Chapter 10 – Lost Autumn

At that moment, everyone stopped talking and looked at Bingxiu and Xiao Liu quietly......

No one broke the moment, although they didn't know what was going on or what the relationship between the two was. Perhaps, only two professors know the details. (Lie knows Bingxiu because he had been in contact with Bingxiu for a long time when he was working with Professor Shen in China.) )

Xiao Liu never expected that Bingxiu would also be here, she looked at Bingxiu in a daze. And Bingxiu had already lost his soul, standing there like a stiff log.

Xiao Liu still maintains his old little long hair, no dyeing, his upper body still likes light colors, his lower body is a slightly longer corrugated skirt, he does not wear high heels, and he only has a layer of light makeup on his face, but his facial features are exquisite, his figure is slender, and finally, even his nails are the same blue starry sky as before......

All of this is like an incomparably sharp long knife, piercing straight into Bingxiu's heart......

At this time—

It was dark and quiet outside, and it didn't even seem to have a hint of wind, probably for fear of ruining the tranquility of the moment.

At this moment, there was a sudden sound around me, was it rain? Yes, it's raining......

It stands to reason that there shouldn't be any more rain this season, maybe this rain is the last one, but it is at this time......

With the rain, the wind began to rise, but it also seemed so soft, was the rain too light?

No, it's probably not just the rain, it's the tears, it's the tears of the sky – it's Xiao Liu's tears......

Xiao Liu actually began to drip bean-sized tears...... She slowly lowered her head, and the ground began to get wet little by little, slowly dripping more and more urgently, faster and faster, and it seemed that she was about to catch up with the rhythm of the raindrops outside!

The door creaked open and closed under the action of the wind, the closed window whimpered lowly, the purple curtains twisted gently, the chandelier emitted a warm yellow light, the crystal white swan was slowly rotating in loneliness, everyone seemed to have never blinked, Bingxiu was now in a complete trance, feeling that everything was both familiar and strange, the person in front of him seemed to be like a fleur-de-lis in May (iris language: desperate love), and he himself was so hot and tormented, as if he was in the midsummer of July, for Bingxiu, Time may really stand still! The static ones are even more real than those in the branches, and they are ...... directly

The rain is still falling, and the tears make everything even heavier, Bingxiu and Xiao Liu may be longing for a kind of redemption now, not the salvation given by anyone, nor the salvation of God, but the salvation of their own hearts and the redemption of love.

Suddenly, there was a thunderclap from far, far away, from the past, from the future, from the depths of the soul......

This sound seemed to flip the switch of time, allowing Bingxiu to return to reality from his dream......

"Little Mei ......" (Bingxiu's unique affectionate name for Xiao Liu)

Xiao Liu didn't speak and continued to lower his head.

Everyone didn't dare to speak, and at this moment, the door suddenly opened slowly-

Walking in came a tall, thin man, without a bare head, with a burning cigarette pouch in his mouth, which he said was in his mouth, but rather hidden in a thick beard, which with his bare head always felt strange. He was wearing a long black windbreaker, but he was wearing a pair of pure white travel shoes, which was very incongruous. It looks like it's old, so you don't have to guess, it must be a column.

As soon as Lie came in and saw so many people, he knew that it must have been sent by Professor Shen.

However, many people didn't look at him or greet him, which made him very confused!

Even Xiao Liu didn't greet him, which even made him feel unaccustomed......

However, he soon locked on a person in his eyes, and he stood in front of Xiao Liu, covering his mouth with his hands together, even so, he could recognize that this was Bingxiu!

This made him immediately understand everything in front of him, he slowly took down the cigarette pouch with his right hand, slowly spit it out, walked behind Xiao Liu with very light steps, and then spoke: "Bingxiu!" ”

Bingxiu looked up at Lie at this time, responded with a word, and said hello.

Lie then turned around and said to everyone: "Let's take a break here first, Bingxiu and Xiao Liu and I have something to say." ”

A Russian can speak Chinese so fluently, and everyone has no objections, and they all nodded......

Except for Xiao Chu, she didn't know why, her heart suddenly emptied, and she felt that she had suddenly fallen into a lonely environment that she had never been exposed to.

Lie and Bingxiu walked to a hut in front of them, and after entering, the hut was to store some miscellaneous items, but there were four or five chairs, and the three of them sat down separately.

Lie spoke first: "It's amazing! Two, no one would have thought of it, right? ”

Hearing what Lie said, Xiao Liu began to sob a little again, but Bingxiu seemed to start to calm down, straightened his waist, and said:

"Xiaomei, I'm really sorry ......"

