Seeing that Xiao Mo didn't mean to joke at all, Bai Yimei also withdrew the incredulity on her face, and after being quiet for about a minute, she began to talk about Su Hao in her eyes and heart.

She and Su Hao are very childsweets, because they are in the same school and the same class in junior high school, whether they are in kindergarten or school, and now they are in junior high school.

With such a special experience as the background, the two of them naturally have an indescribable feeling. Of course, most of this feeling is in the heart of Bai Yimei, who looks very proud on the surface.

Because of her special family background and the environment in which she has lived since she was a child, Bai Yimei is born with a sense of arrogance, giving people the feeling that only she is high up and no one looks down on her.

So although Bai Yimei has friends, there are many friends, but none of them are true friends, everyone is good to her to tie her up, they all hope to get a little money from her, and hope that when she is bullied, the eldest sister can help find a few people.

Bai Yimei has lived in that kind of deceitful family since she was a child, although her parents are extraordinary in the eyes of outsiders, but only they know the real situation, and they dare not go out early, dare to return late, and dare not expose their whereabouts lightly. For fear of being seized by former or current enemies to take revenge, this is especially true of Bai Yimei, who is regarded as the pearl of her palms by her parents.

It can be said that no one will follow her except when she goes to the toilet, and at any other time, including school, his father's horse boy will come in and watch her. One is to protect her, and the other is to be afraid that she will be hooked up with by a boy.

And because of this environment, she has become very suspicious, and she has become emotionally weak, and she completely looks at human feelings with interests. You laugh with me, you go to the street with me, you chat with me. Then I'll pay you for a few reasons. Or buy some snacks, or buy some playthings, or directly give money by borrowing money.

She couldn't spend enough money left and right, and all she had was these rotten papers with a fishy smell.

From childhood to adulthood, everyone suddenly appeared beside her like a passerby, and then left suddenly. Only Su Hao sat quietly under the same roof as her, and went to school and left school with her every day with a blank face.

Yes. Because most of the boys in the class are interested in her, they are all in love or secretly in love with her, but only Su Hao, who can be said to have been growing up with her, seems to have no interest in her at all.

It's hard to hear. It's that Su Hao can't feel her existence at all.

It's okay when I'm young, but I just think Su Hao is a sullen boy. You can wait until you reach puberty. She gradually became interested in the boy, and this interest would increase with each passing day.

Because every morning, when she saw Su Hao at the gate and Su Hao in the class, Su Hao always looked so listless.

He was like a seriously ill patient, and his face turned pale every day. She kept coughing on her chest, and the coughing sound made her feel pain.

She tried to get to know the mysterious boy, but with each tentative touch, the boy would show his spikes like a hedgehog. Refuse everyone to approach his world.

And her innate pride naturally did not lower her posture, so she did not approach any more, but put herself in a corner where it was convenient to observe her, and looked at him quietly, knowing him, even though he himself did not know anything about it.

In her daily observations, she found that Su Hao likes to read suspense novels very much, even if the school prohibits this kind of thing, Su Hao will always seize the opportunity, either in self-study class, or in recess to read it with interest for a while.

He was the quietest person in the class, only occasionally talking to the front table and handing out homework. She has always had a feeling, no, maybe it is called a feeling, Su Hao does not seem to belong to this world.

Because his every move is showing that he is out of step with this world. Even though it seemed like it was just quieter and a little talkative, she had always thought so in her heart.

I thought that she and him would maintain this relationship until the day she graduated from junior high school, until the day she immigrated abroad with her parents, who would have thought that the head teacher would create a very reasonable opportunity for them - she and Su Hao actually shared the table.

Although she had a very unhappy expression on the surface, she secretly sighed at the strength of the old class, because she finally had the opportunity to try to get closer to the world of this sullen man.

As for Su Hao's indifference to the head teacher's arrangement, he just pouted slightly, but it was very unfortunate that this small detail happened to be discovered by her.

After sharing a table with Su Hao, she was no different from the past on the surface. So the eldest lady's temper, indiscriminate accusations, and unreasonable instructions are all here.

