Chapter 21 This is called heartbeat
The next day was really a daily temperature check. It's really like it's serious. In this case, I have more frequent contact with Chen Nan. It's basically a letter every two days. When do you not care about this critical time? In this way, we talked more intimately in the letters, but after all, we don't see each other every day, sometimes what we see is real, and that distant relationship is still so unreliable when I think about it now.
Just when I was chatting with Chen Nan, a girl appeared that I couldn't forget for six years. I remember one of the first periods of self-study on the night. I just woke up and got up from the table. Rubbed my hazy eyes. It was at this time that he looked at the window of the hallway. A figure appeared. I woke up all at once. Unconsciously said: "Like." It really looks like that. ”
"Ye Qingfeng, are you still talking in your sleep. What does it look like? Wei Jingjing, who was sitting next to me, looked at me and asked strangely.
"Nothing." I suddenly came to my senses and said. Then he rushed straight out of the classroom door. When I came out, there was still that girl.
"The girl just now is really like Dong Jie, who played the heroine in the recently broadcast "The Family of Gold Powder". It's so much like that. I looked at the dimly lit staircase and said intently. It was as if I had lost my soul, and I could clearly feel that my heart was beating hard at the first sight of her. This feeling is something I didn't have before, and it's a different feeling from other girls.
Then the bell rang for the evening self-study, and I returned to my seat as if I had lost my soul. Until I slept in the dormitory at night, my mind was full of the girl's shadow all night. For the next few days, I was listless. I look at the window every day, hoping to see her.
Just when I was about to despair, I vividly remember the time of that day: Tuesday, April 15, 2013, in the morning, during the break of the second class, the figure that had been waiting for me reappeared. As soon as I saw that figure, I immediately got up from my seat and ran out of the classroom door.
As soon as I stepped out of the classroom door, I saw the figure I had been expecting in my dreams, and I turned around and entered the third-grade classroom next to me. At that time, I was stunned, this world is really everything can happen, God is really so good at playing tricks on people. It turns out that we are so close to each other, just a wall. I was afraid that I had read it wrong, so I walked directly to the door of the next class and looked inside. When I saw the girl go to the second table in the third row and sit down. I unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief. It turned out that she was really from the next class. At that time, I really couldn't describe the feeling in words, and all kinds of thoughts were swaying through my head.
"Brother Feng, what are you looking at here?" At this time, a person who walked out of the third class of junior high school said with a smile. I woke up at the sound of a voice, and when I looked at the person who was speaking, my heart suddenly began to speak. How did you forget this man? It was Yan Guanguan's cousin 'soft-shelled turtle' who spoke. He is also in this class, and he usually plays together a lot, and he plays well.
I pulled the soft-shelled turtle and pointed to the girl sitting in the classroom and asked, "What's the name of the girl in the white dress and ponytail?" ”
The kid looked at it for a while and said with a smile: "What do you say about her?" How do you like it? ”
"What did you say? I'm just asking? Isn't it okay to ask? Just like it if you ask. Love to say it or not? I said with a weak heart.
The soft-shelled turtle looked at me and continued to smile cheaply: "Brother Feng, don't pretend." To tell you the truth, this girl is not good. Usually I don't have a good face for boys.。 Several boys wrote love letters to her, and they were all handed over to the teacher by her. I advise you to stay away from her. ”
I listened to the soft-shelled turtle's words, and my heart was snickering, and I muttered: "Zeng Lan, good name." The meaning of soft-shelled turtle words is that she does not have a boyfriend. That's the best news for me.
"Brother Feng, where are you in a daze? Did you listen to me? "The soft-shelled turtle shook it directly in front of me with its hand. Blocking my view of Zeng Lan.
"Take your hands off. I know. I just took away the soft-shelled turtle's hand dangling in front of me and said. I turned around and entered the classroom through the back door.
