Chapter Ninety-Three: Memories Are Painful

"Are you awake?" Mo Fei asked Xia Zhong who was in a trance softly. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"Did I fall asleep just now?"

"Yes, you're in a hypnotized state. After being hypnotized, you remember many things that you have long forgotten. It's all about the family changes you experienced when you were a child. ”

"What did I say? I can't remember anything now. ”

"It's okay, it's normal not to remember, I've already recorded some of the clips you just said. It's a pity that you woke up suddenly, otherwise you would have remembered a lot of things. ”

"Do you want to put me in a hypnotized state again? I want to know those things myself. Xia Zhong begged Mo Fei to let him perform hypnotism again.

"No, you can't! That's it for this time. We'll do it next time we get the chance. You go back to your room and have a good rest. "Mo Fei pushed Xia Zhong out of the room. He turned off the bright light bulb above his head.

Yu Yiping listened carefully to what Mo Fei described when Xia Zhong was hypnotized. He kept nodding, things were as he expected, he had long thought that Xia Zhong was actually one of the parties to the incident, but he couldn't remember what he had personally experienced because he was young. This time, Mo Fei's hypnotism helped them a lot.

For Xia Zhong, memories are a painful thing. Especially remembering things that you don't want to be remembered. Since he was a child, he vaguely felt that Xia Bo, who raised him, was inextricably linked with his mother. The angry eyes of Aunt Xia when she looked at her were clearly a kind of wordless hatred after being robbed of her happiness.

After Xia Zhong was hypnotized for the first time, he had no energy for several days, and he fell into a painful entanglement. On the one hand, he tries his best to avenge the death of his biological parents and remembers those dusty pasts, and on the other hand, he is reluctant to expose the grievances between his mother and Xia Bo. Is it to open the floodgates of memories or to close the painful memories? No matter which result it is, Xia Zhong doesn't want to face it, Xia Zhong can't make a choice.

When things came to this point, Yu Yiping and Mo Fei both persuaded Xia Zhong that if he didn't want to find out the truth of the year anymore, they would respect his choice, and the matter would end there. Let those things continue to be in the dust of history.

"Let me think again. I'm going to be quiet and sort things out. Xia Zhong was noncommittal.

Xia Zhong said that he was going to go to the Ciyun Nunnery of Yuexing Mountain, and he had not seen Mrs. Jingci for more than 20 years, the lady Xia of the year. He suddenly came up with such an idea, Yu Yiping and Mo Fei were also very strange, but since he wanted to go, he must have his reasons, so it was better to let him go with his mind.

Xia Zhong didn't let Yu Yiping and Mo Fei accompany them, he went to Ciyun Nunnery alone in the afternoon. The memory of Aunt Xia, the current Mrs. Jingci, should no longer be the woman who looked at him silently with cold eyes. In Xia Zhong's childhood memories, except for his mother, most other women were so indifferent, so that when he became an adult, Xia Zhong was more wary of women, so he was reluctant to start a family.

The little nun asked Xia Zhong to wait in the dining hall, and Master Jingci came over after reciting the last Great Compassion Mantra.