Chapter 106: Who Am I?

Seven years ago, at night in Wolong Valley, with the hurried fire cries of the crowd and the crackling sound of burning bamboo, the seventeen-year-old Longgang was taken away from the scene by a person taking advantage of the chaos.

The next day, with the mourning and darkness of the previous night, God seemed to be aware of this disaster, and the clouds and sun, and a drizzle fell on every street of Xiama Street.

A dirty and messy corner of the street where garbage is stored, the drizzle hits the face of the sleepy Longgang, the dirty hands are dirty, and the ashes of Longgang open his eyes, as if the tears that have been accumulated for a long time all gushed out at the moment he opened his eyes, maybe he has already woken up but does not want to open his eyes to face it, maybe he has not convinced himself to accept all this, he is still lying in the garbage heap to numb himself, imagining that all this is a nightmare.

Longgang was once again exhausted and sleepy, and the scene of last night was reproduced in his dream, his whole body tense and trembling, as if he was flipping in an endless abyss, and he could not see the direction of his surroundings.

Longgang woke up from fear again, his eyes were scattered, his mind was dizzy, his numb limbs were weakly propped up, and he walked on the street in confusion.

"Who am I? Who am I? Why am I here, and is there anything waiting for me? Where am I going? The disheveled Longgang shook his head and walked down the street.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and the merchants on Xiama Street hurriedly cleaned up their antique stalls, and everyone avoided Longgang from a distance and cast strange disgusted glances.

The soaked Longgang walked aimlessly on the street, and at the end of the road, he turned to the other side and continued to walk, since he didn't know where to go, he kept going until he couldn't walk, maybe there was a sense of belonging to him.

Dizzy Longgang lost in Xiama Street, fell down and got up and fell again, walking, the heavy rain seemed to stop, Longgang looked up, a black umbrella hit the top of his head, this person is Liu Yonghong, the owner of "Yuan Yiju" on Xiama Street.

Liu Yonghong saw Longgang and said, "You are Uncle Longgang's son, how did you become like this?" What about your father? ”

Longgang looked at Liu Yonghong like the sun after the rain, making people warm and comfortable, unable to say a word and fainted to the ground, Liu Yonghong took Longgang, who was in a fever and coma, to the "Garden One Residence" for him to take a hot bath and change into clean clothes, and Longgang in a coma took medicine and slept comfortably.

Longgang slowly burned down, waking up in the warm futon, Longgang looked at everything in the room clearly, and found the feeling of home again, even this ordinary bed made people miss it so much.

There was a cup of tea and a pack of medicine next to the bed, and when Longgang was about to serve tea and drink, Liu Yonghong came into the room to check, "I took the medicine first when I woke up." ”

Longgang obediently took the medicine and said, "Who are you?" Why save me? ”

"I know your father, I saw you when I went to Wolong Valley to talk to your father about cooperation, you were only twelve years old at that time, what about your father?"

Longgang explained everything to Liu Yonghong, and Liu Yonghong asked: "I didn't expect such a thing to happen, I'll send you home when you get well." ”

"I don't want to go back, I'm scared of it, there's no home for me anymore, and I don't know what I'm going to do?"

"You can live in my shop with peace of mind first, and then it's not too late to make plans when you think about it, just rely on my friendship with your father, these are all right, don't worry, take care of your illness first."

A few days later, Longgang recovered from his illness, sitting in the courtyard in a daze, the whole person still couldn't get out of the sudden blow, and helpless confusion was his current situation.

Liu Yonghong saw the mental outlook of Longgang, sat under the tree in the courtyard all day without saying a word, remembering that the innocent child at the age of twelve seemed to have depression, one day, Liu Yonghong saw Longgang holding a knife and slashing his arm, and immediately stepped forward to grab the knife in his hand and asked: "Brother, don't think about doing stupid things, there are more people who need you, and there are more things waiting for you to do." ”

Longgang "hehe" smiled secretly, "I can't find the value of existence, I don't even know why I'm alive at this moment!" ”

"You don't need a reason to survive at all, people, the moment they are born, they are already trying to learn how to survive, no one will always guide you how to choose, the decision is in your own hands."

"So what am I living for?"

Liu Yonghong thought about it again and again, "Live for yourself, since everything no longer makes you remember, then simply abandon the previous things and live in another identity again, maybe I can help you." ”

"Give it all up!" Longgang recalled the past, father, mother, Long Zijing, Su Mingzu, Purple Kite, everything in Wolong Valley, seventeen years of life going back in time, all of this will become a thing of the past.

"Your father is a potato planing faction, I also have the honor to see the legend of the aisle called "two dragons and three legs", your father in the two dragons is called a knife to rob the dragon of the dragon, no matter what dragon vein treasure land encounters this knife is the disaster is coming, the other person said: a book to cover the world's holes in the old dragon king, and there is a tomb robber named Su Wutai of the northern faction, I don't know that there is a Mao relationship with the "three legs". ”

"What's the use of saying this, it's just a false name now."

"As long as the three of them make a move, they will definitely be able to catch them, I opened this antique shop to shovel land (door-to-door purchase) when I met and cooperated with them, they shave potatoes and I will do it (consignment), your father is so capable, then you will definitely not be far behind, how, now since you don't know how to choose, then cooperate with me and me, just like with your father."

"With you?"

"Just live for yourself, since you want to survive, you have to make money to support yourself in this society, and it is not difficult for you to do the shaving potatoes that you have been exposed to since childhood."

"What is the purpose of my life?"

"Just to find out the murderer of your parents and make you such a murderer, since the murderer is for your family's phoenix blood jade seal, then I will inquire about the whereabouts of this phoenix blood jade seal in the Dao, and let you take revenge on him with your own hands, and the reward is that you will steal the treasure for me, this is your purpose now."

Longgang only felt that a small path had been spread out in his heart, a dim and narrow path, "Abandon everything, only for revenge, live only for yourself, and kill all those who have ill intentions against me." ”

"That's it, you stay with me, exercise your skills for my use, I will find a partner for you to work with you to plank potatoes, this is our cooperation, each takes what he needs."

"So that's the value of existence, who you are? Who am I? I'm just showing my existence, killing, revenge is just what I use to prove I'm alive. ”

In order to take advantage of the value of Longgang, Liu Yonghong did not hesitate to take him to deviate from his truest self, "Yes, for the value of your existence and for my interests, others are all chess pieces that we use to use." ”