Space drifting, dark, weightless, silent, this state Lu An can empathize.

Just like that moonlit night on the big lake, Lu An took Lin Yongping out of his sadness and plunged into the dark lake.

The darkness around and the void as far as the eye can see, the illusion that the body is weightless and fluttering like an out-of-body body, is probably similar to the feeling in space.

However, after being in the water for a long time, the human body will lack oxygen, which makes people's hearts and lungs seem to explode, and they can't wait to surface, which is the result of the body's desire for fresh oxygen.

How long has it been in space? Presumably, the human soul will be starved of oxygen. The human mind may also feel like it is about to explode, and it will be impatient to return to the human world, which is the result of the soul's desire for a living life.

The reason why Lu An took Lin Yongping to dive that night was of course not because he knew that a sister Lin would fall from the sky, let alone that a beauty would pop out in front of him later. And because he has had a few times when he was extremely depressed, he relied on this method to dispel it.

At that time, on the one hand, he clearly knew the responsibility on his shoulders, and on the other hand, he did feel that the malice given to him in this world was too great, so big that he did not know how to continue to face the future.

Later, he discovered this method.

At the moment of lack of oxygen, people can completely forget all their worries and sorrows, and only want to get fresh oxygen; At that time, the only thought in his mind was probably Anna, Anna, float up, float up.

People who have concerns in their hearts are not unwilling to seek death, but they still know how to struggle at the moment of death.

After all, as long as one knows what it feels like to crave fresh oxygen, one can still have the courage to continue living, no matter how painful life itself may be.

Therefore, on that moonlit night, Lu An dragged Lin Yongping to dive, just to make him no longer immersed in pain and unable to extricate himself, but he didn't expect Lin Yonghuan to suddenly come out of the water.

However, diving for only a few tens of seconds or minutes will lead to an extreme thirst for air; How long will it take for a person to drift in space before his soul will be starved of oxygen?

Lu An didn't know.

But in his own opinion, he will be about a day, after all, he is in a special situation. And what about ordinary people? A week, a month, or a year? Maybe a year.

After all, only when people live in a crowd can the soul not be so lonely; The feeling of loneliness out of the crowd is like weightlessness in the body. And the weightlessness of the body, sometimes like an out-of-body soul, will be harmful over time.

If the body does not feel gravity for a long time, it is like a person who can never feel his soul, and eventually it will always make people crazy.

When you are in the water, you can get fresh oxygen as long as you come to the surface; However, in space, there is no clear "water surface".

There is a lack of oxygen, lack of water, weightlessness, loneliness, coldness, darkness in space, and if you drift in space for a long time, even if the body is not short of oxygen, the soul will be short of oxygen.

In fact, it is almost a miracle that people can survive in space.

It is as if the earth can be suitable for human survival, and it should be the most amazing miracle in the vast space, after all, it has been a thousand years since humans first observed space with a telescope, and the only truly natural habitable planet is the earth.

Lu An couldn't imagine what it would be like for a person to hold his breath and dive underwater for a day, as if he couldn't imagine what it would be like to be alone in space for seven years.

Seven years! It's only been seven years since my mother died, and I look back on the past with some embarrassment, and I don't know how I spent that day. It was also a spacecraft crash in the asteroid belt, and his father only lasted twenty days in space, but this person was able to survive alone for seven years!

"Asteroid belt!" Lu An suddenly said loudly: "Uncle Liu, is it very desolate there?" ”

Liu Yuan smiled and said: "It also depends on the situation, if it is close to the Zodiac, it is actually very prosperous." But the rest of the place is truly desolate. ”

"Oh, isn't it hiding there, it's not easy for people to find it?" Lu An said curiously.

"Hmm." Liu Yuan nodded and said, "There are more than 500,000 asteroids, it is difficult to monitor them one by one, and it is indeed a good place to hide." ”

Lu An put his hands behind his head, looked at the "blue moon" and "red moon" in the sky, and pouted: "I see, that's why the old man sent me there." ”

Liu Yuan looked at him, shook his head and said, "No, where I'm going to take you this time, no one knows except me." Even the commander-in-chief didn't know, and he told me not to have to tell him. ”

Lu An turned his head in surprise and looked at Liu Yuan, "Don't know? ”

"Hmm."

Lu An was stunned for a moment before frowning and asking, "Is the old man's situation tricky this time?" Can you make it so hard for him? ”

"Although I don't know very well, but this time the two marshals are the first to stand on the opposite side, and it must be difficult for the commander-in-chief to do it."

