After exiting from the "Shadow Heart" system, Lu An, who came to the dark living room, found that the door of Lin Yongping's room in the opposite room was wide open, and the room was also pitch black.

"Huh, out?" Lu An was a little puzzled.

"I'm on the balcony." Lin Yongping's voice came.

Lu An looked over and saw that Lin Yongping was sitting on the recliner with his legs crossed, looking up at the sky.

"What are you looking at? See where your brother is in the sky above you? ”

"No, just take a look."

Lu An also dragged a recliner and lay down comfortably.

"Were you in a bad mood just now?"

"Huh?"

"I told you not to hit me. You just acted like my sister Anna, and she likes it when she's upset and upset. ”

In the dark, Lin Yongping turned his head, although he couldn't see it, Lu An could clearly feel his gaze.

"Haha, just kidding, don't mind."

Lin Yongping still stretched his legs straight, stretched them out with a big grin, and lay down comfortably like Lu An.

"Does your sister have such a bad mood?"

"Hah, I guessed right. But when did Lin Dashao become a girl's heart? Lu An laughed, and then said seriously: "Who doesn't have a bad mood?" ”

"Every time I see Anna, I'm happy."

"That's in front of outsiders." Lu An sighed: "Every time she wakes up after the onset of the disease, she will be in heart-rending pain, unless she is in front of me, otherwise it is like what you see." She cried in my arms every time in pain, sweating as if she had been soaked in water. ”

"In your arms?"

"yes, it's as pitiful as a kitten. Have you ever had a cat? It's like an abandoned cub......"

"But every time I see her, I smile so happily."

"So, there's a side to everybody that no one else knows. Anna was only so weak in front of me. After Lu An finished speaking, he turned his head to Lin Dashao and said: "It's like we've been classmates for four years, but I've never seen Lin Dashao cry, I've never seen you ecstasy, I've never seen you angry, I've never seen you scold, but everyone should have these emotions." Sad, happy, angry, angry, ...... if I hadn't come here to play today, I might never have known that Lin Dashao had that kind of expression when you were excited, and this kind of expression when you were sad. You see, if you don't ask today, maybe you won't know about my family much later. We've lived together for four years, I don't know all about you, you don't know all about me, that's all. ”

"Will you do the same?"

"Nonsense, I'm also human, I'm emotionally good or not. Do you think I'm really like that fat man, just giggling all day long? Besides, it's that fat man, and he's not really just giggling like that. Just think carefully about what he has done with Qian Qingqing in the past few years, and think about his performance since that incident, you should understand. ”

"Hmm."

"So, sometimes, I'm also curious, like you, I basically don't lack what I lack, and even I can't imagine what you can lack, you should wake up with a smile every day and fall asleep with a smile."

"Am I giggling like that every day?"

"Haha, so, I later realized that in fact, everyone is similar, joy, anger, sorrow, pain, entanglement and anxiety, there is no shortage of everything, but the reasons may be different. Everyone has different origins, status, personalities, and destinies, and it is even difficult to have all the same, but why are everyone human? ”

"yes, why?"

In the darkness, Lu An couldn't see it, and Lin Yongping's eyes were blazing.

"I don't know if it's right or not, but I'm bored sometimes, and I think about these boring things. Each of us has life and death, a life is long or short, but as I just said, there are joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and maybe some differences, but without these, I can't imagine the possibility of such a person. ”

"Is there life and death, joy and sorrow?"

"Yes, for a while, I was crazy thinking about the question, why do people die? If you are going to die, why should you live? Between life and death, there is so much suffering, are we born to suffer? Lu An said, suddenly feeling that his former self was a little stupid, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"And then?"

Later, I couldn't figure it out, so I simply thought, who the stipulates that life must be meaningful? Life comes like that, death comes like that, and the ghost knows what meaning it is, or it doesn't need to be meaningful at all, between life and death, it's just living. As for how to live, this is someone else's business, and for me, it is meaningless, because I am living as I am now, and I have to ask why I am alive, which is probably the question that those intelligent people who can figure it out should ask. ”

"Just alive?"

"Yes, sometimes, when you are in pain, you ask me why I am so miserable, when I am happy, why I am so happy, and when I am about to die, ask me why I want to die, don't you think it's ridiculous? When I was born, no one asked why I was born, and when I asked later, it was no longer that question, and this question may never be answered. ”

"Lu An ,......"

"Huh?"

"I suddenly felt that my previous twenty-four years had been in vain, and that I had not yet been able to understand the life of a twenty-year-old child."

"Really? Do you think I understand it now? It's a pity, I think that we can't see the future clearly, we are all fools who live in the present and pretend to understand. After Lu An finished speaking, he laughed bitterly at himself.

