Chapter 10: Talking in the Back Mountains

Utan City, the mountain behind Xiao's family

Xiao Yan looked at the lush plants here, and his heart was very hesitant, he knew very well that Xun'er's character If she didn't really see that person, she wouldn't say it.

Then he must have come back, the man who had been away for three years.

There was a sound of footsteps behind him, no one would come here, Xiao Yan turned his head suspiciously, his expression suddenly froze, he really came back.

He walked over, squatted beside Xiao Yan and looked at the scenery on the opposite mountain, and said in as soothing a tone as possible, "In the past three years, has anyone embarrassed you?" ”

Xiao Yan shook his head and said, "No, it's not embarrassing, at most, I can't wait to erase the shame of my family." ”

"You are not a shame, you are the pride of our family." Ying Tianxing really didn't have any qualifications to educate Xiao Yan, he just told him very directly, you are our pride.

"Oh, is it? A pride that you are so disgusted with? A pride you don't want to see? The waste of the Xiao family, the laughing stock of Utan City? ”

Xiao Yan seemed to want to vent all the grievances of these years, and in the end, he actually yelled.

"It's not"

Ying Tianxing shook his head.

Xiao Yan looked at his wooden expression and knew that he couldn't say anything nutritious.

"I don't want to talk to you right now." Xiao Yan looked at the mountains opposite, his eyes were unfocused, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Hmm"

Ying Tianxing is a person who lacks companionship, if someone can talk to him, he will be very happy, but if it is a family member, just sitting together, he is already grateful.

When Xiao Yan didn't know what he was thinking, Ying Tianxing took advantage of this time to observe this third son who he had never liked very much, he was already fifteen years old, and Ying Tianxing would not care about his past.

Now that they have this kinship, he should be responsible for his son, Ah Ding, Li'er, he can teach them well, although he can't decide their character, fate made a choice for him, but he still taught them a lot of things.

They still get along very well with each other.

For Xiao Yan, Ying Tianxing is also his guide after he came to this world.

From Ying Tianxing's mouth, he learned the general situation of this world, in Ying Tianxing, he first came into contact with Douqi, and if there was anything good, Ying Tianxing would be the first to give him, and his preference for him exceeded that of everyone.

However, Xiao Yan clearly saw from Ying Tianxing's eyes that he was disliked, or worried, for him.

It's as if his son was forced to Ying Tianxing by someone else, and while he doesn't want it, he still has to raise it with his heart and leave all the best to him.

Xiao Yan can feel his mother's love for him, which is contained in the meticulous care, can feel the eldest brother's love for him, that is contained in every greeting, can feel the second brother's love, and that is contained in the teasing again and again.

However, in the process of Ying Tianxing providing him with the best cultivation resources and teaching him to cultivate every time, he did not feel the slightest bit of fatherly love.

Perhaps, his father really loves his mother and his two older brothers, but he is an outlier.

It was not easy for him to accept this family, but now it is even more difficult.

But in the end, he could only understand Ying Tianxing's attitude as a deep fatherly love and accepted him, but on the day his mother died, Ying Tianxing's performance really disappointed Xiao Yan.

The only relic his mother left him was the quaint black ring, and Ying Tianxing had to snatch it.

It's just that I don't know why he changed his mind again, and finally ran out of the family like crazy, and I heard that he came back later, but he never saw him again.

Therefore, Xiao Yan has a grudge against Tianxing.

He came back today as if nothing had happened, came to him, pretended that nothing had happened, and came to tell himself, in fact, we love you deeply, and you are our pride.

So where have you been all these years? In the past few years of your decadence, the past few years of regression in your cultivation, the past few years of being ridiculed by others, and the past few years when you need your encouragement, where have you been?

There are some things that Ying Tianxing doesn't want to explain, or he can't explain clearly, the changes in the world, Ying Tianxing has at least half of his fate in his own hands, but what about them?

