Chapter 146: The Past That Couldn't Let Go
Hey? Gone? When is it?
Su Ruyu opened her eyes from the chair and listened attentively, feeling a little happy and a little annoyed.
I fell asleep again, but I woke up again!
This repeated cycle is like reincarnation, which makes Su Ruyu helpless and glad, but she is still alive, and she is glad that she is still alive.
Wiping the saliva marks on her face, Su Ruyu looked down at the wine bottle next to the chair, frowned, and said, "Is it almost gone again?" The consumption is getting bigger and bigger. ”
She sighed.
"Let's find a time to go again."
Standing up from the chair and stretching for a long time, Su Ruyu yawned and walked towards her lounge, she had already survived another day, first go take a good shower and then go to sleep beautifully.
Well?
Su Ruyu, who walked to the door of the lounge, suddenly stopped, and she turned her head to look at the warehouse in surprise.
The door is open, it is open.
What was he doing in a hurry and forgetting to close the door?
Although Su Ruyu has to deliberately open it by herself every time, it is indeed a little troublesome, but such a serious and serious child makes her feel interesting, so she naturally ignores these troubles.
In fact, Lu An is also a person who is not used to closing the door, which is also related to his sister Anna. Countless inconspicuous details and habits in Lu An's life come from this, and slowly speaking, they are all related to his sister Anna. When Feng Tingting went to visit the brother and sister, it was Anna who explained to her for a long time.
And here, Lu An simply couldn't see it in his heart, deliberately competing with this female military doctor, maybe he just subconsciously closed the door after a dozen times, but deep down in his heart he was absolutely dissatisfied, and he couldn't look at this drunken female subordinate all day.
Su Ruyu saw through it at a glance the first time, she has never been a person to like, and she has encountered countless situations everywhere, and she is already familiar with this kind of detailed competition.
Lu An's politeness on the surface was just a disguise, of course he was dissatisfied and slightly disgusted in his heart, but he refused to reveal it at all, and only slightly neglected this kind of detail.
Su Ruyu thought it was very interesting, she hadn't seen such a patient child for a long time, and she was bored and deliberately accompanied Lu An to compete in this detail.
Now, however, the game is over abruptly, coming to an abrupt end at the open warehouse door.
Su Ruyu used to open the warehouse door when she returned to the room after Lu An left, but when she walked through the warehouse door just now, she subconsciously walked directly because of the open door, and only reacted at the door of the lounge.
So, Su Ruyu walked back and came to the door of the warehouse.
"Is there something urgent going on? Let him leave in such a hurry that he forgot to close the door casually. ”
Su Ruyu's gaze looked inward, and it landed on the hatch-type brain with the hatch wide open.
"Well, I haven't even opened the hatch of the brain, it seems that I'm really in a hurry! Could it be diarrhea? However, I should have told him that the toilet was in the back, right? ”
Su Ruyu patted her head and wondered, "Didn't you tell him?" Hey, it doesn't seem to be. ”
Su Ruyu, who was yawning, heard the alarm sound that had been faint in the cabin Zhi's brain, and she muttered dissatisfiedly and stepped forward, ready to close the hatch cover to stop this annoying noise.
"Really, it's so ......"
The mouth that was open with a yawn froze slightly, and the hand that was about to press the hatch also lost its strength, and Su Ruyu, who was pressing on the hatch cover, was shocked to see the hologram that was floating in the cabin's brain.
It should have been eight years ago, indifferent, arrogant, focused, indifferent, staring at the material in her hand without a trace of emotion.
At that time, it should be only one step away from the final result, and both myself and my mentor have vaguely felt that at that time, as long as they take one more step forward, they can change the history of all mankind, so at that time, immersed in glory, dreams and unable to extricate themselves, it turned out to be like this!
Since Su Ruyu started to flee, although she has kept these images, she rarely touches them again, so even she herself began to forget her image at that time, and now it seems that there is a strange feeling.
"Damn, after the last temptation, I forgot to put it away! Momo, you're too careless! ”
Su Ruyu stood stunned for a long time, and suddenly scolded fiercely.
In fact, the last time these holograms were transmitted to the cabin wisdom brain to try to trick Lu An, Su Ruyu subconsciously felt that something was wrong.
These materials in their hands should have been destroyed a long time ago, and they are completely like time bombs in their hands, and they may blow themselves to pieces at some point. Of course, in Su Ruyu's heart, it is very likely that she will not live to that time, so it doesn't matter if she holds it.
At the beginning, under the cover of the mentor, I fled from there in a hurry, and I couldn't bring out too many things, and these things were the only things that could be brought out.
Su Ruyu put away the hand that was placed on the hatch cover and touched her right wrist sadly.
At the beginning, relying on these things brought out of the laboratory, I was able to escape from the pursuit of those people, and I was able to live quietly in this barren place, struggling on the line of life and death every day.
