44. Void
In the void, An Qing looked at these last collected memory fragments like a bystander. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
"So, what are you going to do now?" A deep voice came from behind An Qing.
"You, you are!" An Qing remembered that this "person" of unknown origin had appeared in the memory fragment just now.
"I am the Grim Reaper, Tanatos." As soon as the words fell, a cold air seemed to freeze the air.
An Qing thought it was an illusion, or some kind of non-physical world. But she was surprised to find that there was a complete chain in herself, and the link between the mind and the body and soul existed. This means that An Qing is herself, her body. And not other phenomena like the environment.
"You don't have to explore yourself anymore, that's who you are." His words seemed to speak to An Qing's heart, which undoubtedly did not make An Qing feel stunned. In just two seconds, he sensed the flow of An Qing's faint soul power. But if she's here, where are Xiaoli and Zishen?
"Death? Who would believe in that kind of nonsense. An Qing treated it indifferently.
"It doesn't matter if you believe it or not, but I think you've seen one of the fourteen gods before, the Goddess of Illusion." Seeing that An Qing didn't speak, he continued: "Believing in this kind of thing is just your choice, and the truth does not exist because of a person's choice, just like the current overlapping world." He was also a little surprised that he was still able to maintain his human body after being trapped in this emptiness.
An Qing thought carefully, could it be that when she met Xiaoli, that woman?
"Yes, it's just that we're on opposite ends." He interrupted An Qing's thoughts.
If that's the case, then he could really do anything with ease, at least to some extent, at the moment, with her abilities, he is no match for him at all.
"So, what do you want to do?" An Qing really didn't know what his purpose was.
"You're dead." He said.
"What?" An Qing only remembered that she passed out in the end. Don't?
"However, the cycle of life and death in this world has been destroyed, to be exact, there are no real living people anymore." As he spoke, he suddenly disappeared from An Qing's sight, turned to her ear, and said softly: "Where do you think those who are already dead have gone?" ”
According to his words, the people in this world have been housed by all kinds of dead souls in the soul world, and the souls of those who exist in themselves have been directly devoured, and along with the soul, they have disappeared forever. In this way, it is the rupture of samsara. An Qing's situation is a little special, she has a soul of her own and is not boarded. But in a sense, she's dead, so, in this overlapping world, she just can't enter reincarnation and is trapped here.
"Do you think it's worth it to trade your life for your life?" Tanatos questioned.
"I ......" An Qing was speechless, she really didn't know how to answer the question. Because the question itself is incomprehensible, and if it is worth it, then you are disrespecting life and imposing grief on the rescued who are bound to you. It is not an exaggeration to say that it is a sin on top of a sin, but if you are capable but indifferent, you will have guilt and endless accusations.
"So, I don't understand you humans. It's ridiculous, too. You're 'bloody'. You must know that although the power of fire can be used in the case of the community, blood and fire are different, because not everyone can open blood. Blood fire is burned with life, that is, vitality, and some people may not be able to successfully open blood if they drain themselves. In a sense, your sacrifice is worth it. He scoffed.
"You want to resurrect me, don't you?" An Qing ignored what he said and asked bluntly.
"On what basis do you make such a judgment?" He said with interest.
"Because I'm a Killer Clan, and the current situation is no better than the original world." When An Qing said this, she was not absolutely sure. Although it is said that even if you are alive in the world now, there is no difference between being dead and dead. But she must have the freedom to move and do what she has to do.
Moreover, she had also heard Lao Wang talk about some things about these so-called gods before. Legend has it that the Yi tribe was blessed by the "gods", although they were skeptical of Lao Wang's words. But in fact, there is no need for him to lie to An Qing. Moreover, at that time, she also infiltrated some of Lao Wang's thoughts and obtained some information. So, if her judgment is correct, she is a Clan. She also knew that only the Warriors could bear such a sacrifice, blending into a sacrifice like a soul snail.
"Resurrection? You are not the only one who has died, is it possible that I will save everyone? Doing this kind of ungodly thing? He retorted.
"Against the sky? Is there still a saying against the sky? Moreover, in this overlapping intermediate world, the marginal world of life and death, even if I return to the original world, how can I be truly alive. She scoffed.
After a long silence, accompanied by a burst of gloomy laughter, this void world, along with the flying of smoke and dust, began to disintegrate.
In the darkness of the night, two "outlines" were faintly visible.
"What an interesting kid." Crescher said to the Grim Reaper.
"I'd love to keep her." He replied.
"You're just kidding." Crescher chuckled.
"I can only say that you are very idle now." He replied.
"It's not as much work as it used to be, at least in this world where you don't know whether it's dead or alive." He shrugged helplessly.
"Indeed, gone." With that, they disappeared into the darkness.
An Qing shuttled out of a narrow hole in the air and returned to the present world. Although a lot has changed now, this is still the world of memory, still full of familiar feelings.
She stood up, casually and blankly gazing at the bleakness of the sky. A lonely wind swept through her bun. It was as if she were the only remaining human in this world. Nowadays, it is difficult to discern the line between day and night. The whole world was extremely silent and empty, only a dim light seeped in, like a shimmering world.
An Qing is still in the same place where she disappeared at that time, but Xiaoli and Zishen are gone. Although they don't know where An Qing is now, if An Qing dies, the soul companion who follows Xiaoli will not be able to survive. Therefore, they should rely on this information to determine whether An Qing is still alive.
Now that Xiaoli has the protection of her soul companion and Zishen, she can finally put her mind at ease. But having said that, she had to hurry up and try to catch up with them. Just as An Qing was about to leave, she suddenly heard someone calling her name, and this voice made An Qing feel familiar.
In an instant, a figure flashed in front of An Qing, and An Qing was dumbfounded when she looked at this gradually clear face. She was surprised and said in a slurred voice, "Old ...... Lao Wang? ”
"Long time no see, Anqing." He smiled kindly and slightly seriously.
"How did you get here?" An Qing felt that if it wasn't for the reason, he wouldn't show up easily.
"I have something very important to tell you." He turned his back on his hands.
"I think you should know exactly what's going on, and now I have to rush to Guhai right now." She said with a frown.
"Even if you rush to Guhai City now, now the matter is a foregone conclusion." He sighed and continued, "As for how to do it, it's up to you, I'm just here to tell you that you have to choose between the past and the future. Weigh the real necessity. After all, if the past cannot be solved, it will be difficult to continue in the future. ”
He stepped forward and patted An Qing on the shoulder: "I think you understand what I mean, it's up to you to do what you do now." He looked at An Qing and nodded with a smile.
"You?" An Qing saw that something was wrong with him, but she didn't know how to speak.
"I've lived too long, I'm tired and tired. Even though I still have a soul when I'm dead, at least I don't have those so-called memories anymore, and that's what I want now. An Qing, you have to take care in the future, there are still many variables in the future. An Qing was about to reach out to support his gradually falling body, but only caught the trail of falling. It seems that at the beginning, they all followed the rules, chasing the impossible derived from reality, who really understood.
He ended up being a dead soul. In the current world, even if you enter the realm of reincarnation, you are still a dead soul that cannot be reincarnated again. But in a sense, at least it's stronger than those revenants who break free from the black hole of the mind, right? Those who are endlessly nostalgic for the world, but can't really forget the existence of will, can only struggle endlessly in the quagmire of resentment and love.