Since the mall closed, Buhe has returned home, at that time, Buhe's parents have long since divorced, and his father is not too afraid to care about his affairs, because Buhe's temper is as violent as her mother's. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Buhe spends time outside alone every day, and he also wants to find a good job, but he has no education and expertise, so it is difficult to find a good job.

So Buhe began to work on the construction site, although he was only a temporary worker, but as long as he worked more, he could get an extra amount of money, which was regarded as losing weight for himself.

In order to escape the endless troubles at home, Buhe desperately worked overtime on the construction site, and gradually, his fat body disappeared and was replaced by a muscular, slightly muscular body, and his skin was tanned, just like the color of her mother's skin.

In between work on the construction site, occasionally when he is not too tired, Buhe will also think about the past and the sin he committed for the first time.

Buhe's mother was a middle-aged woman who was bent on returning to her hometown, and she was more than twenty years younger than Buhe's father. Buhe's father was an interior designer who couldn't find any job to do, and Buhe only knew that he was an architectural designer back then, not a decorator, and that he was the kind of engineer who specialized in building houses, although he was not famous, but he also took on several projects.

Later, I don't know why, my father went to Inner Mongolia for many years, and it was there that he met Buhe's mother, Buhe's mother was not particularly beautiful when he was young, with prominent cheekbones, and a pair of eyes that looked very unfriendly, Buhe didn't know how his father and mother met at that time, he only knew that his father stayed in Inner Mongolia for many years, and only took his mother back to S City until he gave birth to him, so it can also be said in disguise that Buhe's hometown is in Inner Mongolia.

They returned to the city where their father was born and lived there for a long time, but within a few years, the grumpy mother began to get impatient and began to miss everything in her hometown, she was not used to the humid air of the city, she was not used to the bustling crowds, she did not like the tall buildings, and the women who were in the corridors at all times.

In a word, Buhe's mother didn't like everything here, and she began to yearn more and more for the vast grasslands, the herds of cattle and sheep, the dry air, and the shouts of the herders when they herded the sheep, and the goat's milk wine and mutton in her hometown.

Even if her father occasionally bought mutton to please her, she would lose her temper and throw it all to the ground, or shout at her that it was not mutton at all, which made the whole family restless.

Later, Bu and her mother's extreme homesickness turned into depression, and her father began to take her in and out of the hospital frequently, but with little success, her mother became more and more verbose and irritable, often smashing and falling at home, and her father was often violently treated by her and hid away.

This went on for many years, Buhe's father began to ignore his mother, he may have endured it anymore, maybe he also collapsed, anyway, his father rarely comes home, as long as he comes home, the two of them are endless quarrels and fights.

The silent father always retreats in the corner, bears everything, and if he can't bear it, he walks away, and if the mother can stop the father, the two of them will fight, and if they can't stop it, the mother will be left alone in the house to roar and smash wildly.

At that time, Buhe was only a teenager, and he was still an out-and-out teenager, and the endless pain and irritation at home made his temperament melancholy, so Buhe often wandered outside alone and didn't want to go home at all.

Bu He, who was a teenager, dropped out of school at an early age, and at that time he also thought about working on a construction site. But for the old workers on the construction site, he was just a minor child, so he didn't accept him at all, and persuaded him to go home and study hard, but this kind of persuasion was useless, because even if he returned home, how could he study in such an environment?

He began to resent and hate his mother, and began to avoid his parents until one day, when he came home and saw a court summons on the table, he learned that his father and mother were about to divorce.

Buhe didn't react much to this, he was still a child, what could he do? Silently putting the summons in a drawer, Buwa decided to do whatever the two of them did, as long as they didn't take themselves out of the city. If the judge asked about anything else, he said that he would like to live with his father, anyway, as long as he could stay in the city and live, he could not imagine what Inner Mongolia would be like.

But it backfired, his mother's stubbornness and perseverance, as well as physical discomfort, finally let the court sentence that Buhe, who grew up, to live with his mother, which gave Buhe a heavy blow, and he never thought that he would have to follow his mother back to Inner Mongolia to live.

Buhe tried his best to resist this decision, but his father did not stand by his side and fight for the rights he thought he should have, but faced everything in silence, as if nothing was relevant to him. This made Fukazuya start to hate his father.

At that time, Bu He was not as prominent as when he went to the Luoquewu later, his cheekbones were prominent, his eyes were gloomy, and he looked tall and thin, looking fat and short, but because of malnutrition, his fat should belong to that type of fat.

The mother who is used to doing rough work is very strong, and the day after returning from the court, she packed her simple bags, pulled Buhe to the train station, no matter how Buhe resisted and abused, the mother just didn't let go, and didn't say a word, and the people around them all cast strange eyes on them, and Buhe felt extremely ashamed, but the mother didn't seem to feel anything, just stuffed him into the train like a package, and forcibly took him out of his favorite city to live in a strange place.