And Su Hao, who was at the same table with her, became a victim of this qiē, tossing half to death every day. However, every time he got angry, Su Hao just sighed helplessly, and what should happen after that, he didn't feel at ease at all.

In fact, she couldn't bear to toss this sick man, because she felt very sad when she saw him coughing so uncomfortably every time, but this stinky boy refused to beg for mercy, and no matter what she said all day long, it was just a perfunctory "uh-huh", which made her want to strangle this bastard.

Until one day more than a month ago, because she heard gossip from a girl in the outer class, she wanted to find a few people to take revenge, so when she muttered indignantly in class, Su Hao unexpectedly spoke.

"Don't you think your life is miserable? You obviously yearn for friendship so much, so you hope that someone can come into your heart, can help you share the loneliness, share the gloom hidden in the light of this big lady.

In that case, why do you always put on a fierce look? That doesn't make anyone scared of you, it's just annoying.

If someone scolds you today, and then you find someone to beat her, then tomorrow more people will scold you, and more people will curse you, and you will curse your family, even though the curse will not necessarily be fulfilled.

I just think you're tired of living, and I think your mask is so ugly. ”

She was told by Su Hao that she didn't have a temper at all, because this was indeed her heart, she did crave real emotions, but she didn't have the ability to distinguish between truth and falsehood, so she could only hug and bury her heart deeply. It wasn't until that moment that she really understood why Su Hao was so attracted to her, because they were like hedgehogs in a group, preventing the entry of living people and even acquaintances.

However, after her brief shock, she still habitually refuted him.

"I think it's my business, I at least have a car to pick up, a car to deliver, an endless amount of clothes to buy, and an endless amount of money to spend. The most important thing is that I'm not sick, I don't cough every day and feel like I'm dying. Rather than pity me, I advise you to pity yourself more, because maybe you will see you again completely before you take a breath. ”

Thinking about it now, she felt that what she said was excessive, but Su Hao still looked so unfazed, shook her head and didn't say anything more.

But from this day on, Su Hao chatted with her unusually, yes, it was completely like a different person, although it looked like it was disguised with all his might.

But in any case, it's good to be able to take the initiative to talk to her and take the initiative to find a topic.

Su Hao began to talk about himself, and laughed at himself for being a useless waste, in a mess of poor health, except for moving his fingers and carrying his schoolbag, as if he would completely disappear from the world as long as he ran twice.

Whenever he finished laughing at himself, he would begin to depict a person with the same personality as him, but not bound by life, not bound by family, and not bound by body. He uses his weak body like himself to pursue and feel the meaning and value of his existence.

And on the way of chasing, his incarnation will meet friends, friends who cherish him, protect him, and even sacrifice a qiē for him, and his incarnation will also sacrifice for these people, and will chase the wonder of life with these people.

In his eyes, or rather he has always insisted that the wonder of life lies in snatching it from the hands of death.

"If you don't look at death, you never know what it's like to be alive."

This sentence was the most surprising of all the words Su Hao had ever said. Because she didn't think it was something a sixteen-year-old boy could say.

Xiao Mo also smacked his tongue secretly when he heard it, and even wondered if this Su Hao was a philosophical genius, or if some special experience had led him to be sensitive to the issue of life and death.

But anyway, this Su Hao is also very powerful, and the ones he fantasizes about are also the same as his experience in the curse, from the hesitation at the beginning, to the decisiveness now, from not believing in anything at the beginning, to now beginning to believe in friends and cherish friends.

And this time, the fatal challenge was that he was afraid that Li Shuai would come in and send him to death, so he chose to come forward. Because in terms of solving the incident, Li Shuai is still somewhat inferior to him.

Bai Yimei continued to say with full of memories:

He told me about the challenges he faced in the world called a supernatural event together, and told me the story of "Xiao Mo" and Zhang Tianyi, Li Shuai and others, and the partners who died in the incident one by one and made him cry.

In reality, he also found a game that was very similar, and it said that the game was called - extremely scary. (To be continued......)