Ziying turned a blind eye to her madness, and waited until she slowly calmed down before she said, "It's true that the troops were dispatched." ”

"In that case, I have not wronged him."

"However, it's not to attack Hou Yan." After drinking the last sip of tea, Ziying put the teacup away, turned to look at Chu Junxi's eyes, and said slowly, "It's to help." ”

An inexplicable chill rose from the bottom of his heart, slowly hitting his whole body, and Chu Junxi realized that he had fallen into a conspiracy, a huge conspiracy.

"The second prince came to Hou Yan to borrow troops under the pretext of Hou Yan's crisis, and Yuan Yongyan agreed, because of you."

"Because, because of me?"

As if feeling that Chu Junxi's blow was not enough, Zi Ying continued, "Because I love you, I agree to help Hou Yan. And you? Doesn't distinguish between right and wrong, indiscriminately, and judges him for mistreating Hou Yan based on one-sided words, and even wields a knife to kill people, and runs away many times just to kill him, is this your love? What are your feelings? ”

The questions one by one, like mountains, finally crushed Chu Junxi, "All this is your conspiracy?" ”

Ziying smiled brightly, "Naturally." However, thanks to your stupidity, otherwise the plan would not have gone so well. ”

Therefore, he is the biggest disaster, because he caused the situation that Yuan Yongyan is facing at the moment.

Ziying is right, she questions her feelings and her love, but what about herself? took it out of context, and killed the emperor with only two sentences, what is his love for him? I have said again and again that I believe in each other and trust each other, but in fact, what have I done?

"What about Su Ao? Lin Jikuo personally admitted that it was difficult to lie to me? ”

Zi Ying was puzzled, "Lin Jikuo killed people, what does it have to do with Yuan Yongyan?" ”

Chu Junxi was speechless again, Lin Jikuo was Yuan Yongyan's bodyguard and was loyal to him, so when Lin Jikuo said that Su Ao was killed by himself, he naturally thought that it was Yuan Yongyan's order. Now that I think about it, when I pressed him, Lin Jikuo didn't answer his own questions, he never lied, so he was just silent, everything was his own wishful thinking.

Chu Jun smiled bitterly, it turned out that this was the secret in his father's heart, he knew Chu Shize's ambitions and plans, but he couldn't do anything, he could only persuade himself to leave again and again, and then used the experience of himself and his mother to make himself believe in Yuan Yongyan, because he knew that only Yuan Yongyan could protect himself.

Don't trust your eyes, because they deceive you, don't trust your ears, because your ears deceive you, trust your heart, and if your heart believes in Him, then don't believe what you see or hear.

It's a pity that he couldn't understand his father's words, and as early as Hou Yan, he decided that he had no secrets from him, why couldn't he be honest?

Yuan Yongyan sent troops to rescue Hou Yan for herself, but she waved a knife at him, and she was not worthy of loving him.

"You think you're important?" Ziying showed no mercy, "Think Hou Yan needs you very much?" For the justice in your heart, endure humiliation and live? ”

Chu Junxi closed his eyes slightly, his eyelashes trembled, and crystal tears slipped down.

"Actually, you are nothing, Hou Yan doesn't need your protection at all, you are just a pawn they used to provoke a war and find a pawn, because you have no family behind you, no intricacies of rights and interests, and no one will care if you die."

"Actually, now your task has been completed, and the ending arranged for you is a whole corpse, if it weren't for Lin Jikuo's sudden change of mind, there would still be you here to repent and blame yourself."

Zi Ying slowly squatted in front of Chu Junxi, staring at her with pity, her deep voice seemed to be bewitching, "Now, do you still want to say that I am cold-blooded?" You are the culprit who caused Gu Tuo's current situation and caused Yuan Yongyan to become like this. ”

Reaching out and smoothing the broken hair on her cheek behind her ear, "You say, is Lin Jikuo crazy?" ”

Chu Junxi looked at her with hazy eyes, like a confused child.

Ziying's body continued to move forward, and in the eyes of outsiders, she almost rested her head on Chu Junxi's shoulder, "Otherwise, how could he be reluctant to kill you, you are a witness to all this conspiracy, only if you disappear, all this will be buried into darkness with time." ”

"You, are you going to kill me?"

"How so." Ziying got up, and the tension in the room receded, "I don't care if you're dead or alive, killing you is just a waste of my time." ”

It turns out that even if he dies, he will waste other people's time, Chu Jun is sad, what are he doing? The things that I have always insisted on thinking are not worth mentioning in the eyes of others, and the things that I protect with all my strength do not exist at all.

Yuan Yongyan, Chu Junxi couldn't help but think of what he looked like that day in his mind, "You don't need to know me, you just need to know that I'm good to you." It turned out that he was really good to himself, not lying to himself.

The sun sets and the day begins.

The warm sunlight shone on Chu Junxi's body that was slumped on the ground, forming a small shadow. Chu Junxi turned her back to the sun, her face could not be seen clearly in the morning light, she was motionless like a stone sculpture, letting the wind blow her black hair, extremely depressed.

"Are you going to starve yourself to death like this?" After breakfast, Ziying came to Chu Junxi's room again, she was the same as when she left last night, she didn't even move her fingers. "It's a good way."

The night of winter was cold and bonely, and after sitting on the ground all night, Chu Junxi's body was already stiff as a stone, and when he heard movement, Chu Junxi slowly raised his head and slowly stood up on the table next to him.

The golden sunlight added a touch of warmth to her pale and bloodless face, "Why are you here?" ”

"See if you're still alive?" Ziying put breakfast on the table.

"Why should I live?"

"Is there nothing to love when all thoughts are lost? Maybe I can tell you something that will cheer you up. ”

Chu Junxi looked down at the food on the table and sneered, "Is there any good news?" ”

"Ten days later, Yuan Yongyan sent Hou Yan's 100,000 troops to set off."

Chu Jun shook his hand, and then regained his composure, whether it was ten days or five days, it had nothing to do with him, he was trapped here, even if he knew that Yuan Yongyan was in danger, he couldn't do anything.

Losing his interest in having fun with the villagers in the past, Chu Jun regretted staying at home all day long, eating when he was hungry and sleeping when it was dark, like a walking corpse.

"Why don't you eat?"

"Not hungry." After answering, Chu Jun realized that the person standing in front of him was not Ziying.

Lin Jikuo changed out of his usual armor, wore a dark blue civilian clothes, and never left the knife with him. The expression of concern and the tone were soft, it was the elder brother who was worried about the nervousness of his sister's body, "It's not good for your health to skip meals." ”

"Why did I come to Gutuo and kiss?"

"I asked Chu Shize to propose it to your father."