Xiao Liu rubbed his eyes with his hands, then looked at the ceiling and said, "No, it's my fault......"

This answer made Bing Xiu even more uncomfortable, and he even wanted to slap himself a few times!

He began to recall his youthful self and the helpless mistakes he had made......

At that time, Xiao Liu was just twenty, and he and Xiao Liu had known each other for a short time, although the two were seven or eight years apart, no one could resist love when it came...... Xiao Liu was still a student of Professor Shen at the time, and the professor expressed his concern when he learned about the incident, but Xiao Liu did not care at the time.

Later, the two of them had a good journey, and the parents of both sides didn't say much, and the professor didn't care much when he saw that he was in a good state, and at the same time Lie also understood, but at that time, Lie was not qualified to say anything. However, during the time when Professor Shen went out to investigate the underground laboratory, Bingxiu also received a task, and asked for a year and a half. In fact, time is not a problem, true love can withstand the test of time.

But he never expected that Bingxiu inhaled a large amount of poisonous gas due to negligence during the investigation, resulting in sudden heart failure, enlargement of the right atrium, and severe damage to the valve. In the end, he was rushed to a hospital in Beijing, and because he was afraid that Xiao Liu would be worried, he asked everyone to hide it from Xiao Liu......

Later, Bingxiu's family received a critical illness notice from the hospital, informing them that Bingxiu's chance of survival after surgery was only 450 percent...... Bingxiu was really distressed when he learned the news, he was reluctant, especially Xiao Liu, but he understood at that time that the most important thing to do was to make Xiao Liu desperate and completely disappointed in himself, he wanted to make himself a scumbag, a disgusting scumbag!

So, he made up a very old-fashioned excuse: "I already like someone else, she is more beautiful, virtuous, and gentle than Xiao Liu...... He doesn't have a crush on her at all, so ask her to find another love! Moreover, he and this woman over here already have a child......"

Bingxiu wrote a letter about these, and the letter contained the last love poem he wrote to Xiao Liu, and passed it by mail, how he hoped that this letter could be mailed more slowly... Slow down...... He knew that this was really a bolt from the blue for Xiao Liu, and he couldn't bear to see Xiao Liu's heartbroken appearance. He sometimes asks himself, "Will she cry badly?" Could she really have another boyfriend? Will she ...... until her own tears wet the pillow towel......

However, Bingxiu knew that he should do this, Xiao Liu was very young, she shouldn't have to bear this kind of pain of torment! It is precisely because of this that I have to do it, so that I can show that I am a qualified man!

However, later, Bingxiu may have been blessed by the heavens, or perhaps his fate should not have been extinguished, and he survived...... However, what saddened him was that Xiao Liu would not appear again, someone had already told him that Xiao Liu had decided to go abroad without permission, and no one could contact her again...... Bingxiu understood everything, but at that time, he didn't want to think about anything......

Thinking back to the present, I met Xiao Liu again, and Bingxiu didn't know how to explain.

But before Bingxiu could speak, Lie suddenly patted Bingxiu on the shoulder, and then said to Bingxiu: "You don't have to worry, Xiao Liu already knows the truth of the matter......

"What? Got it? When Bingxiu spoke, his eyes shone brightly......

"Yes, a year ago when she was my assistant, I told her everything, Xiao Liu is very regretful! I was going to wait for next year when I went to China again, and then I went to you, but for this reason, Xiao Liu Ke has always been single! Xiao Liu is also worried that you may have a family, but it's okay. Ay! I really didn't expect fate to be so anxious...... It's pretty good, too. Lie said as he let Bingxiu and Xiao Liu's hands hold together......

Bingxiu's hands were shaking......

Bingxiu glanced at Xiao Liu......

I saw Xiao Liu open the back shell of the mobile phone and take out a piece of paper from it, a piece of paper that Bingxiu is very familiar with-

Xiao Liu handed it to Bingxiu and looked at him with two watery eyes soaked in tears......

Bingxiu was very distressed to watch, and there was ...... Heartbroken......

opened, it's the last love poem-

"Lost Autumn"

When I see you

Faded into the sea of flowers

I knew—

This sea of flowers has lost its autumn

But Autumn is a fragile person

will carve sorrow into the wind

Blowing away the morning of the sea of flowers

So the wind disturbs your dreams

You wake up and sigh softly

I sighed softly

The sea of flowers has also become smoke and dust......

Because you have fallen to your roots

I can't sleep even with the clouds on my pillows

When the sea of flowers turned into smoke and dust—

How can there be autumn in the smoke and dust?