will the two of them continue? Thinking about it, Wu Xiaoqiang's eyes were moistened, was he a bad person, hurting girls one by one, and didn't pay his feelings for them, is he really hard-hearted? Or do you not know what love is?