Qing Zhen Chapter: Ye Qing (3)
Have you ever fantasized about what you will say when you say goodbye to the person you once loved, what kind of scene, and whether there is another person by your side? What about the one you used to be? Will they smile and greet each other, or look at each other angrily, and the most likely thing is that they pass by and don't know anyone? Or, seeing that he is not doing as well as himself, he will secretly rejoice that he was not with that person in the first place.
All Ye Qing thought about was not to see him again, and he even wanted to hide to the ends of the earth, and even thought that if he knew that he would meet him earlier today, he would definitely not take this road. But what is even more regrettable is that you should not suddenly give a generous amount to beggars on the side of the road.
You can imagine how embarrassing it was at that moment, but Ye Qing finally greeted him with a simple smile.
Rong Zhen narrowed her eyes and looked at the child in her arms fixedly, and closed it weakly as if her eyes had been stung. Sure enough, she was left behind. Ye Qing is a ruthless woman, she always thinks of ways to make her life better.
Ye Qing didn't know how she should feel at this moment, but she felt a little helpless, do you want her to say, Rong Zhen, look, even if you left me because of another woman, I still gave birth to your child.
Suddenly, she suddenly remembered that year, Xia Nuo arrogantly said that she had Rong Zhen's child, and her mood at that time. Helpless and angry, he wanted to step forward and strangle her immediately, and even more wanted to kill Rong Zhen immediately, but in the end she didn't do anything.
Even the slap she threw was just for another man, Ye Qing's childhood sweetheart who died because of Xia Nuo.
She apologized to Rong Zhen very humbly that night, Ye Qing knew that she had no face and no skin, but she also knew from her bones that beating a pregnant woman was indeed too much, not to mention that their marriage was still because of her.
When Ye Qing was young, the most seen picture was her father beating her mother, she stood aside and cried, sometimes her father was anxious, and she would beat her together. It is undeniable that when Rong Zhen questioned herself, she thought of the picture when she was a child, and instinctively learned her mother's groveling prayer.
But afterwards, Ye Qing regretted it very much, why apologize because he didn't do anything wrong? She was the one who should have been apologized.
Smiling politely at Rong Zhen, Ye Qing turned around and disappeared into his eyes.
She doesn't want to dwell on those things in the past, although sometimes she still feels like she is being calculated when she thinks about it, although this makes her very unhappy, but it's all in the past. Ye Qing had a dream that night.
Rong Zhen in the dream added some medicine to her meal, she hid behind the door and watched, and then secretly took those pills to the hospital for examination, and the doctor said that it was contraceptive pills. She was standing in the hospital hallway, dazed.
Is the child she gave birth to so uneventful? No, no, no, maybe it should be said that Rong Zhen hates her so much? Obviously married but still unwilling to have her children? So why marry her?
Then she remembered in a trance that he would marry her because of Xia Nuo.
Ye Qing entered a dead end.
When she woke up from the dream, Ye Qing was already sweating profusely, swallowing saliva with difficulty, looking at the sleeping children around her, she felt that she should hate, but what about hate?
Rong Zhen would never have thought that Ye Qing's child was his, because the medicine he used was very heavy, and the doctor said to Ye Qing at that timeββββ Do you want to never have a child?" Why use such a strong one? This medicine has a lot of side effects and may have an effect on your children in the future.
The doctor's words came true, and there really was something wrong with her child.
Ye Qing felt that the world was too fair, so that she didn't know what to say, but every time she held the child, she would always feel guilty. obviously made a mistake, but in the end, she let the child bear the consequences, and then she had a grudge against Rong Zhen.
In everyone's cognition, Ye Qing was able to marry Rong Zhen is the ancestor of the first eight lives, a woman with no academic qualifications and no family background, a family background or a university professor, and her handsome appearance can be comparable to a popular idol. The union of the two stunned everyone.
Those who don't know think it's Cinderella's story, but those who know are sarcastic about Ye Qing's facelessness and skinlessness. Everyone knows that Rong Zhen loves Xia Nuo, and she Ye Qing was only able to marry Rong Zhen because of Xia Nuo's words.
They looked down on her, and sometimes even said directly in front of her, is this stolen marriage happy? Thief Ye Qing.
It doesn't matter, thieves are thieves, anyway, Ye Qing doesn't live on them, in fact, she also wants to scold back, what about her thieves, she didn't steal them after all. But Ye Qing knew that she didn't have that right, so she had to say nothing, and when she was scolded as a thief, she smiled.
When others mentioned Xia Nuo in front of people, she also smiled. Many days later, Ye Qing finally understood why Xia Nuo wanted Rong Zhen to marry him.
The husband is blatantly in love with another person, and everyone knows it. Such a marriage can be imagined, it must be unhappy.
Understood but only more painful, she smiled every day and tried to live, but in the end she still lost to Xia Nuo's words. In fact, let her use one sentence to describe Rong Zhen and Xia Nuo's words, probably she won't say anything, adulterer** She felt insulted by that adjective, maybe a noun, but in the end they were unbearable in her heart.
But Ye Qing knew in his heart that he was even more unbearable than them, and he jumped down stupidly knowing that it was a trap, just because he was greedy for that man's cold gaze, just because he was like the male protagonist who appeared in it.
She wanted to experience what it was like to be a heroine, but Ye Qing at that time forgot that she did not have the identity and qualifications to be a heroine. The protagonist always has a good temperament, either stubborn or gentle, and he can always attract the male protagonist.
has a family background, or is seen by the male protagonist with stubborn eyes, or extremely beautiful appearance, or very talented. But there are very few people like Ye Qing.
Ye Qing is almost synonymous with reality, no money, no looks, no family background, and no talent. Her eyes were dark but she had no spirit, and if there were two men chasing her at the same time, one handsome but not rich, and the other not handsome but rich, she would choose the former over the latter.
This is the conclusion that Rong Zhen made for her early on. Among Rong Zhen's friends, Ye Qing is the most often mentioned, but most of them are linked to real philistines, so that Rong Zhen doesn't like to take her with him wherever he goes in the future.
What man would carry a woman who can't add a halo to himself, but will become his own burden? If Ye Qing was a man, she would not take a woman out who would only embarrass herself.
There is no one who does not love face.
At the beginning, Ye Qing was still a little sad, but in the end, he didn't feel anything. After a long time, it will become numb.
Rong Zhen sat on the street, watching the pedestrians come and go, and finally closed his eyes. This world is very prosperous, but these prosperity has nothing to do with him anymore. Suddenly thinking of Ye Qing's smiling face, Rong Zhen realized that he seemed to have only seen Ye Qing in three modes.