Chapter 269: The Sorrow of Life

Ru Zhenzhen was able to be sent to our village, not by chance, nor by coincidence, nor by some fate, which she had worked so hard to earn.

I don't know when Ru Zhen really fell in love with my father, maybe when they were besieged by Liu Xiaohua and his gang and escaped together, or maybe when my father improvised and said that she was his sister. This is really impossible to verify.

When Ru Zhenzhen stuffed his most cherished bracelet to my father, he also stuffed his first girl's heart to him.

After she and my father separated in the alley, they returned to their town, and after hiding at home for a few days, Zhou Jianhong found her.

A few more days later. By this time, my father and I might have arrived home. Zhou Jianhong led their Red Star faction to launch an attack on Liu Xiaohua's Red Flag faction, and there was almost no suspense, breaking up Liu Xiaohua's Red Flag faction in one fell swoop, and Liu Xiaohua's whereabouts are unknown. Some people say that Liu Xiaohua ran away to Beijing, and some people say that Liu Xiaohua secretly buried Zhou Jianhong alive, and there are different accounts.

After the elimination of Liu Xiaohua, the Red Star faction no longer had any opponents in the local area and dominated one side. Ru Zhenzhen is still a member of the Red Star Sect, and is one of the leaders of the Red Star Sect, she learned about my father's village from the personal information that my father had registered with them before, although my father was an impostor at that time, but except for the name, all other information was true.

Unconsciously, I thought about my father day and night, and repeated the name of our village and the name "Jia Fuqian" in my heart several times every day.

At the end of 1978, the central government issued instructions to encourage educated youths to go to the countryside. Ru Zhenzhen was thrilled, because she felt that the opportunity had come, the opportunity to be able to meet my father, to be with my father.

In their town, she was the first to take the initiative to ask to go to the countryside. At first, her parents disagreed, because the two of them were just such a child, but later saw that she was resolute, so they no longer objected. However, the place that was arranged for her was not ours, but a small village near their town, because her parents had a bit of a connection, and deliberately arranged it for her, and when she learned about it, she refused to live or die, and asked to come to our village by name. Her parents didn't understand, she said that there were a few comrades-in-arms she knew here, and someone would take care of her here. Ru Zhenzhen came to us at this time.

As soon as she entered the village, she couldn't wait to ask where "Jia Fuqian" lived, but this Jia Fuqian was not Jia Fuqian.

What does the real Jia Fuqian look like? I saw him when I was a child, and I was particularly impressed by him, with a round head, a one-headed garlic nose, and a very short chin, just like Feng Gong, the most terrible thing is his eyes, very similar to wolf eyes, the fierce light is exposed, when the eyes look at people, even if it is a very ordinary glance, it will make you feel that he is glaring at you viciously, making you chill down your spine. The whole person looks like an owl that has always been gloomy. In the past, our two families were not very far apart, and I was scared to cry when I was a child. At that time, I was a ghost hunter, and I went to the mass grave in the middle of the night, and I was fearless, but I was actually scared and cried by his appearance, and his terrible appearance, you can imagine.

Having said that, what is even more conceivable is that when Ru Zhenzhen, a lovely girl full of longing and excitement, knocked on the door of Jia Fuqian's house......

All her illusions, all her hopes, all her hopes, were shattered, like a nightmare.

However, this is just the beginning of a nightmare, Ru Zhenzhen wants to go back at this time, it is impossible, this is the place where she is looking for death and life, everything is to blame. In this world, there is no one who sells regret medicine.

Jia Fuqian was already married at that time, but a beautiful and lovely little girl took the initiative to send it to the door, and kept saying that she was looking for her. This beast, rippling, dominates the bowl and reads the pot.

Ru Zhenzhen is considered to have entered the wolf's den. In the months when he didn't go to Rose Spring, he was harassed by Jia Fuqian all day long, intentionally or unintentionally, maybe he thought Ru Zhenzhen was really interesting to him, and he felt that his scary owl face was very attractive, although he was married and had children. During this period, although he didn't dare to do anything to Ru Zhenzhen, the kind of secret sending autumn waves and squeezing his eyebrows made Ru Zhenzhen very annoying.

