Chapter 249

I shut myself in my room! No one can disturb me! Zhao Jia also didn't go to work because of my situation and has been taking care of me at home! The shop is handled by the fat man! My temper grew and I couldn't believe I had done all these things! When I came back from there, I felt like my whole person had changed, and I couldn't tell what it was! Zhao Jia left every time she delivered food to my room, and she knew it like the fat man, trying not to disturb me! Because both of them have the keys to my room, they will consciously leave after every time they see me, and I treat them as if they don't exist!

I huddle myself in a corner every day, I even fear everything around me, I feel like everything around me shouldn't be around me! At one or two o'clock in the evening, I was standing on the windowsill and looking at the city beneath my feet! I tried to jump off it several times, but I resisted it! Because my brain doesn't allow me to do that! After a few days, the fat man found a doctor from nowhere! If I say it's a treatment for heart diseases, I naturally don't feel anything about the doctor! After seeing me, he concluded that I had a mental illness, and he told the fat man that I should have depression! I have begun to disbelieve everything around me, this is a disease that can only be formed after a huge blow! The fat man felt in his heart that I hadn't walked out of the shadow of Ling Xinyi's death, but in fact, even I wasn't sure if I had come out of Ling Xinyi's death! I'm just going to be a complete psychopath, just as the doctor said!

Later, because he had a disagreement with the fat man, the fat man naturally wouldn't admit that I had become a psychopath, so he made a big noise in my room! Naturally, I didn't want them to make noise in my room, so I blasted them out! This typical lack of personality is something that even the doctor doesn't know what's wrong! After blasting them out, I feel like my space is a lot quieter! But both he and Zhao Jia believe that I will get better! It's just that they can't find the crux of my problem!

As soon as I close my eyes at night, my mind is full of sad thoughts! Endless negativity filled my psyche, and I began to get rough, smashing everything in the room, and nothing in my room was intact! It was also at this time that the fat man realized the seriousness of the problem! He and Zhao Jia tied me up together! It's just that Zhao Jia feeds me something every day, and I don't resist! In order to prevent me from having another seizure, the fat man simply closed the shop and stayed in the living room every day! If I have any abnormal situation, he will control me as soon as possible, because Zhao Jia alone is not enough to restrain me!

After about another week, my behavior began to mutate! I'm not becoming brutal, I'm no longer throwing tantrums, throwing things away alive and ruining them on the ground! I started to pick up a pen and write and draw in the room, and no one could understand the things I was drawing! The fat man said those graffiti were more like essays! Actually, my body was not controlled by my brain at that time! So much so that no one could understand the lines I drew, and they were all drawn by instinct! I painted them all over the wall, mixed with obscure symbols! Those symbols look more like some old language! But before the fat man could write down those things, I erased them all, and what I did was always an endless cycle, painting the sky and the earth, painting the walls and the table, and even the glass was full of those things!

And the terrible thing is that every one or two o'clock in the morning, I will get up from the bed again, slowly draw those things I don't know, and what is even more terrifying is that I still have words in my mouth while drawing! As for what it was, the fat man said that they couldn't understand a word!

This went on for a while, and in its place it was even more incredible! The fat man said that my body often takes some incomprehensible poses, and those poses are not at all possible for ordinary people! The fat man told me that one night at two or three o'clock, I actually squatted in front of him and looked at him intently! That time the fat man was really taken aback! Even more terrifying was the sudden laughter in my room in the middle of the night, and that weird smile! According to the fat man, when he and Ling Xinyi rushed in, I was squatting in the corner, surrounded by some incomprehensible things that I had drawn with a black pen! I squatted and looked in the direction of the fat man, and a weird smile came out of the corner of my mouth! Fat people, wherever they go, my smile follows! So much so that Zhao Jia was scared to cry by me on the spot! That time may be the most difficult day for the fat man and Ling Xinyi!

As a last resort, the fat man had to tie me up again with Ling Xinyi! But this time, I kept rebelling against them as if I had smoked opium! The fat man had no choice but to knock me unconscious! This situation can only be sent to the psychiatric hospital, but the fat man and Zhao Jia will definitely not do this, they want to find out the crux of the problem in my heart, but how can it be so easy to find out! In the end, I still don't have a clue! Later, after some time, they found out that I had self-harmed, and I broke the bowl they were serving food, and cut my body all over with scars!

The fat man and Zhao Jia really became helpless, they tied me to the bed with two thick ropes, and only gave me a little food every day. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info It's not that they want to do anything to me, but they only have this way, and after I use up my physical strength, I'm naturally honest! But things certainly weren't as they thought they were! My strength is beyond their imagination! I'm not crazy like this, they're crazy!

Then things got better, and I was awake for two hours a day! During that waking time, I was at a loss for what I was doing! I don't even know what's going on! During that time, the time of the illness also became regular, and according to them, I would scream every night! Scream like a neurological patient! However, according to my situation, the fat man and Zhao Jia agreed that my situation would slowly improve! But it's not that easy!