Volume 7, Chapter 14: Life comes to do a great thing
"I want to see Yaya!" I yelled, thinking that if these two guys stopped me again, even if the girl was naked now, I would go to see it. Anyway, it's all to be watched, it's the same to watch it early and watch it late!
Bah!
I wiped the sweat from my forehead, Yun Zhuo, when did you become so dirty? If Yaya knew that you had this kind of thought, she wouldn't let you lay the floor in the future?
I didn't think about anything!
He shook his head, let the red tide on the old face recede, pushed away the bearded uncle, and prepared to run outside.
"You wait first!" Uncle Beard grabbed me and smiled, "What's the hurry?" Always to be seen. You rest first! ”
"No! I can't sit still! "I feel like there are ants in my heart, itching so hard! I just want to see her, and there's nothing more urgent than that.
"It's useless for you to be in a hurry now!" Uncle Beard grabbed me, pushed me onto the bed, and said, "Aju is still wiping her body now, you won't rush in like this, will you?" ”
"Good! I'll wait! According to the desire in his heart, he sat on the bed, but his heart was like a yellow ant gnawing at it, and it was extremely uncomfortable.
What is restlessness, what is impatience, what is sitting on pins and needles.
I fully appreciate it now, no! Now I don't call it like sitting on pins and needles, but like "standing" pins and needles, I can't stand up. Just walking back and forth in the room, walking faster and faster, I can't control myself.
Uncle Beard rolled his eyes and said helplessly, "Can't you just stop for a while?" ”
"Can't!" I replied very simply.
Taking advantage of his inattention, he opened the door and rushed out.
"Wait!" He immediately followed.
I ran all the way to the outside of Yaya's room again, and was about to push the door in, but after thinking about it, I still forgot it. There are still people, I can't play hooligans, otherwise Yaya will definitely beat me to death.
Uncle Beard followed, stared at me and said with a strange smile: "You are waiting above, don't you have to wait when you come down?" You can lie down on it, and you can only stand down! ”
I stood against the wall and didn't say anything, just gave him a roll of the eye.
But I'm still upset, and if I don't see Yaya, there's no way to calm down.
There was a knock on the door.
"Who?" Juju's voice asked.
"Yaya...... Is she okay? ”
"Good ......"
"That's good!" I breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "When can I come in?" ”
"No...... I don't know...... I...... I do not know? ”
I'm going to be by her, isn't she in there? How could it not be known?
"Just a change of clothes! Did it take that long? "I started to get impatient.
She ...... She still had blood on her...... This can only be washed with hot water! Zhuo, you go back and rest first. Soon...... Soon it will be good! ”
"I'm not going back! If it's fast, why should I go up? ”
"Let's go!" Uncle Beard came over to pull me again and said, "You are also a sick person now?" You can't let someone take care of you anymore, can you? ”
"Don't go!" I grimaced, "If you don't see the girl, you won't go up." I can afford to wait for these dozens of minutes! ”
There was no movement in the room, and the bearded uncle in the corridor sighed.
Knocking on the door again, I asked, "Is it ready?" ”
"Not yet...... Not...... Do...... Okay......"
"Did you get it done?" I tried to suppress my irritability and asked calmly.
"Nope!"
"How long will it take?" I asked.
"Soon!" She said softly.
In my heart, there was a sudden uneasiness, which was not very strong, but it almost killed me!
I looked back at Uncle Beard coldly and asked, "Why are you holding me back?" What happened while I was in a coma? What are you hiding from me? ”
"This ......" The expression on his face immediately froze, and he sighed and said, "She...... She doesn't want to see you? ”
"Why? I need a reason! "I suppressed the anger in my heart. I'm not angry with Uncle Beard, I'm not angry with Azhu, I'm just angry with myself, and it's useless for me to hate myself.
"She just said she didn't want to see you. Nothing else is said! The expression on his face was dark.
"Yaya!" I knocked on the door like crazy and asked, "Yaya, can you hear me!" Yaya! Yaya! You answer me? Why don't you want to see me? "Ahem, ahem!
My lungs twitched and I almost coughed up blood.
