Chapter 281: A dilemma
Chapter 281: A dilemma
"Can it really be resurrected?"
"It depends on your choice, impossible or maybe, please."
Garo saw that Lu An's demeanor instantly became a little lost, after all, his disappointment was beyond words, so he persuaded again.
"But some possibilities are better than no possibility at all."
Lu An was silent for a moment, his eyes drooped, and said, "I'm going to think about it." ”
After saying that, he finally turned around and left the Gallo store, but the middle-aged man behind him did not stop him again, but watched Lu An leave with a smile on his face.
Coming out of the alley where the Gallo shop was located again, and heading east along 19th Avenue to the shores of Lake Ladoga, still in the shade of the birch forest where it had been before, and the same tree where it had been sitting.
Lu An leaned against the trunk of the tree, looking up at the leaves rustling in the breeze, the blue sky above that was a little guilty, and the white clouds seemed to wander lazily in the sky.
The summer here does not have the feeling of being hot and humid by the big lake, it is a kind of warm and refreshing without hurry, and the wind by the lake brings people a pleasant feeling, which makes people just want to sit in the birch forest here, do nothing, just be in a daze.
However, after all, this is not a big lake that Lu An is familiar with, and he can't be relieved of the groundwater, plunging headlong into the deep water, forgetting all his troubles.
Where does he have the qualifications to do nothing now, just be in a daze? Any inaction, any rest, any stopping, is blasphemy, is sin.
As long as he thinks of his wife and daughter lying on Mars, Lu An can't let himself, do nothing, just be in a daze.
He lowered his head and looked at the brain on his wrist, "It should be late at night in District 13 now." ”
Lu An turned his head to look at the rippling lake not far away, sighed silently, and sent a message to his sister Anna.
"I went out suddenly, and I probably won't be able to go back for the next two days. Don't wait for me, rest early. I'll go back sooner when that's done. ”
Lu An typed the last word, but suddenly asked himself in his heart: "Is the matter done?" But when will it be done? There are still so many people who should die, maybe a long, long time later, can I wait until that day? ”
Thinking that his sister Anna might have to wait at home alone, and she might wait endlessly, and she would have to wait for a long, long time before she could finish her business, Lu An became a little irritable inexplicably.
I'm irritable about how powerless I feel right now, and I'm irritable about the possibility of dragging another person down.
In the shade of the birch trees, he groped around, picked up a few stones, and threw them into the lake one by one, as if they were his enemies one by one.
On the breezy edge of the lake, the tranquility was broken, and from time to time there was the sound of "goo-dong" and "goo-dong" of stones entering the water, only the last stone, which was about Lu An's last vent, did not fall headlong into the water, but swirled, floating, jumping, and flying into the distance.
It took a while for a "coo" sound to be heard.
Lu An was slightly stunned, and the irritability in his heart churned uncontrollably.
Do you have to go against yourself even a stone?!
However, irritability could not solve the problem, nor could he make a choice for Lu An, and could not make him clearly answer the choice question given to him by the middle-aged man in the Gallo store.
So, Lu An had no choice but to take a deep breath and force himself to think desperately about this choice.
If it was just for Su Ruyu, even if there was only a 1 in 10,000 or 1 in 100 million chance, Lu An would not hesitate to make a choice.
But is this man trustworthy? Perhaps, for Su Ruyu, he is trustworthy.
After all, from this "Gallo" before the dictation, he has a delicate relationship with Su Ruyu's mentor, I'm afraid it's not just as simple as being like-minded, so Su Ruyu wants to entrust her mentor's unfinished business to this man.
But this is not the case for Lu An, at least that man has obvious hatred for his father.
Although Lu An was shocked by the scene he described, and was also grabbed by the possibility of resurrecting Su Ruyu that he said, Lu An did not lose his mind, he clearly felt that the man was trying his best to encourage him, using all kinds of positive and side rhetoric to try to persuade him to move in the direction of the man's mouth.
Is it just at his mercy? What is he trying to hide? Does he have other purposes?
Guessing the middle-aged man's thoughts, Lu Anxin was in a state of confusion.
If that's all he wants, he can simply refuse it neatly, but as long as he thinks that it has something to do with Su Ruyu, even if he knows in his heart how ridiculous, ridiculous, and crazy it is to resurrect a dead person, he can't help but shake his heart.
This temptation is inexplicable and irresistible.
If Su Ruyu can be resurrected, Lu An at this time is willing to pay any price. And if you can really resurrect the dead, can you think more far, you can try more crazy things, such as father, mother, brother......
How is this possible? The dead live forever, the living will perish, they are dead after all!
But what if? In case of......
