。 This crisis, I have to figure it out. Not just because of curiosity, but because there are two definite people and one unclear person involved.

The two people who have been identified are Xiao Ruo and Ah Xue, and the other person who is uncertain is "that person...... I don't know if it's me.

Yaya and I sat side by side on the other side. The time of waiting is always boring, but fortunately, I have a girl by my side now. As long as she is there, there will be no difficult times.

Many times, just staring at her like that, I could watch for hours.

Whether it's the way she purses her lips, or the way she frowns, or the way she blushes, it's all so intoxicating.

Whether it is her red lips, or the bridge of her handsome nose, or her long eyelashes, her bright eyes are like a delicate work of art, and she never gets tired of looking at them. So I have to see her blush.

But today, it seems that there is no such good blessing. She sat beside me in a regular manner, holding her knees with her hands reserved, and she looked like a little girl who had just started kindergarten.

I looked at the blue sphere in the middle of the pit for a while, and felt a little bored, so I turned my head to look at Yaya, no matter what time it was, I still thought she was more beautiful.

And she didn't seem to notice my naked gaze now...... Belch? Maybe he noticed it, but he just pretended not to know.

She pursed her rosy lips again and lowered her head, as if thinking about something.

"Zhuo, take a look, is this the book of heaven you talked about before?" She suddenly pulled out two yellowed notebooks from her bag and handed them to me.

Somewhat reluctantly, I looked away from her face and at the notebook in her hand.

Belch? Specifically, the gaze fell on her hands. The notebook is yellow, but her hands are very soft.

He shook his head and shook off his dirty thoughts. Looked at the notebook she was holding.

It's a little familiar, and it looks like I've actually seen it somewhere.

I didn't dare to slack off, so I took it and flipped through it, and sure enough, it was all some words that I couldn't understand before...... The text of our Wu'er Star!

Now, I understand.

It's really those two heavenly books!

I looked at Yaya and asked, "Where did you get it?" ”

She smiled sweetly, blinked her eyes, and said a little mischievously, "Picked it up!" ”

I was a little uncomfortable, the kind of "uncomfortable" that was very comfortable. I stared into Yaya's eyes and said very seriously, "Yaya, don't tease me like this all the time, okay?" ”

"I ...... How? She asked innocently.

"I just had a horrible idea." I grabbed her shoulder and asked, "Do you know what it is?" ”

"I ...... How would I know that I am not you! Her face turned red inexplicably.

"I want to ...... Gnaw you! Well, gnaw like gnawing on the head of the nest! ”

"But I'm not a nest," she squinted at me, "and you're still as bad as you used to be!" ”

"It's not!" I said, "As soon as you wink at me, I'm impulsive." ”

"That'...... I won't blink at you. ”

"No, I still like to see you blink."

"But I'm in danger," the girl laughed, "and if you can't help it, what should I do?" It hurts. I'm afraid it hurts! ”

I smiled, gently took her in my arms, and said, "I was just teasing you." How can I be willing to bite you? I'm going to hurt too, my heart hurts. ”

"Flim Flam! Yun Zhuo, I really doubt how many girls you have deceived in the eight hundred years that I have been away. ”

"Not a single one!"

"Really?"

"Nope! I swear to God! ”

"I don't believe it!" Yaya shook her head.

I said, "You're so unconfident in yourself? ”

"What do you mean?"

"They don't look as good as you. I can't afford it! ”

"You still stink, you are beautiful! Pick and choose, old and not serious. Hum! I won't believe your nonsense. So how do you explain Xiao Ruo's matter? ”

"It was an accident!" "I think there's a sense of familiarity in her." But when it comes to liking, it's not enough. ”

The girl pouted dissatisfiedly and whispered, "You dare to say that she is not beautiful?" No ...... look good without me."

"This ......" I hesitated, but still said what was in my heart, "to say a word of conscience, she ...... It's good-looking, at least it's not worse than you......"

"Then why aren't you tempted? She loves you so much. ”

"I don't know why. I always felt that I owed her and was sorry for her. If it weren't for her, I would have died long ago. But in the face of her simple love, I can't repay it. ”

Yaya is silent, and I am silent. The topic of Xiaoruo is always a heavy topic. It seems that as soon as we talk about her, there will be a thousand pounds of force on us, so that we are out of breath and unable to speak. The air froze as well.

"Say no more!" I began to change the subject, opened the two books of heaven, and said, "Let's see what will be in here!" ”

The girl snuggled up to my words and nodded with a smile.

I can't describe the feeling of reading a book with someone I like, and sometimes, it makes me happier than getting a kiss from Yaya.

"Hmmm! By the way, you haven't said it yet, how did you get this notebook. "I suddenly remembered a question from earlier.

"I've said it all, I picked it up."

I shook my head and smiled, "I don't believe it! ”

Actually, when she said that when she picked it up, I knew where the notebook came from. It should have been when I was fighting with the man in the jacket, and these two notebooks fell to the ground, and they were later seen by the maid, so they were picked up. These two "Heavenly Books" were originally placed in that copper box, and it was not unbelievable that the copper box appeared in that person's hand, and the notebook would fall from his body.

The girl pouted and said, "I really picked it up, how can you believe me?" ”

Looking at her appearance, I couldn't help but laugh in my heart, she probably thought that I was suspicious of her, and she secretly took the book of heaven. Looks like she's still haunting the last time she accidentally hurt me.

I stared at her and said very seriously, "Unless you let me kiss you!" ”

"You're trying to take advantage of me again."

"Nope!" I said seriously, "If you lie, your mouth is bitter!" If you're telling the truth, it's naturally sweet. ”

"You're talking nonsense again!" She smiled, her eyes narrowed into a beautiful crescent.

