Aso's eyes were tired, and he took out his mobile phone to listen to songs.

Suddenly, a boy sat next to her, "I saw you sitting here just now, why don't you go swimming?" ”

The sound of Azu's earbuds was very small, and he could hear the boy's voice, and he took off the earbuds and looked at the boy, feeling a little familiar, "I can't swim." ”

The boy nodded and looked at Chu Heng's side, "You and Chu Heng came together." ”

"Hmm." Asu answered, looked at the boy's delicate facial features, frowned and thought, "That...... Do we know each other? ”

"When are you talking about? If it was just now......"

Before the boy finished speaking, Aso said in shock, "Ah, you're the mermaid just now!" ”

"Huh?" The boy looked at Aso's words in surprise.

Aso smiled awkwardly and touched his neck embarrassedly, saying the wrong thing for a moment.

The boy looked at Aso and smiled, "You mean I swim like a mermaid, right?" Indeed, many people say so. ”

Asu nodded, "Your body is very soft, and your posture is beautiful and soft, much like a mermaid." ”

When the boy heard Asu's description, he smiled happily and sadly, "Thank you for the compliment!" After finishing speaking, he paused for a moment and continued, "Actually, we have met before this. ”

Asu looked at the boy in a daze, and the boy reminded, "Movie theater, you threw yourself into my arms and cried, did you forget?" ”

After hearing this, Aso was ashamed and embarrassed, "I'm not ......"

"I don't blame you, you were like that at the time, and you really need a hug to rely on." The boy said very thoughtfully.

Aso nodded gratefully, "Thank you." ”

The boy turned his head to look at Asu, "You and Li Sheng really look alike." Li Wan'er and Li Sheng are not that similar. ”

After Asu heard this, his heart was stunned, and he looked at the boy for some reason, did he see something? Or does he know something?

The boy looked at Asu's restrained appearance and said with a smile, "You are brother and sister, so it's normal to look alike." Don't be nervous, I'm not interested in your family affairs. By the way, they all call you Asu, what is your full name? ”

"Su Yang!"

The boy nodded, "Nice name." My name is Lin Fan. ”

After Lin Fan finished speaking, he stared at the swimming pool, the blue, the color of the sky and the sea, it was so beautiful......

Aso noticed that his eyes were empty and his mind wandered, not knowing what he was thinking, and he didn't bother.

Just as Asu tucked the earbuds back into his ears, Lin Fan said softly, his voice was distant and empty, as if he was from a distant world, "When I was very young, I wanted to be an Air Force ......"

Asu looked at Lin Fan's side face, looking at the pool with confused and sad eyes, Asu listened to him carefully.

"When I dreamed, I dreamed that I would become an Air Force pilot, wearing a handsome military uniform and boots, and I was moved to tears by myself. I woke up the next day with a smile and a beautiful dream. I constantly push myself to achieve my dreams. But one day, the dream was shattered......" Lin Fan said and paused, "My father, who I have always been proud of, is an excellent first-class pilot in the Air Force, because the plane crashed and sank into the sea, and in the end, he didn't even find the body, so he fell asleep with the sea." ”

Faint voices, sad stories. Aso heard it with a sour nose and wanted to cry.

"My mom was in a lot of pain when she found out, and during that time, she held my dad's photo all day long and washed her face with tears. In my junior year of high school, when the Air Force was recruited, I applied for a recommendation from the school and signed up for the selection. You know, everything I did since I was a kid was to become an Air Force, so I was very strict with myself, I wanted to do my best in everything, I wanted to stand at the highest height, I wanted to achieve my ideals, I wanted to continue my dad's dream. ”

When Lin Fan said this, his eyes moistened, he paused, looked at Asu and continued, "I'm only one step away from my dream......"

After seeing the unwillingness on Lin Fan's face, Asu's heart instantly suffocated.

"Because of my father's affairs, my mother has always been very opposed to me being a soldier, and she hopes that I will be admitted to an ordinary university, be an ordinary ordinary person, and live a plain life. I know she's scared I'll follow my father's path, but Aso, that's what I've been dreaming of since I was a child...... It's an ideal I've never dreamed of, so how could I give up because of my mother's worries? So I stubbornly and stubbornly rebelled against the will that my mother imposed on me. Because of such a thing, I made my mother dizzy, Asu, I'm very unfilial. ”

Aso didn't know how to answer, just shook his head gently.

On the one hand, there is idealism, and on the other hand, there is family affection, just like a bear's paw and a fish, you can't have both. Both sides could not give up and compromise, and Lin Fan had no choice.

"I began to shake my determination, but I was unwilling, I knelt in front of my mother and said a lot of things to her, but she just didn't understand......" Lin Fan's voice was a little choked.