People's psychology is so strange, reason and emotion often pull people in different directions, even in opposite directions, not only to make people emotionally sad, but also to tear people apart.
But this is not the so-called troubles of life after all, you can plunge headlong into the deep water, forget and forget, Lu An had to face the sparkling water of Lake Ladoga, sit in the shade of the birch forest, and face this fateful choice.
And thousands of miles away, some people are sighing, they don't dare to face the choice after all.
In the zero area of the earth, Lu Yong faced his wife who had accompanied him through more than 50 years of ups and downs at home, and said with a lonely face: "The older I get, the less courageous I become, and now I have become an old immortal." ”
After saying that, he closed his eyes tiredly, leaned back on the sofa, and was extremely tired all over his body, giving up a military posture that had been the same for decades, and he rarely showed such a depressed appearance in front of others.
However, his wife, Feng Yisu, just gently put her hand on his knee.
She knew that Lu Yong didn't need to comfort himself at this time, his heart had always been unswerving. Even if there is a wavering in words, it is not that he wants to change his course, he never confides his thoughts, his depression is always just disappointment, and disappointment will never affect his mood.
It's just that he's probably getting old.
Feng Yisu looked at her husband's hair, which had already turned silvery-white, and couldn't help but sigh.
If he was young, he probably wouldn't have shown even the slightest disappointment. Even when he was the most embarrassed in his life, when the two first met on Mars, his eyes were shining, calm as a sea, and he was dirty but had a peaceful taste all over his body.
But think about his age, he is in his eighties, and he is not more than ten years away from the threshold of 100 years of human beings.
Since when has he aged to this extent? About 10 years ago. When the news came, he had completely collapsed, and he pulled himself out of the darkness, but at that time he didn't realize that he had shed tears in front of him for the first time in his life.
Later, he gradually had gray hair, and when his daughter-in-law took Ning Ning away, he had a little more gray hair; When she died, he had much more gray hair; When An An took the girl away, his hair was almost completely white; And Ning Ning is gone, and there is no longer a trace of black hair.
Feng Yisu sighed silently in her heart, rubbed the hand on her husband's knee slightly, turned her head and asked, "Xiao Liu, you say, that Su Ruyu, she, she really has nothing to do with Ying Bang?" ”
Liu Yuan, who was sitting opposite Feng Yisu, smiled bitterly and said: "Mrs. Yingbang's affairs should know about it now, whether it has anything to do with it or not, probably only he himself knows." After all, the traces of the beginning have been wiped clean by Ying Bang himself, and the woman who was back then has died long ago, and the insiders are gone. ”
"Back then, we all doubted, and even quarreled many times about it, and even the mother of two children turned her face with Ying Bang. But he never spoke. Alas-" Feng Yisu sighed, looked at Liu Yuan and asked, "That Su Ruyu, is she really pregnant?" ”
Liu Yuan shook his head and said, "I'm not sure, when I arrived, it was already burned out." However, looking at An An's reaction, it should be true. ”
Feng Yisu closed his eyes in pain and said, "Is this something wrong?" Could it be that even if that woman died, would her ghost still linger? ”
Liu Yuan said apologetically: "Madam, it's all my fault this time, if I hadn't done it too much, I wouldn't have ......."
Feng Yisu waved his hand weakly and said: "Don't blame you, everyone in the family has seen that girl, in case she really ......, there is nothing wrong with you wanting An An to meet her, it is all the sins of our elders, but let An An and her swallow these evil fruits, I don't blame you, I don't blame you, speaking of which, it's all our fault." ”
Liu Yuan smiled bitterly again: "Madam, they are all gone, and Madame doesn't have to be too sad now." ”
At this time, Lu Yong, who was lying on the sofa on his back, stretched out his hand and waved at Liu Yuan, and said weakly: "Forget it, it doesn't matter what her relationship with Ying Bang is now, An An is willing to do so, just follow his wishes." ”
Feng Yisu looked at her husband, who was still with his eyes closed, and said to Liu Yuan: "Next time I go to Mars, if I have time, help the two of us bring a bouquet of flowers, we are sorry for this child." ”
"And." Lu Yong opened his eyes, looked at Liu Yuan tiredly and said, "Clear up all her related past, don't let An An know, if he knows, I'm afraid he won't be able to think about it for a while......"
"Yes, Commander."
So, although the husband and wife avoided the multiple choice questions left by their son, they no longer had to choose to believe or not to believe. However, there was no relief, only endless sadness.
However, it is not only the living who face a choice, in the virtual human world, in the endless darkness of the network, there is a thought flowing by.
"Is it again? It turns out that such a choice has come again, no wonder I will be awakened. O human beings, life is reincarnation. What should I do this time? ”
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