Chapter 382: Unspeakable Tenderness
Thinking of Eric, a smile appeared, fortunately she had Eric by her side in her life, otherwise, for such a long time, she would really die alone, maybe, under the influence of loneliness, she might do something.
At this moment, Ning seemed to understand something, looked at Avril, and asked her intently: "Avril, let me ask you, if it were you, living in the human world, without relatives and friends, how lonely would you be, and what would you do in such a situation?"
Avril frowned, not knowing why Ning would ask her these things, she thought about it and replied: "I really don't dare to imagine that kind of life, I will die alone, I will be very lonely, I will be very lost, and I will be sad, my God, this kind of life is something I have never thought of." ”
Ning suddenly smiled, yes, they live here, they are lucky, even if it is Ning, she has been cared for by her father since she was a child, and now there are Eric, and the children, she is lucky, but what about northern Myanmar?
What does northern Myanmar have? He has the appearance of a vampire, he has the ability to kill, but he is lonely, he has no family, no lovers, and no friends.
Every day he is looked down upon and looked down upon by others, no one wants to approach him and help him, he is very lonely, pitiful, and even angry.
This reminded Ning that when she knew her background, at that time, she was extremely angry, her ability was unprecedented, she was talented, she was very powerful.
But she lost everything, she lost her family, she lost her friends, and her thoughts at that time were very terrible, she wanted to kill those people, let those people see, what is the real cruelty, they used those barren reasons, to kill their relatives.
She wants to show those people what real cruelty is, she works hard to learn magic, she works hard to practice her abilities, not for anything else, but to make herself strong, to avenge her family, and to get justice for herself.
At that time, her heart was very entangled, she was about to be unable to hold on, she was extremely uncomfortable and tormented.
Now think about northern Myanmar from her own perspective at that time, perhaps, at that time, she would not hate northern Myanmar so much, on the contrary, they may cooperate, cooperate, make themselves strong, and let them find these revenge.
Avril looked at Ning's face, she didn't know what she had thought, she was also very puzzled, looked at her, and asked puzzledly, "Ning, what did you think of? What the hell is going on?"
"You have also heard about the recent murder of vampires, that child named Northern Myanmar is actually very pitiful, at a young age, he lost his parents, his talent is not high, and he is even ridiculed, abused, and beaten. ”
Avril nodded and said, "I know about this, but I didn't expect that this person named Northern Myanmar would have so many things happen to him." ”
Ning said categorically: "Yes, loneliness and anger made him have to change himself, he had to become stronger, so that he could protect himself and take revenge, but the psychology of wanting to become stronger made him embark on a road of no return." ”
Ning felt that she was very lucky, she was very lucky, Mo was also lucky, both of them were lucky, they were not angry, they made the right choice, so, now they are living well, fortunately, they didn't go that way.
But northern Myanmar is not so lucky, he has no reason and belief to persevere, he can only succeed, not allow failure, because, he can't fail.
Once he succeeds, he will be supreme, he will do what he wants, he will take revenge, he will be above those people, but if he fails, he will be doomed.
Thinking about it this way, Ning suddenly didn't want to take revenge, when was the time to retribution, why didn't he use a peaceful way to resolve those grievances and grievances?
Ning didn't want to stay longer for a moment, and said to Avril: "Avril, you help me take care of the two children, Leo doesn't need to, I'm going to the Black Forest, time is pressing, when Eric comes back, you tell him again, he will understand." ”
After saying that he was going to do so, he left the castle as fast as he could, went directly to the Black Forest, and through the gate, came to the human world, and came to the old man.
Mo saw Ning coming, walked over, and asked puzzledly, "You only went back yesterday." ”
"Yes, but I have made a bigger discovery. ”
"What is it?"
"Brother, what would have happened if you hadn't met the old man at that time? Would you go to those people for revenge for your mother, father, and me?"
Mo nodded: "I will, I will let those people pay for their blood debts, I will make them pay a hundred times the price, but fortunately, you are fine." ”
Ning nodded, showed a bitter smile and said, "Yes, that's right, you will take revenge, and so will I, I will avenge my parents and you." ”
Looking at the clouds in the sky, he said, "When I knew my origins." You don't know how tormented I was during that time, anger and hatred consumed me! I practiced hard, tried to break through, for what, in order to be able to take revenge, in order to let those people, see what real cruelty is. ”
"At that time, our family was ruined, I thought more than once, how to deal with them, how to eliminate them, but the old man stopped me, he said, everything is a cycle of cause and effect, when is the time for retribution, he enlightened me and told me, how to let go. ”
Mo was very grateful for the old man's approach at that time, otherwise, he would definitely look like he would never recover.
