Chapter 91: The Past (2)

Chu Hyun Mo was stunned, in fact, he had thought about telling her about her mother, and he didn't want him to misunderstand him all the time, but he didn't think of how to speak, and he didn't expect her to take the initiative to mention it.

Chu Hyunmo's eyes were far away, and he spoke for a long time, "Your mother...... is a very kind person, gentle and considerate and understanding, even if she is wronged, for the sake of the overall situation, she always bears it silently, which is why I love her the most. ”

"In that case, why did my father listen to the rumors and ignore my mother?" What's more, at that time, my mother had just given birth to herself, and it was the time when I needed my father to ask for warmth.

Chu Hyun Mo opened his mouth to explain, and finally his words turned into a deep sigh, "It's my fault, I thought I could protect her in this way, but I didn't expect her to love me so deeply, I forced her to death." ”

Is leaving her alone at the Palace of Revis a protection for her mother? It is very similar to Yuan Yongyan's approach, but her mother didn't understand, and finally ended her life in madness, was it the sorrow of her father or the misfortune of her mother? People who love each other can't be together, one dies in jealousy and misunderstanding, and the other keeps the guilt and blame himself for her all his life, who is more painful than whom?

"Actually, after your mother left, I took you to my own care."

Chu Jun was surprised, he was already five years old when his mother left, if his father had taken him to take care of him, he should remember why he didn't have any impression at all.

"After your mother left, I took you to my side, about three months later, one day, you suddenly turned red, when you touched you screamed pain, you couldn't even wear clothes, too many doctors tried all kinds of ways to no avail, there is really no way I posted the emperor list outside, hoping to find a famous doctor to cure your disease."

"The unveiling of the list is an eighty-year-old man, covered in tatters, he holds the imperial list, I met him, asked him to treat you, after diagnosing the pulse, he prescribed medicine, and you will be fine after drinking it only once."

"And then?" These are all things that he doesn't know, Chu Junxi couldn't help but ask.

"The old man told me that you were poisoned, a very rare poison, and if you hadn't happened to meet him, I'm afraid your life would be in danger." Recalling the past, Chu Hyunmo's pain and chagrin came to his heart, "I know that someone is jealous of my love for you and wants to put you to death, I can't keep you by your side all the time, I can only endure the pain and still return you to Luhua Palace, and use the witch Gu words they made to the outside world, saying that it is also unlucky to give birth to a child who is not lucky, and then I will ignore you, hoping that this will save your life." ”

"Why don't I remember?"

"You have been poisoned for too long at that time, the whole person is delirious, and you are talking nonsense every day, it is a blessing in misfortune to be able to save a life, and it is reasonable to forget that painful experience."

The woman she loves dies in front of her, her beloved daughter can't look at it, she can't hold it in her arms, and who can understand the pain in her father's heart.

Chu Jun couldn't help but throw himself into his arms and hugged his father's waist tightly, "Don't say it again, I understand my father's distress, don't say it again." ”

"Okay, let's not talk about it."

With a hand on his shoulder, Chu Junxi finally realized his father's love for him, so heavy and heart-wrenching.

"My daughter is doing well now, so my father should be happy." Chu Jun held back his tears and didn't let the tears flow.

"Since you and your relatives have come to Gutuo, that is the person of Gutuo, my father knows that you are doing well, so I can rest assured, and you will go back tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?" Chu Junxi was surprised, he only came back yesterday, and his father would let him leave tomorrow, "The emperor left this time, I don't know when I will see my father next time, so I should accompany you for a few more days." ”

"What's the fun of accompanying me as an old man, go back early to accompany your husband."

Chu Hyun Mo was resolute in this matter, and Chu Jun regretted that he refused to change his mind, so he said, "I'll leave in five days." ”

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