"What do you mean by family? What is Family? Xiao Yan looked into the distance in a daze, with an expressionless face, if it weren't for the fact that there were only two of them here, Ying Tianxing would still think that this sentence was not said by Xiao Yan?

In fact, Ying Tianxing knew Xiao Yan's feeling, suddenly changing the world and having so many more clansmen, it felt very abrupt, it was okay before, everyone was holding him, and now ......

Xiao Yan really suspects this so-called family relationship, is it really solid?

But who can answer such a question?

His titular second uncle, the acting patriarch who managed the family and cared for him in his father's place?

Or is it the little Nizi who is always so sweet and close to him?

No, there is only one person who can answer this question, and that is Ying Tianxing.

Ying Tianxing also obviously felt Xiao Yan's loss, so he said to Xiao Yan very seriously, "Family is the person who is willing to fight for you, and the family is the person who is willing to fight for you at all costs." ”

Xiao Yan turned his head to look at Ying Tianxing, he didn't seem to think that he could answer his question.

"Really?" Xiao Yan's tone was full of mockery.

He didn't believe that the old guys who hated him and the so-called people who always taunted him would be willing to fight for him.

"Believe it, it's the foundation of the family legacy. With a cry, you are born into this world, and the warm family that surrounds you is the first solid wall that protects you.

When your feet are on this land, there will be a group of people who will always keep the same pace as you, and they have a strange relationship with you through blood, and that is your people.

They are your second wall in this world, and there may be quarrels in a family, there may be secret fights.

But when outside pressure tries to squeeze into the wall, they will immediately hold hands, and even the most distracted of people will stand side by side, no matter where and whenever you are, as long as these two walls are there, you will never be alone. ”

Ying Tianxing said this as if he was reciting lines.

"Sneer," Xiao Yan sneered, "Have you used these words to numb yourself in the past three years?" ”

"No, this is what my father, that is, your grandfather, told me, this is his understanding of the family."

"And what about your understanding?" Xiao Yan finally got serious.

Ying Tianxing, as a soulless monster, an island full of curses, has lost his love and hate, and is an abnormal person who is left with only memories and the obsession of guarding the things in his memories.

What about his family?

"I don't believe in any walls, in my perspective, only those who are unwilling to accept fate and rise up to resist are my clansmen, and the real strong people who can break their fate together and achieve their true self are worthy of being my family."

Xiao Yan was really frightened when he heard Ying Tianxing's words, he learned for the first time that his father in his life had such ambitions.

It's just that he has too much resentment against Ying Tianxing, and he still can't help but say, "What kind of fate to talk about, it's ethereal, you just dislike me for being a weak person and a waste." ”

Ying Tianxing shook his head, "I said, you are our pride, you will be a real strong man, and fate really exists, but it can't completely dominate our existence, at least I have half the ability to control my own destiny." ”

The fate of the first thirty years is locked, no matter what changes the plot will be eliminated, and after thirty years, the fate is unlocked, and new heroes are obtained, Ying Tianxing naturally has the ability to control his own destiny.

Sure enough, he has half the ability to control his own destiny, and he really responded to that sentence, thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi.

Xiao Yan had never heard Ying Tianxing talk to him about this before, so he now guessed that maybe his father and his family were not as simple as he imagined.

It's just that if you think about it according to the logic of Ying Tianxing, then ......

"What about Mom? If only the strong can join your family in your heart, then what about Mom? ”

Xiao Yan's eyes turned red, he had deep feelings for his mother, Yannu.

"She is the purpose of our strengthening." Ying Tianxing originally wanted to say, "You are also the purpose of our becoming stronger", but saying that undoubtedly affirmed Xiao Yan's status as a weak person now, and made him fall into self-blame.

Rather than this, it is better to counter-incentivize a wave.

Xiao Yan smiled bitterly, "Then, our purpose has disappeared." ”

Ying Tianxing looked at the quaint black ring on Xiao Yan's hand, and said meaningfully, "Xiao Yanzi, you have to remember that in the Douqi Continent, sometimes, death...... It's not the end ......"