And this is the only evidence of the teacher's existence.
The mentor may have no bones left by now, after all, he has violated so many taboos, and the mentor himself can't stand that kind of condemnation in his heart! Deliberately staying to cover himself, is it just to face the final judgment calmly?
When will your judgment come?
The instructor said that he had heard such a story before.
There was a man who often had insomnia who lived on a non-soundproof floor, and there was a man upstairs who often came home late and would come back to his room late at night, creaking back to his bedroom every night and then taking off his shoes and going to bed. In the silence of the night, the shoes would make a "thump" and "thump" sound when they hit the floor, and then everything would be calm, and the insomniac man would be sure that he would never be woken up again, and then he could sleep peacefully.
But one day, perhaps the man who came home late felt that the sound of the first shoe falling on the ground was too noisy, so he gently placed the second shoe on the floor. As a result, in the early morning, the insomniac man downstairs knocked on the upstairs door with a pair of dark circles under his eyes, and asked very tiredly, "Why hasn't the second shoe fallen yet?" ”
The teacher sighed to himself at that time, and the man said that human life and death, good and evil, wrong and right and ......, and so on, are like the shoes that have fallen one after the other. Sometimes, in the gap between the past and the future, we move forward in the present at a loss, leaving the first one behind, but no one knows when the second shoe will fall.
The second shoe that falls is the final judgment of man, and the word "last judgment" is a metaphor used by religious people in prehistory.
Death is the second shoe that falls at some point, and it is the so-called "final judgment" when people face their fate.
This story is the story that the mentor told Su Ruyu after the final result of the day came out, after the tutor made up his mind and made that choice. At that time, Su Ruyu didn't understand, or didn't seem to understand, this story was so strange, even a boring story.
Isn't there a myriad of ways for a person who has a nervous breakdown to the point of insomnia? Whether it is exercise, diet, medication, work and rest, etc., he can sleep peacefully without having to wait for a second shoe to fall asleep.
However, the time was so tight at that time, the mentor had to make various arrangements to cover her escape, and to let her have enough time to leave the moon, and not so much time to answer Su Ruyu's questions. Therefore, Su Ruyu could only listen quietly, listening to the tutor's instructions like a forced indoctrination, and then took these only materials that could be taken away without affecting the mentor's cover for her escape, and left the laboratory where she had been in since graduation.
Later, Su Ruyu, who had experienced escape, pursuit, and life and death, would always think of this story from time to time, and she began to slowly understand the meaningful sigh of her mentor and the intention of the person who told the story to her mentor.
That person, in fact, had been persuading the mentor to stop a long time ago, but unfortunately the mentor at that time probably didn't listen.
However, the story told by that man was finally fulfilled.
In order to hear the sound of the falling shoes, the mentor took the initiative to cover her and escaped, and the mentor finally became the one who lived downstairs, the one who had a nervous breakdown and couldn't sleep all night.
Now, Su Ruyu has become more and more like the person downstairs, she also wants to be able to sleep quietly, so she always prays for the second shoe to fall quickly, but she doesn't have the courage to go upstairs and knock on the door and take the initiative to ask about the whereabouts of the second shoe. It's so tormented, it's contradictory, it's painful.
Therefore, for Su Ruyu, the so-called risk of revealing her identity in these holographic image materials is actually very small, not that her identity will not be exposed, but that she no longer cares very much about the consequences of revealing her identity. She huddled on the desolate asteroid number 265, just waiting quietly for the shoe to fall, not afraid of it.
These hologram materials are actually the only surviving evidence of her past. In this video, there is her ten years ago, so strange and so familiar; There are also occasional glimpses of mentors, but now maybe only I can remember my mentor, and I still have the image of my mentor. As for the others, perhaps, they are all gone, and no one remembers the mentor.
How can you be willing to let go of such a past?
But if you die, who can remember you? Forget yourself, then no one can remember all the people in this image anymore, as if they never existed.
The reason why Su Ruyu wanted to release this holographic image data and put it in this cabin-type brain when she obviously felt that something was wrong was probably because she hoped that someone would be able to find it by accident.
Although, she also has a mischievous connotation.
This asteroid is too lonely and lonely, and it is easy to not even see a person, Su Ruyu has not been in contact with a person so frequently for a long time, she wants to scare this teenager, and playfully has the mood of watching a play.
People have been bored for a long time, and they just want to have fun so viciously.
But this young man seems to be very interesting, so interesting that Su Ruyu's mind to take the initiative to tease him gradually faded, after all, such a prank is indeed a bit excessive in her opinion, but she couldn't help it when she was lonely and crazy before.
"There was such a mistake, and sure enough, the head is getting less and less bright?"
Su Ruyu smiled bitterly at the corner of her mouth, but her subordinates suddenly pressed and closed the hatch cover of the cabin-type wisdom brain, and the noisy and piercing alarm stopped abruptly.