Ning nodded, and said very approvingly: "Yes, we are lucky, we met the person who can accompany us, tell us, what is right and what is wrong, let us learn to let go." ”
Mo didn't understand it very much, Ning suddenly came over just to say this to him, and it wasn't like.
asked, "Ning, what's wrong, talking about this?"
"We are lucky, but what about northern Burma? He is not, he is pathetic, he is pathetic. ”
"What do you mean. ”
Sitting on the edge of the bridge, looking at the clear stones in the water, he said: "Since he was a child, he lost his parents, was bullied, bullied, and abused by different people, his parents died at the hands of magicians, he himself, his talent is not high, he needs to become stronger." ”
Mo suddenly understood what Ning meant, nodded and said: "Yes, he needs to constantly break through himself in order to be a blockbuster, to protect himself, to avenge himself, to avenge his parents, he has no choice, he can't fail, this is the only way he can go down in hatred." ”
"That's right, that's why he's come this far, because not everyone is lucky. Not everyone can come out and succeed. ”
Mo smiled, yes, they were lucky, although there was no way to reverse this, but fortunately, they were still by each other's side.
"So what do you want?"
Ning said: "I think, we should talk to him, maybe there will be a better way to solve this matter, the war is endless, driven by desire, will make this battle more and more serious." ”
Mo nodded, but looked at Ning and said, "I think, he shouldn't be willing to talk to us, after all, who wants to tell his sad life story?"
"I don't know what to do, but I think there must be another solution, don't you? Brother, don't you want to solve this problem in a peaceful way and downplay this battle? ”
At this time, Jin on the side came over, and when he heard so much from them just now, and said that he wanted to talk to northern Myanmar, he was going to laugh, it was just a dream.
Ning was very unhappy and said, "Why are you eavesdropping on us!"
"I don't, it's so big here, I'm chopping wood, it's hard to listen to it. Kim said innocently.
Ning didn't bother to bother with him now, and was thinking about his own ideas.
Jin mercilessly interrupted Ning's terrible thought and said: "I advise you, it's better to dispel this idea of talking to him as soon as possible, because this is impossible, and it is just a waste of effort, it is better to have a serious fight." ”
Ning asked unhappily: "What do you mean by this, have you experienced those painful despairs, I hope someone will understand, someone will enlighten yourself." ”
Jin smiled and said: "Yes, that's right, someone needs to be enlightened, but not everyone thinks so, it's the demon in his heart that drives him, his nature is evil, I haven't heard of it, poor people must have something to hate?"
Ning wanted to say something, but Jin interrupted him: "Like him, my parents, went out to forage for food, but they just stole a bag of blood in the hospital, and they were burned alive by the magician with heavenly fire, I was on the sidelines, watching them leave me, but I couldn't help it."
In the end, I was found and beaten to half death, and it was he who saved me, saying that not all vampires deserve to die.
I knew that my abilities were limited, so I kept trying, I kept trying, in order to become the person next to the king, I kept trying to demand myself, and in the end, I did it, but what about him? What did he do? He was willing to fall and didn't force him to take this path, it was him, it was he who dug the grave for himself!"
The more she stared at Jin, the more excited she became, she and Mo didn't expect that Jin had such a background, and it turned out that he was also a poor person, only seeing Jin giggling, but she didn't expect that there were so many hidden behind it.
"I don't know...... You never said that, I thought. ”
"As I said, no one is willing to reveal their past to others, especially the past like this1, it will be very painful. ”
Ning dispelled the idea of negotiating with northern Myanmar, after all, not everyone is willing to accept such a fate, and northern Myanmar is unwilling, so it has embarked on a road of no return, which cannot be explained clearly in a few words.
Ning looked at Jin Yan sympathetically, feeling that although they hadn't been together for a long time, this person made her feel very simple, just thinking about repaying her kindness, but she didn't expect that his life experience was so miserable.
Probably that's why Kim doesn't want to say it, who wants others to look at themselves like this? He doesn't want sympathy, but a real friend, and he doesn't need such sympathetic eyes from the weak.
"Don't look at me like this, these things are in the past, since it's over, I'll let him stay in my memory, you don't have to feel sorry for me, in fact, I have never felt sorry for me. ”
Ning also nodded, yes, Jin didn't need such sympathy and said: "You're right, who doesn't have a little bit of a little-known past? It is precisely because of this past that we will grow up and mature, you are not going astray like him, you are a good vampire, and my cousin did not save the wrong person." ”