Taking advantage of this gap, I pecked her on the lips in a deliberate way.

She pushed me away, blushed, covered her eyes, and said hesitantly, "Are you ashamed?" There's still someone here......"

I pretended not to hear what she said, savored it, and said, "It's bitter!" You're lying! But that's not right. It shouldn't be bitter! No way! I'll try it again. ”

"Zhuo, don't make a fuss...... her face, which had already turned into a big apple, stretched out her slender and delicate but slightly rough fingers, and pressed my mouth.

She has calluses on her hands...... Calluses from doing housework the other day. Laundry and cooking can't make your hands calloused, but using a hoe to eradicate the weeds in the flower bed is enough to make Yaya's originally tender hands calloused.

It's a little rough, scraping my lips, giving me a very strange and comfortable feeling.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll bite you?" I looked at her and said very seriously, very seriously!

"I'm not afraid! You don't dare. ”

"Why wouldn't I?"

"If you dare to bite me, I will bite you too! We'll see who bites the hardest. When she said this, she was very serious, but between her bright eyes, there was a smile.

"Ahem...... You two, are we really the air when we are old? A very abrupt voice sounded, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

Yaya's face turned even redder, and she whispered, "Zhuo, are we really too much?" ”

"Nope! What do we care about them when we say our word? But...... I also think it's a little too much. ”

"Shall we ...... Reading? ”

"Hmmm! Reading! ”

My eyes and Yaya's eyes returned to the notebook again.

The notebook is made of rice paper, which is the most historically rich paper in China.

The words on it are also quite neat and neat, and at a glance, you can see that most of them are a woman's handwriting, and it is also a very "regular" woman.

The content in this is very likely to be written by Ah Xue, and I suddenly have a little expectation in my heart.

When we turned the first page, it was blank, there was nothing, not even a name, and it was hard to tell who wrote these things.

By the time we got to the second page, there was finally content.

The first sentence goes like this:

I was five years old that year, and my father died, and my mother killed me. I wouldn't believe it to be true, but it's true, because I saw it with my own eyes!

My mother used to say that others would deceive themselves, but their own eyes would not.

I don't like my father, he's not a good father. My mother, who I used to think was dependent, also changed on that day and became terrifying.

I couldn't have imagined that my father was such a person and my mother was such a person.

My mother deceived me, saying that my father was gone, left us alone, and would never come back. I didn't believe her because I knew she lied to me and that she killed my father.

From that day on, my childhood completely changed, and I realized that everyone around me was so terrifying and so untrustworthy.

I was scared, really scared. But I didn't dare say it to anyone, including my mother!

I could only secretly write in the night, writing alone that I didn't know what it was.

I'm really scared, but the only "people" I can trust and listen to me are pen and paper!

After each confession, I have to carefully hide it so that my heart does not be seen by others.

They don't deserve it, they don't deserve my trust, so I don't want them to see what I'm thinking.

I still clearly see the scene where my mother stabbed my father in the throat with a silver needle!

It was one of the most horrible things I've ever seen in my life, my mother was a murderer, and she killed my father.

She was so terrifying that she could do it to her husband.

I stayed outside the window, watching everything that was happening inside the house, not daring to speak or move. I'm really scared if the bloody silver needle will come at me in the next second. Is she really my kind mother?

I've thought about this question again and again, but never once have it figured it out.

Mother is still a mother, she will hold me, she will kiss me, she will make me something to eat, she will comb my hair, she will give me new clothes to wear.

But the mother is not a mother anymore, she is no longer the mother she used to be. She would get angry for no reason, often scold me for trivial things, and beat me even more unreasonably!

She's not that mother anymore, she's changed.

I often have nightmares and wake up in my sleep. No! I should have been woken up scared, I cried as soon as I woke up, but I didn't dare to cry out loud.

When my mother asked me, I didn't dare say anything.

I always remember what happened that day, what happened the day my father died.

That day was the day after the Dragon Boat Festival.

That morning, while I was still asleep, I suddenly heard a knock on the door.

I love to sleep and can't get up. Fortunately, my mother had already gotten up.

The person who came seemed to be a cousin, and her tone was anxious, as if something particularly bad had happened.

I can't hear it, and I don't care. Because I have a mother, she will shelter me from the wind and rain.

Later, the cousin left, but the family was silent.

I didn't care, and continued to sleep under the covers.

However, not long after, my father and mother quarreled.

I don't know why they quarreled, but in my memory, it was the first time they quarreled. From the time I can remember, until I was five years old, it was the first time my father and mother had a fight, and the last time my father and mother had a fight. Because after that time, his father died, and he could never quarrel with his mother again.

I woke up, completely awake. I wondered what my mother and father were arguing about.

I felt like a detective, lurking close to the kitchen.

Father and mother, both in the kitchen.

That sneaky feeling, that fear of being discovered by others, is really exciting.

I went outside the kitchen, there was a window, I was too low to see what was going on inside the kitchen, but I could hear what my father and mother were saying.

Under the window, there is a clump of melons...... I don't know what kind of melon it was, but it grew so luxuriantly that it climbed straight up to the tall bamboo shelf.

I just crouched under the melon, and no one could see me.

I was so happy, happy that I was smart, and I wondered if I would jump out and scare my mother later.

However, as soon as I squatted down, I heard the sound of my mother throwing bowls.

The crunch of the dishes falling on the floor seemed to be a kind of foreshadowing of the end of my childhood.

"Do you think I don't know who you are? You really make me feel sick!

But I won't agree to anything. Could it be that you didn't see that this was a conspiracy, a conspiracy against us, against our Xiaoxue! ”