Aso was flustered and at a loss.

Lin Fan continued, "She hit me with a feather duster and hit me on the back, at that time I was also angry with myself, and I didn't compromise, so I was like this, and I was ...... If I had compromised, I would have found a chance to discuss with my mother in the future, maybe there would be a turnaround, maybe I wouldn't have missed my dream, but I didn't ......"

Looking at Lin Fan's painful, regretful and unwilling expression, Asu's heart froze, and he was anxious and helpless thinking about how to comfort him?

"Asu, I can't be an Air Force in my life......" Lin Fan's voice was empty and weak, full of vicissitudes.

Aso asked bitterly, "Why?" ”

"The selection requirements of the Air Force are very high, and I did not meet the requirements in the physical examination......"

Aso nodded regretfully.

"150 items of comprehensive physical examination, I only failed one item, why the hell did I actually have tinnitus......" Lin Fan said a miserable fact with anger and full of unwillingness, and he still can't believe that he would go against his dream because of tinnitus.

"If I had been soft on my mother back then, my mother would not have been so angry, and the last moment would not have fallen on my ears, it was a fatal blow to my body, and it also made my ideals completely burst like a bubble...... Lin Fan said bitterly.

"I hated my mom so much that she was so sick of her own body that she blamed for my body, and I couldn't blame the culprit who destroyed my dreams...... I don't have the right to blame, I made her sick. Lin Fan's eyes were full of tears, but they never fell.

Asu was speechless, just felt sorry for Lin Fan. His dreams were not defeated by reality, but strangled to death by his mother.

"Asu, I'm not reconciled...... I can't be in the Air Force, I want to be in the Navy, I can't fly in the sky, at least I hope I can swim at sea, I'm not afraid of failure, I don't lack the courage to start from scratch, I actively cooperate with doctors to treat tinnitus, I put all my thoughts and energy into Navy recruitment, and I take the trouble to practice swimming in the sea again and again, all the efforts I make are to realize this dream. ”

Hearing this, Asu's heart seemed to be suffocated, stopped beating, and looked at Lin Fan with bated breath and tears, he cried......

Did he still not succeed? He worked so hard, why couldn't he touch his ideals?

"Three out of ten. In that selection, I came out on top and was brushed off in the end......"

Knowing that the final result was unsatisfactory, Asu's eyes were still red, looking at Lin Fan, who was crying in front of him, how long had he been depressed before he collapsed like this today......

At this moment, Lin Fan is as weak as a beast lost in the wild, confused and helpless, what does he need most at this moment? Aso thought silently, do you need a hug? Or do you need a shoulder?

Asu cautiously stretched out his hand and gently patted Lin Fan's shoulder as a sign of comfort.

Lin Fan wiped the tears on his face and took a deep breath, "I haven't been depressed for too long...... Let you see such a cowardly side of me, and see ...... laugh"

As he spoke, Lin Fan smiled, his smile was very good, but it was not a sincere smile, but a forced smile......

Asu smiled at him and stuffed the earbuds in his hand into Lin Fan's ears, "I also have such times, when I am depressed, I will want to find someone to talk to." If I can't find someone to talk to, I'll listen to a song or sleep ......."

Aso turned up the volume of MP3 and used music to isolate Lin Fan from the outside world, Lin Fan at this moment doesn't have to think about anything, and he doesn't need to think about it much, just enjoy the peace of the moment, and use music to calm himself down.

"If pride is not coldly photographed by the sea of reality, how can you know how hard to work hard, to go far, if the dream has not fallen off the cliff, a thousand moments, how will you know that persistent people, with invisible wings, tears in the heart, will bloom brave flowers, can be tired time, close your eyes and smell a fragrance, just like a good night's sleep until dawn,...... The original dream is held tightly in the hand, the place where I want to go the most, how can I return halfway, the original dream will definitely arrive, and the real desire will be realized, so that I can count it as having passed heaven......"

What kind of feeling is it like to dream of dying? An eagle with broken wings, an airplane with broken wings, can no longer fly.

The dream of breaking wings, how painful it is, only those who have experienced it know that outsiders can't empathize, or even understand. Because the things pursued between people are different, and the things that they painstakingly pursue may be disdainful or easy to get in the eyes of others, so there will be so many different people, all kinds of dreams, and all kinds of lives in the world.

Lin Fan doesn't want to be a great man, but he doesn't want to be mediocre either, he just wants to do what he likes to do, but between reality and ideals, there will always be insurmountable thousands of rivers and mountains. Not all of your efforts will be rewarded. But so what? There are always some hard efforts to live up to, otherwise how can you have regrets in your life? After crying hysterically, you must wipe away your tears and move on, as long as you are alive, you must take steps to move forward, walk and walk, and always come to your own place in life......