Chapter 104: A Hundred Years of Love (2)
On Monday, the riot shift
In the next few articles, the emotional tone is very gloomy, roughly describing the entire process of being escorted. Pen~Fun~ Ge www.biquge.info Jiang's heart was very frightened, and every night, she was unable to sleep in the mournful cries of other palace maids and the lewd laughter of men.
This is the fate of a slave.
I suddenly felt very bad in my heart. When little Japan invaded and occupied Chinese territory, this kind of thing was not less.
Every time I think about these things, and those female compatriots who have been ravaged by them, my heart itches. I wish I could give them a total destruction!
But I also know that hatred and carnage are not the solution, and that peace is paramount at all times. We Chinese can only swallow this mouthful of nest gas, adults have a lot of it, so we don't care about them.
Jiang's diary naturally doesn't end here, and the next one is:
Today is the fifth day of departure. I don't know how many people died along the way. All I know is that the bones of many people are haphazardly abandoned on the side of the road. They didn't even bother to collect their bodies for them. Said to let the wolves come to help.
These bandits!
I saw that some of the corpses on the side of the road were actually maids who had served me. They were all good sisters of mine, but now I watched them die, and I couldn't even do anything for them. I really feel useless...... It's really useless......
Originally, I was going to die, but now I have changed my mind. May the Jade Fairy bless me, a poor man, and assassinate a few of their great officials. to avenge the unjust deaths of my sisters.
I have always had clear grievances, and I remember those who are good to me; I will get back to those who owe me. There's no room for sand in my eyes!
But today, it is not destined to be an ordinary day. My world collapsed because of a word.
In the afternoon, I met a pawn who was also captured, and he told me that on the night when the capital was broken, with the cover of night, Ni escaped with Jun to break through!
Scold!
At that moment, I really didn't know how I felt.
I thought that my love for him would change him;
I thought that as long as there was love, everything was possible; I thought he would choose me and give up the world.
But in the end, it's just a big dream. Also, in this world, which man can escape the shackles of fame and fortune?
It's all just your own wishful thinking!
I trusted him so much that he ended up taking the other women with him.
I hate war, but I'm not a woman who doesn't know the general picture. Why let yourself be as selfish as a wolf and put on a sheep-like relief to the world? Emperors since ancient times, who is not for their own glory, wealth and supreme power? How many people really think about the people of the world?
The world is the world of the people of the world, not the world of a few princes and nobles.
Who sits in the position of the Ninety-Five?
I don't know how long it took for me to burst into tears.
Ni, I'll never forgive you again!
Suddenly I wanted to laugh at my ignorance. He has been treating me so coldly these past few months, I should have thought that there would be something today.
After all, he still chose Jun who could help him achieve the great cause of the emperor.
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When I saw this that day, I felt very uncomfortable. This man is really not a thing! ……
Wrong! Why do you feel like I'm scolding myself? I'm a man too!
It should be said: these men are really not things! He actually left his wife when the city was in danger, but ran away with his little wife, which simply lost the face of our man! I don't have any responsibility as a man!
It's just not right to think about it! It seems that this is how it was in ancient times. To men, a woman is nothing more than a piece of clothing, and when it is broken, it is changed.
Speaking of this, it reminds me of the damn Zhao Mingcheng, this guy is not a thing, he even left Li Qingzhao on the eve of the fall of the Northern Song Dynasty and fled for his life by himself out of the city. It's no wonder that Yi An, who has always been graceful, wrote that sonorous poem:
Life is a hero, and death is also a ghost. So far, I think of Xiang Yu and refuse to cross Jiangdong.
It's hard to imagine that Yi'an, who is "thinner than yellow flowers", would have such a strong side.
Huh! Poor Yi'an, how could he like this kind of person? You are one of the few great poets in the history of China's 5,000-year-old civilization.
In Jiang's next autobiography, all of them revealed a deep sense of frustration.
It turns out that no matter how much you love someone, there is a bottom line.
After that, Jiang failed to assassinate the Great Khan of the Mongols, and finally committed suicide by throwing himself into the Yellow River.
But her life is really big, the water of the Yellow River is so turbid and turbulent, and she didn't even die. Instead, he was rescued by a fisherman who lived in seclusion.
At that time, out of a sense of revenge, she married the fisherman's son, but later she was condemned by her conscience, feeling sorry for her current husband, and she always had feelings for Ni, so she ran away again and lived in seclusion in the mountains alone. Thinking about it, he finally saw through the disturbances in this world, so he committed suicide by taking poison.
It's a good thing she didn't die, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to see this novel-like autobiography.
After reading the last sentence, I vaguely understood why Ah Xue and Xiao Ruo were always so moody.
When he closed his eyes and was about to digest the life deeds of a person hundreds of years ago, his heart moved again, could this Jiang be the princess of Western Xia's Gulborejin Guo Hatun?
It is said that this princess failed to assassinate Genghis Khan, and finally committed suicide by jumping into the river.
Moreover, although there are many hypotheses about the cause of Genghis Khan's death, historians are more inclined to this theory.
The ancient tomb we entered, I don't know if it was Genghis Khan's. There is a saying on the Internet: Genghis Khan's Mausoleum is the least troublesome to tomb robbers, because it can't be found at all!
The way he was buried was also very peculiar. After the burial, no tombstones were erected, and no mounds were sealed.
At the time of burial, he killed the baby camel in front of a female camel. After the tomb was sealed, heavy troops were sent to guard it, and only the following year did the grass sheng withdraw the troops, and then let the horses gallop, and no one would find that there was an ancient tomb below.
Only by finding the she-camel and following it all the way to the place where it whimpered could you find the place where the mausoleum was located. And after the death of the mother camel, the location of the mausoleum was no longer known.
I didn't enter the real underground palace a few days ago, and I don't know what the owner of the tomb looks like.
After reading this autobiography, I waited for another book to be translated.
I don't know what I'll see on it. Anyway, Ah Xue's people are not busy walking. The road was very bumpy, and the wounded were not suitable for long journeys.
Although I was also injured, it was all traumatic, so it would be fine if I rested.
After thinking about it, I think I have three very important things to do right now.