Chapter 37: Detachment from the Self (2)
"Have you too?" Hearing Yang Kai say this, Yi Xuan's eyes lit up: "Then how did you surpass it?" ”
"Well, when I was a soldier, although it was a special forces, it was not the only training in martial arts, because it considered the comprehensive quality of soldiers, so the main training content included shooting, concealment, firearms, etc., and because they are all modern operations now, these items are more important, but you also know that I like kung fu and have studied fighting for many years before entering the army, so compared to those projects that I am not very good at, I always wanted to get the first place in combat training at that time, but there is an instructor in our team, known as the Iron Man, who is always better than me. Speaking of this, Yang Kai shook his head, and seemed to be still a little worried about this matter. Every time I was in a fight, I was beaten by him and my nose and face were swollen, so at that time I spent a lot of spare time practicing hard, always hoping to defeat him one day, not blowing, at that time in our team, I called the second in fighting skills and no one dared to call him the first, but the strange thing is that every time I watched him fight, I felt that I could defeat him, but as soon as I started my heart, I panicked, and always felt as if I would be knocked down by him at any time, and as a result, I made a mistake when I panicked, and then I was beaten again. ”
Yi Xuan nodded, and said in his heart that it was really similar to my situation: "What happened later?" ”
"After that, I was already a little bit about to give up on defeating him, but I always had a lot of strength in my heart, as the saying goes, there is no first, no second, it is not unreasonable, people who practice martial arts always have the strength to not admit defeat, otherwise it will be difficult to make a result.
At that time, I remember one time on a weekend, when all the instructors in the city were home, none of us ran out to drink in the middle of the night. As a result, halfway through drinking, a comrade-in-arms went out to the toilet, and suddenly ran back and said that the discipline team was coming.
In the army, if you meet the commander of your own headquarters when you are drinking, although you will say two words to us with a straight face, but it is generally fine, at most it is an internal punishment, but the discipline group is different, and if they are caught and have to be criticized by the whole army, it is a big taboo for our political commissar, and there will definitely be no good fruit to eat.
So when we heard this, we were so frightened that we jumped out of the window, and after we went out, everyone split up and fled, but by this time the inspectors had already arrived. You think about it, before you enter the house, you can see several people jumping out of the window, you can see what is going on, and immediately shout and start chasing, in order to run away, I drilled into the black alley, but unfortunately unlucky, unfamiliar with the terrain, ran into a dead end, was blocked by one of the people, the alley was pitch black, can only see a general outline, I can't recognize who is who, I also let go out at a glance, go up to the person to take the person down, thought that the fighting energy saving, at all that person is not even next to my side, just lay on the ground, with the strength of the wine, I gave him a hammer. And guess what, when the team trains again the next day? Yang Kai looked at Yi Xuan with a smug expression.
"What's wrong?" Although he vaguely guessed the end of the story, in order not to spoil the atmosphere, Yi Xuan still asked casually.
"I found that our iron man instructor had a blue nose and swollen face, and then I learned that he was caught by the people of the discipline group the night before, and he was one of the people who went to catch drinking, according to him, he was beaten by a group of people, so his face was injured, and then the team checked for a long time, but at that time, it sounded to me, it was impossible at all, everyone knows the fighting skills of the iron man, even if there are many people, I don't believe that anyone can run away unharmed after beating him, look at the whole team, I am the only one with this strength, So I concluded that the man who struck the iron man was me, and that he was the one I beat in the alley last night, how strange do you think? Usually I don't have to be his opponent when I try my best, but when I didn't know that the opponent was him, I actually put him down with one move. So I found out that this iron man is actually not that powerful at all, and my strength should be able to put him down, and as a result, I competed with him again, and I really passed the test, won the title of the first in the whole army, and later participated in internal competitions on behalf of my unit. ”
Yang Kai smiled very happily all the way to this, but after saying this, he seemed to think of something, and shook his head with a smile: "But it's funny to say, after a long time after that, one day the instructor of another team came to talk to me, and I realized that the person I beat that night was him, not an iron man, and that person was also discovered by a grappler who came to see me fight, but because it has been a long time since the incident, he didn't do anything to me." At that time, I realized that I had never been able to beat the iron man, in fact, it was just my psychological effect, which is the psychological barrier you are talking about. ”
Yi Xuan's eyes widened, and when he heard Yang Kai finally finish telling his glorious history, he couldn't help but be stunned: "But you still defeated your instructor?" ”
"That's right, so a lot of times it's important to be confident. What about you? What exactly are the psychological barriers? Yang Kai took another sip of water, looked at Yi Xuan and asked.
