There are sunrises and sunsets on Mars, but in the desolate and remote places outside the human world, there is no sunrise and sunset, and naturally there is no habit of sunrise and sunset.

However, fortunately, the body's biological clock is still stubbornly insisting on dominating people's schedules.

Lu An returned to the kitchen angrily, and after throwing the discarded dinner plates into the garbage area, he stood in the kitchen for a long time, looking around blankly. He suddenly didn't know how to get out, how to get to the hall outside to face the female military doctor.

No matter how much he didn't want to admit it, no matter how much he resisted in his heart, he understood that on this lonely and silent star, he and Su Ruyu, the only two people, would inevitably get closer and become familiar with each other over time. Even if it doesn't end up being so intimate, it's impossible to continue to flow into the river as it did at the beginning.

People are social animals, and they can't help but get closer to their kind, and they want to gather with their kind and live together, even if they don't talk, even if they are closer to just look at it.

It's just that this process of attracting each other, getting closer to each other, and gathering each other is not a one-step process, but a process of going back and forth, advancing and retreating, and no stable and equilibrium relationship will reach that equilibrium point all at once.

Before, after Lu An rescued Su Ruyu, their relationship seemed to be suddenly very close, and they became close friends, and they could talk about everything and everything. In the two round-trips between the monitoring post and the main base, the two of them were really smiling.

However, all this is just a false illusion, just the freshness of two people who have been lonely and lonely for a long time when they first feel attractive to each other.

Where are the two close friends? They don't even know each other.

Su Ruyu didn't know Lu An, and Li Yi didn't know Momo.

The natural tacit acquaintance between the two people is just a beautiful illusion like soap bubbles, which has been pierced in a few words.

Lu An can tolerate her doubts about her IQ, anyway, he doesn't care if the old man is a liar or not, and besides, the prejudice, hostility, slander, and misunderstanding that the old man has suffered are thousands of times more serious than this, this kind of joking tone Lu An can of course laugh it.

Lu An can also tolerate her ridicule of her sister Anna, after all, her sister has now recovered and recovered, and she has received the greatest surprise gift given to her by fate, and everything else is just a fluttering thing outside her body at this time.

However, Lu An couldn't stand Su Ruyu's suspicion of her brother, even a little doubt.

The elder brother had obviously lived so brilliantly, so smart and wise, so omnipotent, Lu An couldn't bear the slightest stain on his name.

Although in the eyes of outsiders, this is completely Lu An's temperament and temper, and his character of blowing up at one point has never been likable. However, just as the legendary dragon has reverse scales, there is an unbreakable taboo in everyone's heart, which is sacred and inviolable.

In fact, such taboos often exist only between people who are close to each other. For strangers, any gossip attack is just an itch in the boot, and if you should understand that someone close to you touches the taboo in your heart, it will ignite the most violent anger.

Why can't even you understand me? Why do you say that?

You should understand me, you should understand, you should know......

Friends, relatives, and family members, once they violate the taboo, the anger they trigger is often like a landslide and the ground cracks, which not only changes the color of the world, but also makes others look inexplicable.

However, where in this world are there so many shoulds, musts, oughts, and shoulds?

What's more, many times, that kind of intimate relationship with nothing to say is often just an illusion. Once punctured, people will vent their anger with a heartbroken sense of disappointment.

I thought how we should have been-

I wondered how we'd be—

I didn't expect that we weren't how-

This false feeling is sometimes wishful thinking, and sometimes it is mutually sustainable.

In the past ten years, Lu An, who is accustomed to seeing the warmth and coldness of people, actually understands this very well, but he still can't see through it, and he is also confused by the illusion of the previous two times.

Now standing in the kitchen that had just been cleaned and was still a little messy, Lu An woke up slightly.

I and the female military doctor outside are just strangers who meet in Pingshui, maybe in the next two years, they will leave some traces in each other's lives, and then after parting, this trace will gradually fade away, and finally be silently forgotten, and only when I look back at some point in my life, I will remember that there is such a woman.

Even, more often, after waving goodbye, it is forgotten, and it will never appear in the other party's life and memory again, even the accidental sudden return to the capital.

Lu An has experienced such a thing more than once.

For example, standing on this dark and lonely star hundreds of millions of kilometers away from the earth, in this dusty kitchen, Lu An suddenly missed his brother.