Lu An's brows furrowed even tighter, "Besides that Li Jimin, there is anyone else?" And listen to what you mean, Uncle Liu, does the old man want to have a showdown with these people or what? Did he think it was too crowded on Union Peak? ”

"In addition to Li Jimin, there is also Europa's commander Stephen Hook. Moreover, the commander-in-chief did feel that ten marshals in the joint command were a bit too much. ”

Hearing Liu Yuan's affirmative answer, Lu An was even more surprised, and said with wide eyes: "Is the old man crazy?" Now that he is the commander-in-chief, can he still be the commander-in-chief? He is so desperate with others, for what? ”

Liu Yuan sighed, looked up at the sky, and said, "For what? That's why I'm taking you to the asteroid belt this time, and it's time for you to know about some things. ”

Lu An sat up, stared at Liu Yuan and asked, "Isn't it because it's easy to hide there?" ”

"Of course not."

Liu Yuan continued to raise his head, and said with a slight sense of loss: "If you really want you to hide, just follow me, the safest place in the world is as far as my eyes can see." The Commander-in-Chief just doesn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, that's why he told me so, and he's really ...... now."

Liu Yuan's words came to an abrupt end, he withdrew his gaze from the sky, lowered his head and smiled at Lu An and said, "I took you to the asteroid belt on my own initiative, there are some things you should know there, and when you know, you will understand." ”

"Can't you tell me right now?"

Liu Yuan smiled and shook his head.

Lu An stared at Liu Yuan's eyes for a while, then lay down again, and said dissatisfiedly: "Uncle Liu, don't you hang people's appetites like this!" ”

"It's not that I don't want to say it, it's Uncle Liu, I really don't know how to speak. Alas, I don't want you and the Commander-in-Chief to continue like this, so I have to make this decision. ”

Liu Yuan smiled bitterly apologetically.

Lu An said helplessly: "Uncle Liu, I know your good intentions, but don't go to such great lengths, we are going to the asteroid belt, not from the earth to the moon." Besides, wouldn't it be nice for me to talk to the old man like this now? Although I don't go home, I'm far away, and I don't hate him every day like I used to. Why bother? ”

After Lu An finished speaking, he spread his hands to show helplessness.

"If I did, you'd believe it. Perhaps, you will blame Uncle Liu and me for being troublesome! ”

"How is that possible!" Lu An said loudly.

Liu Yuan put away the smile on his face and said bitterly, "Yes." Don't look at Uncle Liu now that he is old, he is indeed a little verbose, but Uncle Liu was also young and knows what young people think. The so-called youth and frivolity are just what others don't let me do, what I want to do, I just want to prove to the world that you can't do anything about me. If Uncle Liu tells you now, you won't be grateful to Uncle Liu for telling you, but you will resent me. ”

"Uh, is it that serious?"

Lu An muttered, a little disbelieving.

Liu Yuan took another breath of talk, and asked helplessly: "Then do you remember why you ran away from home in the first place?" ”

"At the beginning, ......" Lu An recalled for a moment, and said nonchalantly: "I wasn't an old man at the beginning......

Halfway through his words, Lu An's voice stopped abruptly.

What really happened? At that time, why did he suddenly resentfully the old man so much that he did not hesitate to run away from home to show his break.

Lu An frowned, he couldn't remember what happened that day, he quarreled with the old man, no, it wasn't a quarrel, it was he who lost his temper unilaterally, yelled at the old man, and then rushed out of the house with his sister Anna like that.

Why? And, what did you say that day? Why, the only thing I can remember is the anger?

What is it?

Liu Yuan saw that Lu An was silent, so he sighed: "So, only if you find out by yourself, you will believe it, this is the heart of a teenager." ”

Lu An reluctantly gave up his memories and asked instead, "Do you have to go?" ”

"The commander-in-chief is getting older, are you really going on like this?"

"Isn't it nice to be like this now?"

Liu Yuan patted Lu An's shoulder lightly and said, "It's just that you're used to it, you and the commander-in-chief are both fans of the authorities, but Uncle Liu can see it very clearly." The two of you are standing on the steps and can't get up and down now, and Uncle Liu can't force you down. This time, Uncle Liu took you to the asteroid belt, just to let you find that step by yourself, after all, the commander-in-chief is already old and it is not easy to change, and young people don't have such a burden in their hearts. ”

Lu An didn't know how to answer, so he had to be silent, although he didn't think that there should be any steps to go down by himself.

As for the answer to the asteroid belt, just go and see it, it's not a big deal!

At this time, the twilight of the moon came, and the sky quickly darkened, and the already gray lunar sky soon became dark.

In the distance at the foot of the mountain, a little light flickered on and off, and it was rapidly approaching from afar.

"Heh, that guy is back. Let's go, An'an, let's go down. We're going to spend the night here tonight, and we're going to the asteroid belt tomorrow morning, so let's get some sleep. I might have to spend a month in space! ”

A month!

Lu An felt that he was about to die, this may be his last night on the moon, and it is also his last chance to stay grounded in the next month or so.

The lights suddenly lit up in the lunar landing vehicle under his feet, just like the lights turned on in front of people returning home at night, but in Lu An's eyes, there was a sense of distantness. At this time, above Lu An's head, the dark canopy hung the blue home of mankind and the mother sun of mankind.

The last night.