"Calm down!" Uncle Beard grabbed me and said, "She just doesn't want to see you!" It's all right after all! I can't tell what she's going on now, and I can't figure it out. When she figures it out, she'll come to see you. ”
"Get out! You liar! "I tried to push him away, but I found myself like a child, a child struggling with an old buffalo!
I couldn't move him at all.
"Calm down!" When he saw that I was disobedient, he hugged me directly.
His arm was like a big iron hoop, trapping me tightly.
"Yaya!" I felt like I was going crazy and yelled, "Yaya! If you still hear me, you answer me. Even if you squeak, I know you're okay. I'll just ...... I was satisfied. I have no opinion if you don't see me, and I have no opinion if you hate me! But you're going to squeak? ”
However, there was still no sound in the room.
I started coughing again, this feeling of weakness and dizziness was so fucking unpleasant!
I broke free of my beard, held on to the door, and said again, "You don't answer me!" I'm stuck here! Don't figure it out! I see if you see me or not. ”
There was silence in the room, and after a long time, soft sobs could be heard.
"Yaya!?" I asked, "Is that you?" ”
The other party did not answer.
"Yaya!" I asked again.
The other party still didn't answer.
"Bang!" I started kicking the door, but I didn't have the strength, and it was locked from behind, so I couldn't kick it open.
"Yaya!" I was so anxious that I vomited blood.
"Don't kick! Zhuo," Azhu's voice rang out, "it's me!" ”
"Jue?" I was stunned.
Aju cried: "I'm sorry! It's me who is bad! Yaya...... She's gone! ”
"What about leaving? Why? "This time, I'm really angry!
"I'm sorry!" Aju opened the door, her head bowed, tears in her eyes.
I looked at the two people and asked coldly, "You guys...... Do you have to give me an explanation? ”
"There's nothing more to say!" Uncle Beard lowered his eyes, looked at the ground, and said, "Yaya...... She's disfigured! She doesn't want to see you! She doesn't want to be with you anymore. She told us to hold you back and wait for her to go farther away. You also know how important face is to a girl, let alone her beautiful and arrogant girl! ”
"Bastard!" I yelled, I had never been so angry, this time I was angry. It's also the anger of Uncle Bearded and Dog!
"I'm sorry!" Ju bowed to me and said with tears in her eyes, "I deceived you!" But I ...... But I don't want that! I'm really sorry. ”
I didn't say anything! Running to the deck,
Yaya! If you can't run away, I'll chase you wherever you go!
Wait a minute! Wrong!
I was stunned! Turning to look at the two people who had not moved, he asked, "Do you want to turn the tiger away from the mountain?" Is Yaya still in the room? ”
Uncle Beard looked at me in astonishment, while Aju looked puzzled.
This place, but mine, the personnel and vehicles in and out, as well as the fighter planes, Xiaoya will have a record, and this is a military management area, not that you can leave if you want to, and you can come if you want to!
Uncle Beard drove the plane out, and Xiaoya could agree. But what about Yaya? She's a wounded! Seriously wounded! Xiaoya must not allow her to get on the plane.
Just when the two of them were stunned, I rushed into the room!
The lights were white, the room was empty, and there was no one at all.
The surroundings became extremely quiet for a moment.
I stared blankly at the bed, walked over, and stroked it. Is Yaya really gone?
Why?
Is it because she's disfigured?
What is the reason for this?
Bullshit!
Yaya......
I closed my eyes in pain, and suddenly remembered an ancient poem: It is difficult to say goodbye when we meet, and the east wind is powerless and a hundred flowers are left.
Isn't that hard? It's literally life-threatening!
Aju and Uncle Beard walked in, looked at me, and didn't speak.
After a long time, Uncle Beard said quietly: "She is not a child, she should have her own space and what she should do." Even if you're her husband, you can't ask her to be by your side every day and every night, right? ”
"You're right!" I nodded tearfully, "We're all adults." No more kids! There's no need to get tired of being together all day long. She has her life, and I have mine. ”
I closed my eyes......
Even if you leave, I will still be very happy.
No one said that being together is necessarily better than leaving, and no one said that leaving must be painful. In this world, there is no best, only better, perhaps, separation is the best ending for you and me.
"Figured it out?" Uncle Beard looked at me, patted me on the shoulder, and asked with a smile.