At this time, Ru Zhenzhen hated and regretted, hated my father, and regretted coming here.

Later, Rose Spring was short of manpower, and the cadres of the brigade asked these educated youths who were willing to go up the mountain to dig spring water, Ru Zhenzhen listened to it, and this was also an opportunity, at least he could get rid of Jia Fuqian's endless harassment, and followed a few educated youths up the mountain.

At that time, she didn't know that my father was going up the mountain, and that night she heard the sound of flutes and erhu from the mountain beam, so she asked a girl in the same dormitory, who was playing the tune, the girl knew our father, and seemed to have a good impression of my father (this is what Ru Zhenzhen later told my father), the girl said that it was the two brothers who played the flute and played the erhu, and they were from a certain village, Ru Zhenzhen moved her head and asked the age of the two people......

At this moment, Ru Zhenzhen's heart, which was almost cold, finally had a trace of heat.

She followed the sound and climbed up the mountain beam, she saw the figures of two people, and when she got closer, she took a look......

Ru Zhen really wanted to cry, and she really wanted to rush over and hug him desperately, telling him how much she had suffered and how much she had been wronged in order to find him. At the same time, a wave of hatred welled up in my heart.

I think about him day and night, but he is happy here. In the same village, it is impossible to have two Jia Fuqian and two Jia Fukun, the man in front of him has deceived himself, deceived himself so miserably and bitterly!

Ru Zhenzhen gritted her teeth and rushed over, wanting to get justice for herself, but the moment she saw the man carefully take out her bracelet from his arms, she wanted to cry again, she wanted to cry with relief and happiness. Because, one of her hearts was cared for and protected by this man in the deepest part of his arms every day......

It's all in plain sight. At this moment, Ru Zhenzhen felt that the grievances he suffered and the thoughts he paid were worth it. However, in order to maintain the shy side of her girl, she suppressed the overturning in her heart, and said to the man lightly, "I will also work here in the future, and we will be colleagues in the future." "She's hinting at him, she's telling him, I'm right here, you can come to me......

However, men don't realize this, maybe they have realized it, but they don't have that courage, men are just stupid and blindly don't give up.

waited for the man for three days with anticipation, but the man didn't move at all. When she was eating in the cafeteria, she secretly looked at the man, and when she saw that the man was in a bad spirit, she knew that it was because of herself, and secretly laughed in her heart, but she couldn't bear it.

On the fourth day, she heard a pleasant sound from the mountain beam again, and she was intoxicated, and she really couldn't bear it, because she heard a man's heart from the sound of the flute.

"Late at night in the garden is quiet, only the wind is singing softly, how good the night is, how hearty the heart, in this charming night......"

She ran up the mountain beam desperately, she wanted the man to play solo for her, and she wanted to take the initiative to give the man a chance to confess......

The opportunity, just like that, was tightly grasped by her and the man, as if they were holding each other's hands.

Spring, it's really spring.

In the following days, although it was bitter, it was very happy. The figure under the moon in front of the flowers, the flute sound of the lonely mountain beam, they have become a sweet couple who envy others.

Good times are always fleeting. In a blink of an eye, three years passed, and the time came to 1972, when my father was twenty-three years old.

At the age of twenty-three, he was already an older young man, and he should have gotten married a long time ago. My grandmother was very anxious and looked for someone to tell my father. However, because the family is not good and the family is poor, no one wants to match my father.

At this time, my grandmother didn't know about my father and Ru Zhen. My father told my grandmother that he had already had a partner, and as long as my grandmother agreed, they would be able to marry this year.

My grandmother was very happy to hear this, but when my father told her, the woman was a young intellectual, from the city. My grandmother's originally smiling face immediately pulled down and shook her head in disagreement.

