Chapter 107: Gathering
Although Zheng Yonghua doesn't necessarily know everything, judging from the fact that Li Shuai hasn't contacted him for so long, nine times out of ten he has been killed. Although Xiao Mo had been hinting at himself in his heart before, he forced himself to try to accept Li Shuai's death.
But when he decided to convince himself of this fact, he was still in agony and almost couldn't help himself.
If he hadn't kept hinting at himself a long time ago, he would have completely collapsed because of Li Shuai's death, and he would never have been like now, still moving forward in a curse.
After experiencing so much in the curse, Xiao Mo's dedication to life is no longer limited to simply living. If he just wanted to live by himself, then he would never be gritting his teeth and insisting like he is now.
It's not so much that he's holding on for his own survival in the curse, but that he's holding on for those who are no longer willing to leave. It's really tiring and tiring to live, but with so many people's wishes deposited in his body, and so many pairs of praying eyes on him, he really has no way not to persevere.
When life itself becomes a responsibility, selfishness becomes a luxury.
Xiao Mo himself is not a selfless Virgin, on the contrary, he can't accept that kind of thought. He is just a person who knows how to be grateful, and he must repay others for his kindness, which is his principle of life, and in his eyes the principle is above life.
He has always wandered in a circle, and he will always ask himself from time to time, what is the purpose of human life?
He doesn't want to live for the sake of living, he wants to know the meaning of his existence, he wants to make his life meaningful.
Decades of life are like fireworks that bloom in an instant, to be brilliant and colorful, to be vigorous, not to be remembered by others, only to have no regrets.
What is the meaning of life?
So much has been through. After meeting so many people, Xiao Mo felt that the meaning of his life was to walk out of this damn curse with everyone's expectations and everyone's unwillingness, and regain that cheap and extremely precious freedom.
And this is not his goal alone, it belongs to all those who are unwilling to leave in samsara.
After Xiao Mo returned from the concentration camp, he locked himself in his room for a whole day, during which Wang Yiyi and Bai Yimei were unable to contact him because he turned off his mobile phone. It wasn't until the two of them went to the concentration camp by themselves that they found out about the hotel where Xiao Mo was located from Zheng Yonghua. This is also what Xiao Mo asked Zheng Yonghua to convey when he left.
After coming to the hotel, at first Wang Yiyi and Bai Yimei were still patiently waiting for Xiao Mo to come out, but Xiao Mo did not show any signs of coming out all day long, but Wang Yiyi did not listen to Bai Yimei's stop, and knocked Xiao Mo out of the room.
After Xiao Mo came out, although he tried his best to hide the pain in his heart, he failed to deceive the two daughters of Bai Yimei, who had sharp intuition, so it happened that in the next few days, Wang Yiyi kept taking Bai Yimei to bother Xiao Mo.
In the final analysis, it was Wang Yiyi who didn't want Xiao Mo to think about anything alone. After all, Xiao Mo is the absolute backbone of these people, and once he falls, then these people are basically finished.
In Xiao Mo's heart, he felt that he was just a person with some analytical ability. And some luck is just ordinary people, and it is not something essential to save zĂ i. He doesn't have Zhang Tianyi's calmness, nor does he have Su Hao's wisdom, and he has survived every incident. Many victims who could have been rescued died tragically.
Although his mind has improved, in his own opinion, it is just the accumulation of dozens of events. It is a qualitative change caused by quantitative change, and there is nothing to be proud of at all.
However, in the eyes of Li Sixuan and others, Xiao Mo was not at all what he thought he was.
It is no exaggeration to say that everyone on the bus regards Xiao Mo as a belief, in other words, as long as Xiao Mo is alive and he is still holding on, they have hope of survival, and they can grit their teeth and persist together.
Therefore, everyone on the bus can be missing, everyone can be replaced by another person, only Xiao Mo is indispensable.
"They should be back soon, too, I got some information about the final events in the camp this time, and I'll tell you that information in a moment."
Bai Yimei and Wang nodded one by one, and now they were completely quiet. They didn't have to wait long before there was a "knock" sound from the door. Wang Yiyi hurriedly ran to the door to open the door, and then saw the little follower poke his head out of his head.
Immediately afterwards, I heard Li Sixuan behind her say:
"Captain Xiao, let's see who's back."
Seeing the "delicate" little face of the little follower, Xiao Mo smiled from the bottom of his heart, as if he was looking at a relative he hadn't seen for many years:
"You little girl really scared me to death, but ......"
Before Xiao Mo could finish speaking, the little attendant ran over and hugged Xiao Mo, and his body suddenly trembled lightly.
Xiao Mo was also a little choked, and whispered again and again:
"It's good to be back...... It's good to come back......"
I don't know when it began, maybe from the moment when the little follower stood in front of him desperately and fought against the evil spirit, he decided to protect her like a relative.
The good thing is that it ...... She's back.
Li Sixuan and Chen Cheng also came in from outside the door one after another, and it could be seen that they were in a very good mood at this time.
Wang Yiyi secretly pulled Bai Yimei at this time, Bai Yimei looked at her blankly, and saw Wang Yiyi pouting sourly, implying that Bai Yimei didn't take the initiative again, and her sweetheart was abducted by Little Lori.
"Don't talk nonsense!"
Bai Yi glanced at Wang Yimei one by one, and was a little angry in his heart, not for the little follower, but because he felt that Wang Yiyi's joke was a bit excessive. In fact, she admired them very much in her heart, and felt that it was not easy to establish such a deep relationship with each other in such a cruel environment, and it was particularly enviable.
"How is your body feeling, is it fully recovered?"
Xiao Mo looked at the little attendant, and the little attendant grimaced at Xiao Mo, and then nodded to indicate that he was all right.
Xiao Mo didn't completely believe the little follower, but turned his gaze to Chen Cheng and Li Sixuan, obviously asking them for verification.
It wasn't until Li Sixuan and Chen Cheng nodded that he completely put his mind at ease, and it was not to blame him for being suspicious of the little follower, the key was that the little follower looked small, but in fact, it was not an ordinary idea.
A few people chatted for a while after that, until Xiao Mo talked about the information he had gotten from Zheng Yonghua a few days ago about the event. (To be continued......)