What is the most important thing for people to live? Isn't it the most important thing to be 'alive'? People can only experience the world when they are alive, and when they die, they have nothing, and money and power are only useful when you are alive.

When you suddenly stop one day and think about your past, and think about what you have done, you may have regrets and imperfections.

But the most important thing is that the choices you have made along the way, whether they are crippled or beautiful, are worthy of yourself and worthy of your heart, just fine.

Lin Musen was born from the beginning of his memory, and the pictures of his parents in his mind were full of their ugly faces arguing endlessly, and finally divorced Lin Musen when he was six years old.

None of them wanted to raise Lin Musen and make him a superfluous person, if it weren't for Lin Musen's grandparents, Lin Musen wouldn't know where he would be now.

Since living with his grandparents, Lin Musen has worked hard to stop being a superfluous person, so Lin Musen has been the most well-behaved and sensible child in the village since he was a child.

When other children are spoiling their parents, Lin Musen is helping his grandparents with farm work, and when other children are reading and playing, Lin Musen always takes the first exam every time, because he knows that only the first will be remembered by people, so he will not become a superfluous person.

Over the years, he has also proved himself to those who look down on him.

In the year of the college entrance examination, Lin Musen went to Kyoto University with the top grades in the liberal arts of Xijiang Province, and when the mayor sent the admission letter to their home, those who once looked down on him shut their mouths from then on, and also made his grandparents feel proud and honored because of themselves.

When he started his business, Lin Musen beat one big advertising agency after another with a better design, and since he was six years old, he has been proving that he is not a superfluous person.

Lin Musen also has regrets, it is a pity that his grandparents passed away one after another, and he wanted to repay their kindness but it was too late, which was the only thing he regretted for life.

And now, Lin Musen, who found that he only had two to five years to live, suddenly lost his life reversal.

He thought that work could numb himself, but when the countdown of life appeared in front of him, he found that work was just work and could not solve any problems, and he felt that he was a little tired from living like this, should he take a good rest?

Walking out of the gate of the hospital, the warm sunlight shone on Lin Musen's body, and he didn't feel the slightest heat.

Instead, he felt a burst of coldness spreading up and down, and driving from the parking lot, Lin Musen involuntarily drove in the direction of the company.

It was originally quite a long distance, but Lin Musen came to the company with a feeling, took the physical examination report, and quickly walked into the office on the third floor where he was, ignoring the company employees who greeted him along the way.

"What's wrong with Director Lin, he was in a hurry, he didn't say hello to him or not, his expression was very serious, he would never be like this usually. ”

"yes, I think it's weird, I feel like I've changed to a different person. ”

"I just saw Director Lin holding what seems to be a physical examination report, do you think it will ......?"

"No, the director is so young that he will ......"

"What are you talking about, tell me about it?"

............

Feifan's pantry is the center of the company's gossip, and as soon as Lin Musen returned to the office, rumors about him immediately spread in the company.

As soon as Lin Musen arrived at the office and locked the door, he then made a phone call to Sister Juan, asking her not to let anyone disturb him and hung up the phone.

It was the first time for Du Mingjuan to feel that Lin Musen was speaking so strongly, and before she could speak, Lin Musen hung up the phone, Du Mingjuan felt that something was wrong, but she didn't know what was going on, until Lin Musen's rumors spread to her, she hesitated to ask.

Lin Musen was sitting on the chair, his eyes looked a little hollow, he was not so afraid of death, because his life was given to him by his grandparents.

I remember that after my grandfather left, there was no old man in the village who smoked dry tobacco and basked in the sun, and the villagers seemed to have forgotten the existence of this person, and continued to eat, drink, and work, because time was still walking, and it never stopped.

As the saying goes: the earth doesn't stop turning because of who leaves.

Yes, some people will leave behind things when they die, poetry, creation, civilization, spirituality, etc., but the vast majority of ordinary people will not leave anything, they will only exist in the minds of some people after they die, shallow or deep, there are regrets, sadness, and thoughts, but these will slowly fade with the loss of time.

You live only in their memories, but you leave nothing.

Lin Musen also has people who are reluctant, it is his brothers, the eldest Zhao Yuan is down-to-earth, he has already started a family, and he is the most reassuring one.

The third Huaqiang and the fourth are a bit prodigal by nature and not very reliable, but they have been a lot more stable in recent years, and the company's development has now entered the formal, he can leave with confidence, but he still has to complete the project of Aniel first and finish his last shift.

As for the fact that he had cancer, Lin Musen didn't plan to tell them, lest they annoy themselves with noisy noise, and then find an excuse to say that he was tired for so long and wanted to rest, and then, let's talk about it later.

There are also Lin Musen's parents, their faces flashed in Lin Musen's mind, and Lin Musen never thought to tell them that he had never had father's love and mother's love after living for more than 20 years, but he still survived, he only had his grandparents.

Thinking of his grandparents, Lin Musen suddenly felt a little homesick, compared to last night, this kind of longing was more intense, more longing, and felt that there was the best place for him.

Sometimes the longing evoked in the distance is not a way to a strange place, but a call to return home.

So Lin Musen had a plan in his heart and made a decision that he had never thought of. Then Lin Musen began to slowly recover, returning to his original appearance of the polite and gentle Director Li, and his empty eyes slowly became colorful.

Rubbing his temples with his hands to relieve his tense mind, Lin Musen's gaze drifted to the calendar.

March 3rd, it was Lin Musen's birthday, Lin Musen laughed helplessly, it was really ironic.

In fact, this day is Lin Musen's birthday and the day his parents divorced, leaving him homeless, so he didn't want to deliberately remember this day, March 3rd, scattered, there are too many bad memories on this day, and now even his own cancer was found out today, is this God's will?

But when he handed over the fat man and his three brothers, almost every birthday of Lin Musen was very lively, and there were still good memories of this day.

For example, they gave all kinds of gifts that made him cry and laugh, like Lin Musen's birthday last year, Hua Qiang's funny comparison gave Lin Musen a high-fidelity inflatable doll, and when he opened it in front of everyone, it made Lin Musen feel an urge to kill him.

It's also strange to say, the three of them seem to have forgotten about this year's birthday, the fourth Cui Jiaming went to France to learn sculpture, and the eldest Zhao Yuan and the third Huaqiang went to Changsha yesterday and said that it would take a week to come back.

This year's birthday looks like you're going to have to spend it alone, but it's okay to find a reason to hide it from them.

Suddenly remembered that the fat man asked him to help take care of the affairs of his department before leaving, so Lin Musen tidied up his clothes, adjusted his expression, and walked out of the office.

Du Mingjuan saw Lin Musen coming out, her demeanor was quite normal, but she looked a little thin and tired, remembering the rumors just now, she stepped forward and asked worriedly: "Director Lin, there is nothing wrong with the physical examination, is it ......?"

"It's okay, it's just a little problem, the doctor told me to rest more, I'm going to go to a few other departments of the company, don't enter my office first." ”

Lin Musen interrupted Du Mingjuan's inquiry, he knew that Du Mingjuan was concerned about him, but Lin Musen didn't want anyone to know about his illness.

"Okay Director. Although Du Mingjuan was still skeptical, Lin Musen said so, so he had no choice but to obey the Tao.