Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Nature of Salted Fish
The happiest thing in life is "salted fish turning over", and his life is like a textbook for salted fish turning over. Now he has all the things a man wants: women, status, money.....
But true love is hard to find...... Maybe that's not what he needs..... But he came anyway....... He still wanted to see it for himself......
...... This location is just enough to have a panoramic view of the clinic opposite the cordon. Occupy the most advantageous position, hidden behind broken lampposts in the dimly lit alley, just enough to block his figure.
The coffee in my hand is a little cold, it's time to throw it away.... Watch the police and the media also leave one after another. Only one car was left parked outside the crime scene..... He was confident that he would be able to hide from the surveillance of this insignificant number of police officers. A little bit in that direction.....
He wanted to see.... Wonder.... I want to feel the moment when she faced death in order to prove her love for him......
At this time, his mood was even a little excited.... It's been a long time since I've felt the brunt of this thrill..... Once again, it was like a new life, excited and overwhelmed......
Just like half a year ago, he also filled out an application form online with the idea of becoming a beneficiary if he didn't succeed. And since that day...... Everything has changed dramatically.
And this feeling of being free from all shackles also came out of the corners of his mouth at this time...... He had given up his faith, but now he was thankful that God had been so kind to him! After all, he got what he wanted again and again.......
...... He went around to the back door of the clinic, where there was no cordon and no one, and the lock seemed to be no longer necessary due to the death of the owner of the house.....
It's so easy, everything comes so easily..... Half a year ago.... Such luck is something he can't imagine!
Since he was a child, he has been fat when he drinks cold water, which has made him suffer from school violence. In his twenties, he still never had a girlfriend, and he has been living his boring otaku life with an obese and clumsy appearance.
...... Pushing the back door of the house, I entered the kitchen near the back door, and broke a piece of bread on the dining table and chewed it carefully.......
Food is something he can't live without for the rest of his life. What was originally just a spiritual sustenance has now become a supply of his energy.
The once sick habits of life made his heart beyond the conformity.... In the process of ruining his seemingly meaningless life again and again, death will get closer and closer to him...... But at this time, he can enjoy the food to the fullest, and sit unscrupulously with the beautiful woman!!
....... Walking into the hallway, the figure in the decorative mirror made him stop..... He still couldn't resist admiring his current figure as it was reflected in the object......
He vaguely remembered it until that day..... The company sent him a notice to participate in the experiment of the new drug. More than 200 pounds and almost 300 pounds, he was sandwiched by four strong men and sent to the ambulance. From the moment he walked to the Water Gene Experiment Division in Los Angeles, the moment he walked out of his room for the first time in three years, everything was adapted.
He was lucky that the drug pair worked. Heart problems were not his concern, but the first thing that gave him hope was his increasingly thin weight. He couldn't believe it was such a small pill...... can become what he never dared to think.
The body is lighter, and the person becomes confident. And the one he has always liked, the psychiatrist who was invited by his mother, the only one in the world who cares about him, to chat with him every week, looks at him differently. Sure enough, people loved beautiful skins, and sure enough, God heard his prayers.
....... Walking towards her office, Qiangshang's photos reminded him of how beautiful and moving the owner of the clinic used to be......
Originally, his daily method of passing the time was nothing more than to make up for the intimate contact between him and the girls in the two-dimensional world on the screen, but now he doesn't know why every time he makes up those pictures, some girls will unexpectedly take the initiative to give him a hug.
He didn't care what made him so capable, he was more obsessed with the joy. From the beginning of the attachment to the women and the selfless dedication to him, he gradually became no longer satisfied, he wanted to fill the whole world with love, opened Cupid's Cafe, so that more single men and women can find their lifelong partners.....
...... This would have been good...... That's all that's enough...... At this point he stops and goes, as if he wants to, forever enjoying this step by step to plunder more things......
As time passed, he began to get a little tired of it, and even wondered if this ability could really ferment love, or if he was addicted to his own imaginary hypocrisy...... Only she, that beautiful psychiatrist, has never become human, and perhaps only she is qualified to become his lifelong partner......
But this woman, who didn't know how to cherish, rejected him on the grounds of "the relationship between patients and doctors" at the moment when he mustered up the courage to confess his sincerity. This is simply a blasphemy of love, and there is no reason to stop love from coming!
...... Now he came to the door of this room, his hands trembling a little, and he stayed on the doorknob and did not dare to open it......
From the moment he began to try to make the people around him fall into an emotional panic, he was planning revenge, not for anything else, but to retaliate for her for failing to live up to his sincerity!! He didn't expect this ability to extend so many things..... Jealousy, hatred, comparisons, and intricate relationships only need these simple triggers! And he only needs to link these lines of fire, without having to do it himself, they will turn into hatred because of love! Even cannibalism!!
...... Push open the door! A smell of blood came to his nose, and he enjoyed it almost ecstatically, at this time he just wanted to say to the dead woman: "It's your fault that you didn't take a fancy to me, and making you fall in love with me is my last punishment for you!" ”
Suddenly a little lost, he muttered to himself, "It seems that you still love your work more..... He really chose to commit suicide for the sake of this so-called medical ethics and the patient's emotional problems....."
...... He finally came to the table, but there was no beautiful and silent figure except for a pool of blood..... The police had already dragged her to the morgue.....
He raised his head to the sky and roared, his voice full of desolation: "Hahahahaha! What am I doing all this for......"
Suddenly, his neck was cold, and a cold thing grabbed his neck from behind, and he turned around in horror, and there were four dark shadows standing in front of him in the dark room.... He seemed to know these four people.
The lights in the room suddenly turned on!! Sure enough, it was them, who went to him in the afternoon to find the four people who wanted to spoil his good deeds!
At this time, he used his imagination with all his might!! Hopefully they'll be tied up for love like everyone else!!
Well...... Do your best...... But they ..... Just looking at him and laughing....... It's like a smile of contempt from those who bullied him when he was a child!!
"What do you guy?! How is it okay? "He hated the feeling of helplessness.....
Hua Ge put his hand on his shoulder at this time: "Your ability has been locked, if you want to escape, you should not be able to beat me....."
Duan Lei finally put down the scalpel in his hand with satisfaction at this time, and his tone was full of contempt for Cupid: "The salted fish is still a salted fish when it turns over!" That's what you are! Do you still want to turn the sky upside down? ”