Sitting on the train, Fuhe stopped struggling, but hatred and resentment grew like weeds in his heart, and he looked out the window at the scenery that flew by, feeling the demon's hand slowly covering his eyes and instilling his own thoughts into his mind.

Yes, just like the little demons and angels that often appear on top of people's heads in comics, in reality, they also appear in people's hearts from time to time, but they are ignored by most people.

When pain is on the verge of exploding, or when greed and sin enter people's hearts, the demons kick the angels away, expand their bodies infinitely behind the backs of these people, and then blinden them and begin to create a plausible and acceptable reason for their sinful thoughts to step into the abyss of their own destruction.

The train sped all the way forward, and Buhe's heart was like the speed of the train, speeding all the way towards sin, and he was so bent on thinking about how to get himself back to the big city again, and he even thought about jumping off the train while his mother was not paying attention when the train slowed down or stopped somewhere.

But this plan was quickly rejected by himself, because when the train slowed down, he found that he did not have the courage at all, and his mother beside him kept clutching his left hand, and the fingers were as tight as iron tongs, and he could not break free at all.

At this time, Buhe had completely forgotten that his mother's behavior was because he was sick and missing, and he had completely forgotten the tolerance and love he should have for his mother. The torture that had been making him as hysterical and even insane as his mother.

Finally got to the train to the station, it was already a few days and nights later, as for how long it took to sit in the car, Buhe didn't calculate it at all, and he didn't care.

After getting off the train by his mother's hand, he got on the dilapidated bus, bumpy all the way, and finally approached his mother's hometown, getting off the bus, Bu He and his mother still had to walk a long way to reach the place where his mother remembered, and this road became the beginning of Bu and sin.

The last way, there is no way to do it, Bu He thought that he could only defeat his mother, and then take the rest of the money on her, and then take the car back to the original city, Bu He didn't want to go back to find his father, after going back, he still went to the construction site to find a job, try to earn his own money, and support himself, anyway, he is about to turn 18 years old. As for the accommodation, there should be a place on every construction site, and he didn't have to worry about it at all.

Walking and walking, the mother seemed to see the things in her memory, let go of Buhe's hand, and began to trot forward more excitedly, but the package in her hand was still tightly pinched, all the money was in the package, without money, Buhe could not take the car home, so he followed his mother all the way, looking for opportunities.

Holding a mountaineering knife tightly in his hand and secretly hiding it on his body and bringing it out from home, he originally just wanted to use this knife to cut his mother's hand and make him let go of himself, but he didn't have a chance to take out the knife along the way, and of course he didn't have a chance to break free from his mother's hand.

Now Bu He still has no intention of killing his mother, he just wants to get the money in his mother's package, and then stun her and let him go.

But the closer he got to his mother's back, the more nervous he became, and the 'demon' behind him, which was gradually expanding, began to control his mind more and more deeply, and the resentment and disgust in his heart gradually rose more and more intensely, and Buhe's reason was getting farther and farther away from him.

Finally, he raised the knife in his hand desperately, the knife trembled like a leaf in the wind, when it was really raised, it was not so easy to fall, Bu He gradually the whole person was trembling, and the raised hands also stayed in the air, not knowing what to do.

However, all of a sudden, his mother turned around, and the surprise and horror in his mother's eyes stimulated Buhe's nerves like lightning, causing the knife in his hand to fall instantly, and when the tip of the knife stabbed into his mother's back, Buhe didn't know what he was doing at all, and he stabbed again and again, until his hands were all soaked in blood, and then he trembled and stood up again.

The road was extremely remote, and they sometimes arrived here in the evening, so now there was no one around, and he took off his mother's shirt, wiped the blood from his hands over and over again, and then washed all the blood on his hands again and again with the jug he carried, until he could not find it at all.

At this time, the night wind made him a little more awake, and Bu He also knew that he had committed an irreparable sin, but he didn't want to die, let alone die here.

So enduring the fear, after pulling his mother to a hidden place on the side of the road, he took the bloodied clothes and murder weapon, as well as the small package in his mother's hand, and ran away desperately.

On the way, she threw all her clothes, murder weapons and packages into a small river passing by, and stopped a passing bus with only money on her body, and went back the way she came, fortunately, she was able to catch the last train back at the train station.

It doesn't matter whether it's expensive or not, Buhe bought a ticket from a scalper and jumped on the train, and after sitting in the window seat of the train, Buhe's fear mood was a little better, and he began to have the ability to think, what should he do in the future?

After thinking about it, he still decided to go back to find his father, who had always been a silent and cowardly person, and when this kind of thing happened, after all, it was his own son, and it was impossible for him not to defend it.

Sleepless all night, just as the next morning approached, the cloth and mind sitting on the train had completely calmed down, he never thought that he could be so cold and ruthless, the next morning after killing his mother, he could fill his stomach and lean on the seat to replenish his strength in a daze.

The fatigue of sin had taken its effect on him, and the demon had taken away the part of his mind that belonged to goodness, and from this moment on, the cloth and the white angel above his head would never return, and he would surely ruin the long path of his life ahead.