"Figured it out!" I nodded.
"Woo......" Azhu cried bitterly at this time, hid her face and ran out.
I wiped away my tears, looked up and smiled: "Fate sometimes has to happen, and fate has to be forced at all times." Such...... That's good! ”
It hurts to lose a piece of my heart, but I feel that the sun illuminates the whole heart.
I took a step and just wanted to get out. The smell in the air clearly entered the nostrils at this time.
Wait a minute!
I froze and sniffed hard at the inside of the room. His face immediately changed, he looked back at Uncle Beard, and said angrily: "You lied to me again!" ”
He was stunned: "Why did we lie to you again?" Yaya is really gone! ”
"She's never been here at all! There's no smell of her here! You lied to me! "I almost went crazy, and the mood that I had finally calmed down was turning over again.
"She's really gone!" Uncle Beard said, "I didn't lie to you! ”
I rushed out, only to see Azura crouching in the hallway, her head hugging and crying.
I froze, and at that moment, I suddenly understood everything!
Understood the meaning of "she's gone".
Tears flowed irrepressibly again.
I glanced at Azhu on the ground and ran towards the infirmary.
"Don't go in!" Aju cried out heartbreakingly in the back.
Bang!
I don't know where I got the strength to break through the door.
There is still no one on the hospital bed!
I turned my head to look at the refrigerated cabin, my body began to tremble, my throat was dry, and I couldn't make any sound.
Trembling over, stroking the black hatch above.
In this moment, I felt so old that I could hardly walk.
Aju and Uncle Beard ran in and watched me not move. This time, they really didn't move, as if Wan already knew the answer, as if she knew what was going to happen next.
My heart began to tremble even more.
Stroking the dark, dull blackout hatch, I took a deep breath and pressed the start button on it.
Airplanes!
The sound of the motor turning came, and the hatch slowly opened, revealing the second hatch! This layer is transparent.
And Yaya~ is still lying quietly inside!
Airplanes!
A rush of blood rushed to my head, and my eyes went black, and I fainted.
Yaya, I still can't save you?
I was unwilling, but I could only sigh at the countless darkness and coldness, in this world, the most desperate thing is the death of the heart.
I thought, my heart is dead, too! With the maid gone, it also died!
Poof!
Blood poured out, and I threw myself on the glass hatch. The red blood blurred Yaya's face......
"Zhuo...... Wake up! Zhuo ......" a crying voice came from the darkness.
I stared at the void, but closed my eyes, and woke up? What's the use of waking up?
It's boring!
I...... It's better to get a good night's sleep, it's really tired.
In the darkness of "Zhuo ......", a soft light fell from the sky and shone on the ground.
The moment the sun appeared on the earth, the earth was overgrown with flowers...... It seems to be a sanger flower
Oh? There's also the moon season! A kind of moon season that I have never seen at all.
The sun quickly illuminated the land, and flowers bloomed all over the hills.
I opened my eyes, and this scene was so beautiful.
I fell into the sea of flowers, and the thriving scene intoxicated me.
"Zhuo ......" A familiar voice came, and I looked up and saw a woman's figure in front of me.
The sunlight poured down into a waterfall behind her, and it was so beautiful that I couldn't open my eyes.
"Ya...... Bifurcation? I was so pleasantly surprised that I forgot to take off the dogtail grass in my mouth and jumped straight up.
She looked at me with a smile and asked, "Zhuo, what do you say people are coming to this world for?" ”
"I don't know!" I replied simply, "That's not something I'm thinking about!" It's the question that philosophers are 'brilliant' pondering. ”
She shook her head and said, "No! Everyone can be a philosopher! This thing, you should think about! ”
I didn't think about it, so I said casually: "Life is here to do a big thing." Do something big and go. ”
"Maybe that's it!" She smiled, her eyes as clear as water, clearer than the sun behind her. She said: "I still remember what you said to me before: people live not only for themselves! Is that right? ”
I nodded, I did. It's just that the Yaya at that time was completely different from the Yaya now, she was far less gentle than she is now, and she was a well-known barbaric princess!
She looked at me, smiled, and said, "Today, I also give you this sentence."
People don't just live for themselves. ”