This kind of longing spreads from the heart like a mist, diffusing to all corners of the body, moist and blurry, but there is a hazy sense of anticipation.

He remembered that when he was four or five years old, his brother and he had snuck into his father's study on a summer afternoon, and had taken down the books he had hidden at the top of the high shelves, and then had them lying on the floor in front of the window, and although they could not read a word at that time, they were always happy. They even secretly tore off some beautiful illustrated pages and kept them for themselves, and when the two of them were fighting, the elder brother always copied a pair of them first, and then gave him the torn page.

At that time, how did they get the books? It was the elder brother who held the compartment of the bookshelf and allowed himself to stand high on his shoulders before he could take down the books hidden at the top.

Every time, no matter what book is taken down, it is a great victory of success.

In Lu An's life before he was ten years old, his father, mother, and brother seemed to be the only people he was familiar with in his life, and they seemed to be the whole world. However, behind the huge gap when he was ten years old, his father, mother, and brother all waved goodbye in turn, and now they have all gradually disappeared into Lu An's life.

His life began to be filled with his sister Anna, and he had new friends, and they also put Lu An's whole world, and there were different passers-by who stayed in this world for a while.

Even, Lu An didn't realize when his father, mother, and brother started, and gradually precipitated in his memory.

For example, what I just said in front of Su Ruyu, the second time I was caught stealing fish, and I was slapped hard by the surface patrol team, at that time, I rushed over to take away my brother, and on the way out of the branch building of the surface patrol team, it was his own world, his every move, his frowning and pouting were all looked at by Lu An.

Standing in front of the branch building, the sun shone on his brother's face, and even the white fluff on his sideburns could be seen clearly, at that time, the stubble on Lu Ning's mouth had begun to emerge, and there were heavy bags under his eyes on his serious face.

All this was looked at by Lu An at that time.

However, whenever he recalled it later, he never remembered this picture. Until now, this picture suddenly flashed in Lu An's mind while standing in the kitchen, and Lu An even remembered the hot taste on his face with a blue nose and swollen face at that time.

As for what Lu Ning said at that time, he suddenly couldn't remember it.

In the past twenty years, even an important person like his brother Lu Ning has forgotten many, many memories, not to mention other passers-by?

For example, that Feng Tingting, if it weren't for the two encounters in August and September, maybe she would never have remembered the second lady of the Feng family, who was a close friend in childhood.

Speaking of which, not only is it a long-term memory, but even Lu An's college classmates in the past three years, he is now silently thinking about it, and suddenly finds that half of them have blurred their faces and forgotten their names.

Further on? Before moving near the Third Military Academy, when I was still living in my parents' small villa, what about the neighbors who came and went every day? Lu An almost couldn't remember any of them.

And Lu An thought further, standing in front of the chasm when he was ten years old, looking even further, there were many people standing there, and even many of them were close playmates at that time, and now not only their faces and names, but even their existence or not are uncertain.

It's just a passerby, it's all a passerby!

In this case, why did he ask for a female military doctor who met him in Pingshui to understand the taboo in his heart? What position do you have to lose your temper with her?

What's more, this female military doctor just didn't avoid the risk and dragged herself back from the dust and ash layer outside, just allowing herself to be spared. It's okay if you don't appreciate it, why do you want to vent your gloomy anger on her?

I misunderstood the relationship between the two people, thinking that I really became friends after saving her last time, and I could really talk about everything, but in fact, it was just my own wishful thinking.

Perhaps, she is just a passerby in her life, and she is just a passerby in her life.

It is already irrational enough to force friends, relatives, and family members to understand themselves, can they ask the female military doctor outside to understand a stranger who they didn't know two months ago?

I and she just know each other's names, and we don't even have a minimum understanding of each other's pasts, and I still use other people's names, so I can't force Su Ruyu to understand myself.

Therefore, Lu Anzhong was even more at a loss, what happened to him? Why do you suddenly and inexplicably start such a temper?

"The human heart is really unpredictable! Even I can't understand myself. ”

In that case, why should I be angry that others don't understand me? Wait a while, how to go out and face the innocent Su Ruyu who was vented by her emotions!

Lu An couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Forget it, Lu An looked around the kitchen, and just cleaned it before cooking just now to remove the floating ash. The kitchen is still a mess, so why don't you do it now.

Lu An, who was wearing his upper body, shook his right hand and said to do it.