Why, because at that time, it was almost impossible for a rural person to marry a city person, and the city people were pampered and couldn't do farm work, and marrying a daughter-in-law was not for her to come to the house as a painting, and the composition of the family was not good, not only the big landlord, but also the cow, ghost, snake, and god, the woman's family was red and miaozheng, can the parents agree?

This matter was put on hold. Because of this, Ru Zhenzhen was a little resentful of my father, feeling that my father listened to my grandmother too much, and it turned out that he was only second in the hearts of men, and he had an awkward relationship with my father.

In fact, Ru Zhenzhen's parents disagreed, there is such a daughter in the family, who is willing to let her marry into the ravine and suffer? However, Ru Zhenzhen's attitude is obviously much stronger than that of my father, advocating free love, refusing to be arranged by his parents, and marrying whoever he wants.

Because of this incident, both of them had a thorn in their hearts, a dark thorn that could not be pulled out, and it deeply stabbed each other......

Another year passed, and in 1973, my father was twenty-four years old.

My grandmother's attitude is still resolute, so she won't let my father have any more contact with Ru Zhenzhen, and at the same time, my grandmother can't find a partner for my father.

At this embarrassing juncture, one day, the blind Chen who suffered from the plague came, what did he do? Come and propose!

What's that point? Chen Blind this old guy has a lot of bad ideas, he told my grandmother, in their village, that is, the West Village, in the past, the little Chang couple who used to tie paper, had two children at home, the older one was a boy, and the younger one was a girl, which was similar to your family, and the children were also of the same age. Blind Chen said, it is better to let your son marry his daughter, let your daughter marry his son, and you will have a "family exchange" that kills two birds with one stone, and kiss the family.

When my grandmother heard this, she felt that my grandfather, a fox friend, had finally done a good thing for the family, and immediately agreed. My grandmother has also been in contact with Xiao Chang and his wife in the past, and the two of them are very good, and Xiao Chang's daughter-in-law used to be a daughter-in-law, and the children in the family must also be educated, Xiao Chang's daughter-in-law used to be a big beauty in their village, and the appearance of the daughter-in-law is definitely not bad, the most important thing is that both families are cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods, where can you find such a good person?

My father, who was not as strong as my grandfather, was suppressed by my grandmother, and in the winter of this year, the two families came to a "change of relatives", married a daughter, and married a daughter-in-law. Xiaochang and my grandmother were all smiling, and this time, the problems of our son and daughter were solved......

At this time, there is still a little awkward between Ru Zhenzhen and my father, the two of them haven't seen each other for a while, and Ru Zhenzhen is angry with my father.

However, when Ru Zhenzhen heard the news of my father's marriage, the whole person was about to collapse, and she didn't say anything awkward, because if she continued to think about it, she would lose this man, and she couldn't bear the pain of losing her lover and breaking her liver and intestines.

Ru Zhenzhen came in despair, on the day my mom and my dad got married.

My mother said that on the day she married my father, Ru Zhenzhen was sitting on the bed in their new house, sitting with my father, and Ru Zhenzhen was crying all the time, with tears on her face......

How to sing that song: Only the newcomer laughs, who hears the old man crying, the word love, it's so hard......

Having said that, isn't my mother's heart bitter when she sees a man who is married to her sitting on the bed with a strange woman? Ru Zhenzhen's eyes are crying, and my mother's heart is crying, because the man she loves is not my father......

What is it called? This is not called creation and manipulation, so what is it called? This is called a tragedy derived from the background of the great era, no coincidence!

That night, when I entered the cave room, my dad actually ran away, and he ran back to Rose Spring.

At this time, my grandmother was fifty-five years old, old, and she was no longer a lovely little girl who was coquettish in front of my grandfather and my grandfather, and the burden of life was all over her face that had been through vicissitudes.

My grandmother went up the mountain with a stick and found my father and asked him to go down the mountain with her, but my father refused to live or die, and my grandmother cried in front of my father for the first time. My father, knelt down for her, my grandmother cried, looked up to the sky and cried, shouting at the sky: "Dad, my daughter is not filial, I didn't raise the children of your Liu family well......"