"Brother Feng, don't disobey me. Otherwise, it will be you who will suffer when the time comes. The kid added a sentence later.
"Soft-shelled turtle, what did that kid say don't disobey him?" Yan Champion, who was in the back, asked strangely when he heard the words of the soft-shelled turtle. At this time, my mind is still listening to other people's words. Float directly in front of the strict champion. Leaving a confused Yan champion.
"Zeng Lan. It's really temperamental. The special thing is that I wore that dress today. is too similar to Dong Jie's Leng Qingqiu on TV. It's just carved out of a mold. Why is she so temperamental, although the first glance does not feel so amazing, but that kind of pure, cold look. There is no trace of distraction in people's hearts, and there is no feeling of having to possess it. I just want to watch from afar, and I get a good sense of satisfaction in my heart when I protect her. I sat alone in my seat and thought like a nymphomaniac.
It went on for a few days. Every day after class, I had to sneak to the door of their class to see her. If you can't see her, you feel uncomfortable. But in my heart, I was afraid that she would find out that I was secretly watching her.
"Ye Qingfeng, you have found that you are obviously not in a state these days. What is your situation? Yan Guanguan slapped me in the back and said with a cheap smile.
This guy really startled me all of a sudden, and I looked at him and said angrily, "I'm not in a good state." Why didn't you skip class to play a game today? Instead, they cared about me. The sun is really coming out in the west. ”
"I care about you, so I don't have that leisure? I heard the soft-shelled turtle say, you seem to like a girl in their class, don't you? I went to see the girl. It can only be said that Zhang is a little delicate. Not the kind that is particularly pretty. Yan Guanguan looked at me with disdain and said.
"Cut, does this have anything to do with you? Everyone sees things differently. What you feel doesn't represent me. It's okay, you better go to the Internet café and play your game. You don't have to worry about me. I said a little unpleasantly. If anyone says that the girl you like is not good, the mood is unpleasant.
"Your attitude, forget it. I thought we were all brothers. Tell you something about this girl. If you don't want to listen to it, forget it. Yan Guanguan said and turned to return to his seat.
"What." I stood up all at once. grabbed Yan Guanguan's arm and said with a smile: "Brother Jun, what do you think you said?" Everyone is a brother, so tell your brother if you have any news. ”
"You're not going to listen." Yan Guanguan turned around and said jokingly.
"It's all brothers, and you're out of sight when you say that. Brother took back what he had just said. I said expectantly with a smile on my face. I was still very excited to hear more from her. directly pressed Yan Champion and sat down. I'm afraid he's going to leave again.
"Brother, I might be here to help you. I just listened to the soft-shelled turtle. This girl's house is a little bit behind our school. I guess it's only a three-minute walk. The conditions at home seem to be pretty good. But the soft-shelled turtle said that this girl had a strange temper, and the boys who chased her were told by her to the teacher, and they were not lightly rectified. You still don't want to hit a wall by yourself. If you touch your nose, you won't be able to get up and down when the time comes. I'm kind enough to warn you. Yan Guanguan said word by word.
"That's all, it's gone." I stared at Yan Champion with wide eyes and said.
"No, what else do you want to hear? No, I don't. Yan Guanguan asked strangely as he looked at me.
"Nothing, thank you brother for the reminder. I'll deal with it myself. I said a little frustrated. The mood suddenly fell again, and I had been doing this little news for a long time. The point is that nothing useful yet.
"Then it's up to you, you can do it yourself, right?" Yan Guanguan looked at me, threw down such a sentence, and went straight back to his position.
I didn't take Yan Champion's words seriously, but strengthened my determination to chase her. I decided that no matter what the outcome was, I just had to work hard. It was useless to spend all day dreaming there, and with trepidation, I spent the whole day writing a letter that I thought was very important. I read this letter several times by myself, and I felt that there was no problem, and I felt relieved. Looking at this letter, I think this feeling may be the feeling of heartbeat as mentioned in the book, right?