Yi Xuan's heart was even more worried when he heard this, Yang Kai thought that he had defeated the instructor by chance and broke through the psychological barrier, but what could he do? I'm playing a game, so why don't you let both sides blindfold and beat him?
"Alas, your example may not apply well to me. I'm in other ways handicapped. ”
"No, in fact, psychological disorders sometimes do not refer to a specific thing, but a breakthrough in character, for example, you have been bullied by someone, then one day you suddenly burst out and knock this person down, you will have a strong sense of self-confidence, as if nothing in the world is impossible, so you can also rely on another range of breakthroughs to stimulate you to break through psychological barriers. It's not that I'm boasting, but in fact, many people's self-confidence will increase after learning martial arts, because when you have a kind of strength, you will feel more confident in doing things. So you can fight in order to earn that confidence. Hahaha" Yang Kai's last sentence was naturally a joke, and he didn't take it seriously after he finished speaking, just at this time, another coach beckoned to him and called him over, Yang Kai said to Yi Xuan, "Then you will rest for a while and then continue to practice?" With that, he got up and walked over.
But after Yi Xuan listened to Yang Kai's words, he fell into deep thought, fighting? Maybe it's a good idea.
In the next training, Yi Xuan was still absent-minded, until he left the club, Yi Xuan was still thinking about how he could transcend himself, did he want to go to Wang Xiaotian to fight? You don't have to think about it to know that Wang Xiaotian is definitely not your opponent, and it seems a bit of a bully if you do this, and the fighting and game skills are not related, can you really gain confidence from the victory of defeating Wang Xiaotian?
Thinking about it, Yi Xuan felt that the key was that he had to do something that he would not do on weekdays, the so-called transcendence, no matter in which field he was, he surpassed his previous self, for example, he scolded his previous boss in the car that morning, in fact, this is a kind of transcendence, but what he wants to do now should be more vigorous than that.
This thing must be exciting enough, stimulated enough to break through the previous self, only in this way can you break your own psychological barriers, so what is there that you didn't dare to do in the past, but now you have the ability to do?
After all, in the past, he was just a worthless little white-collar worker, whether from the perspective of economy or courage, there are too many things he wants to do but can't do, bungee jumping? Well, it's reliable. Or go skiing? This is also what I have always longed for. Why don't you go on a mountaineering trip, Yi Xuan found that his thoughts seemed to deviate from his original intention, no, these things are not even adventures at all, at most they are tourism projects.
Scratching his head for a while, now that he wants to become an invincible martial artist, then things should still have to break through from martial arts, and martial arts is the same as the game he wants to break through, with the main purpose of fighting, right, right, right.
Yi Xuan drove the car slowly and followed the car butt in front of him, although this street is narrow, but because there are almost all high-end entertainment and leisure places on a street, there are a lot of cars, Yi Xuan stepped on the brakes, looked to both sides boredly, and suddenly his eyes froze.
"Hey, isn't that Ah Biao?" Although it has been so long, Yi Xuan still has a deep memory of Ah Biao's obscene back, and at this time, he saw Ah Biao being surrounded by four or five people who had just gotten out of the car and walked towards a building. I saw his mouth pouting, although it was already dark, but he was still wearing a large-framed sunglasses, a gray suit draped over his shoulders, and he walked and swayed, which was very unbelievable.
Yi Xuan instinctively lowered his body in the seat, afraid of being accidentally discovered by him, his eyes were staring at him with good eyes, afraid that he would suddenly turn around, there was more than Kai's fight club on this street, I saw that Ah Biao and those few people were entering the building with a bright sign that kept shining on it, which read "Free Fighting" in a fancy font, it looked like it should also be a fight club, but this decoration is too low-grade compared to Kai's, and it looks a bit like KTV, bathing and other places, no wonder I haven't noticed it.
Seeing the figures of several people walking in, Yi Xuan exhaled, and then sat up straight from his seat, thinking about it, even if he hid it well, it was useless, his car was clearly placed there, fortunately he didn't look this way.
While Yi Xuan was secretly rejoicing, he was thinking about whether to spend some money to change the color of the car or something, otherwise he would always be so frightened in the future.
Scared? Yi Xuan's heart moved, wait a minute, isn't this the best opportunity to break through yourself!