"That's right." Lin Yongping sighed.

"So, look at the past and we don't understand why, look at the future we don't understand what will happen, so we have to focus on the present."

"Why?"

"No, why." In the darkness, Lu An spread his hands and said in a helpless tone: "There are many things we can't do." There is nothing you can do in life, nothing can be done in death, what else do you want? Just do your best. ”

"The tone of your words ,......" Lin Yongping shook his head and said: "It's really like what my grandfather said, people, in this life, doing your best, listening to the sky, it's already very good." ”

"It just sounds like it, the old man has lived for seventy or eighty years, that's personal experience, I'm just thinking about it when I'm bored."

"I know you're kind, but I don't know why, I'm even more unhappy now."

"Huh? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm talking too much nonsense. Lu An lay lazily on the recliner, saying sorry, but he didn't mean sorry.

"So, you've always been focused on the present and not the future?"

"Consider, why not consider? People don't want to think about the future when they live, that's nonsense. It's just that I just think about it, and I don't take it seriously. ”

"Alas—" Lin Yongping let out a long sigh.

"What? Do you think about it often? ”

"People who don't plan for the future are waste in our Lin family." Lin Yongping said quietly.

"So I think the children of you families are all monsters." Lu An shrugged his shoulders and said, "No wonder you said that you envied Xia Yiming in the morning." Do you think this kid has no heart and no lungs, and is carefree? ”

"yes." Lin Yongping sighed again.

"This fat man is scheming, he is in his heart, how to entangle it all day if he doesn't specify it."

"He's giggling all day long, and you're giggling all day long, aren't you two different?"

"I used to think about Anna all day long, and I didn't have to worry about other things, unlike him."

"Then now that you don't have to worry about Anna's affairs, will you think about these troubles?"

"I don't know, so I'm confused right now." Lu An stretched long and yawned.

Lin Yongping glanced at him and said, "Go to sleep when you're tired, I've been enlightened by you to be even more desperate now, so I don't need you to bother anymore." ”

"That's good, good night." Lu An got up and prepared to go back to his room to sleep.

"Lu An, will you marry Anna in the future?" Lin Yongping suddenly said in the back.

Lu An almost tripped over the balcony door and fell, turned his head and said helplessly: "I was just joking just now, I think you are like Anna, now do you know how I feel?" ”

"Huh?"

"I think you're really like a woman now, and it's up to you to think of such a boring question." Lu An shook his head, turned around and went back to the room.

Lin Yongping looked at the figure, breathed a sigh of relief, and then sighed slightly, lying alone on the dark balcony.

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"Is that the answer?"

"yes."

In the hall of the Heart of Shadows, six playing cards – the Ace of Spades, the Two of Clubs, the Eight of Hearts, the Nine of Diamonds, the Queen of Spades, and the King of Hearts – are gathered together.

"Eight of hearts, are you sure?"

"Sure, he said my name accurately, and he knows who I really am."

"Are we all known?"

"No, he said it, he didn't mean to, he only looked at it out of curiosity. At present, he knows the real identity, only me, the six of spades, the ace of spades, and the queen of spades, and the others have not been in contact, so they have not deliberately checked. ”

"What about me?" The King of Hearts asked.

"Without you, if he knew, why would he deliberately hide it."

"However, if that's RedJoker's permission, then even if he doesn't know it now, he'll know it later."

The words of the Ace of Spades came out, and all six of them fell silent.

In the past, BlackJoker was just that kind of authority, which already made everyone tremble, lest they anger the king; Now, this mysterious RedJoker actually said that he can grasp everyone's true identity without everyone actively exposing it, which is no longer as simple as mastering the power of life and death.

People can bow their heads, but they don't want to be marionettes, slaves, and lackeys, but what can they do?

"Can we know who he is? Eight of hearts, can you check the people around you? The Queen of Spades twinkles in her eyes.

"It's difficult, if we investigate it, we will be almost exposed. You don't have to doubt me, that's the way it is. ”

The Ace of Spades sighed, "What's more, the king said that he only knew four, but in fact he already knew the identities of all of us." We have to investigate him, it is difficult to guarantee that he will not be discovered, as long as we make a move, the enemy will be dark and I will be the first, and it will definitely be us who will die first. ”

"Are we just going to sit back and wait?" The Queen of Spades was a little unwilling.

"I can't talk about it. The king was not an arrogant man, and from what he said about hearts, he had to decide his attitude according to our attitude, otherwise he would not have found time to negotiate alone. ”

The ace of spades said lightly: "Wait, I've always had this attitude." I've seen too many smart people in this organization, but unfortunately my patience is limited, so in the end, I'm the only one who can sit here until now. ”

"Okay." The five of them were in a heavy mood, but they could only reply.