Chapter 41: I don't want to wake up

A wisp of soul entered Lu Xiaonan's body through the soul lamp, and so far, the three souls and seven spirits have all returned to their places, but Lu Xiaonan has not woken up yet, sometimes frowning, sometimes his face is distorted, as if he is in a nightmare, and he has been like this for three consecutive days.

Everyone just breathed a sigh of relief and immediately became nervous again, but Lu Xiaonan's state at this time was not able to be interfered with by others at all, so he could only wake up by himself.

Sineng saw it for a moment and was busy reporting to the government to run the formalities and applying for funds to rebuild Hongguang Temple, but a certain leader of the government took a fancy to this piece of land and wanted to requisition the construction of a shopping mall and re-set aside a piece of land outside the city to build a temple. Hongguang Temple stands here for thousands of years, the light of the Buddha gathers, how can the monk be willing to relocate, after he has used a few small means to make the leader restless for several days, the procedures and funds are in place, and also under the care of the previous leader, and the surrounding half of the street, expand the scale of the temple, this is an unexpected joy, even the leader has become a devout disciple of Hongguang Temple.

And Tu Feng was laughed at by the monk Sineng because the black dog blood, white rooster and other things he prepared before were not used, and Pang Xinying fanned the flames from the side, no matter how thick his skin was, he couldn't hang it in front of the girl, so he had to say I'll catch a ghost to show you. Sure enough, after going out for a long time, he caught a ghost, which was a little ghost who had been dead for nearly a hundred years, wearing Qing palace clothes, and just after being released from the jade bottle, he jumped and bared his teeth at everyone. Fortunately, this little ghost is only seven or eight years old, has never harmed people, simple and powerful, I don't know why it has not entered the reincarnation, it has only been sleeping in an ancient tomb with excellent feng shui, because of the so-called "earthquake" The ancient tomb cracked, and was caught by the wind to show off to Pang Xinying, this little ghost immediately became Pang Xinying, a girl who was very grinning and didn't know what she was afraid of, snatched it and became her little pet.

Shang Yu announced a retreat because his injury was too serious, Ruoxi just took a few pills to meditate and recuperate, regardless of the possibility of the injury getting worse again, refused everyone's dissuasion, and guarded Lu Xiaonan's side again, sleepless.

Ruoxi doesn't believe in the infusion of modern medical treatment, at this time, Lu Xiaonan relies on her elixir to maintain his physical needs, but his consciousness is still immersed in that gray world alone, unable to extricate himself, he knows that he is not that Qu Jing, and he also knows that he is Lu Xiaonan, but this kind of clarity makes him more and more unable to distinguish whether this is a dream or a reality, he can hear the call of the outside world, but he just doesn't want to open his eyes, he just doesn't want to wake up.

Love, even in a dream, even if he knows that this is role-playing, it still hurts terribly.

Pain can make people decadent, pain can make people sluggish, pain can also make people cheer up, when can you cheer up? Maybe wait for the moment when you wake up and return to reality. It's just that he doesn't want to wake up for the time being, although there is a painful torment, but he is willing to bear this pain, he feels that this is his life, the life he has experienced, and he wants to re-experience it again for no reason, just like being poisoned by some kind of poison, the deeper the pain, the stronger the love.

He sat on a rock, letting the gray waves lap at his feet, the mist wetting his clothes, a sip of strong wine poured down, there was a kind of hot pain, he wanted to get drunk but for some reason he couldn't, he always thought of the woman who was both strange and familiar in front of him.

Something cracked in the memory, like an egg opening its opening, and the egg white and yolk just suddenly poured out, and these are all memories of Youyun.

At that time, he was an eight-year-old boy who followed his mother to visit relatives at his grandfather's house. In that year, there was a great drought in the world, and the relief of the imperial court was delayed. As they passed through a village, they found a group of ragged men and women drooling around a cauldron, their numb faces full of greed.

The smell of meat wafted through the cauldron, and someone took out a broken bowl and scooped out a bowl of hot soup, which tasted delicious, while another thin man who looked like a leader cut the cooked meat in the pot with a knife, and the meat eaters devoured it with a large mouthful.

He looked closely, but saw that the meat devoured in the man's mouth turned out to be a child's feet!

"Stop!" The guards of the Qu family stepped forward to scold, but those who were so hungry that they had become beasts were willing to listen, after dividing the cooked meat, the leader grabbed another girl who had already been stripped and washed next to him, and ignored the girl's cry of fear, and the knife fell in his hand, and the girl was thrown into the pot by the head of the owl, and her snow-white body rolled with the splash......

Several of the guards who stepped forward to stop him vomited.

Despite his fear, despite the churning of acid in his belly, he tried to hold back, puffed up his young chest and stepped forward to rebuke and accuse these cannibal devils.

When those people saw him, their eyes lit up, "This is not our own baby, let's slaughter it and eat it." ”

"You're looking for death!" The guards immediately took out their weapons and stepped forward to protect him, but he pushed the guards away and stared at these people without flinching, "Why are you cannibals? The reason why people are human is that they know how to be loyal, filial and honest, otherwise how is it different from beasts? ”

His mother also came over and caressed his little forehead lovingly.

"We're eating our own children, what's your business?" Those people clearly felt that these nobles were not to be messed with, and the eight brightly armored guards alone were enough to kill them all.

"Nobleman, we can't help it, the court can't help us here, we also have to live, besides, we eat all girls, leaving Ding Zhuang and ......"

"Ridiculous!" The mother was furious, "It's nonsense, people are not beasts, how can they eat people!" At the same time, he ordered the guards to come forward and rescue the last girl to be slaughtered, and the girl who seemed to be trembling like she was scared stupid was Youyun.

In the end, the mother left the last of her money and took the girl away, but the mother knew that what she had done was just a drop in the bucket, and that such a tragedy would inevitably happen again, and they could only see it.

Since then, he and Youyun have become the best playmates, until she grows into a big girl, and she is slim, just like a fairy in a painting, and feelings grow slowly between them......

Later, he became an artist, took her to travel the world, walked hand in hand through famous mountains and rivers, watched the ebb and flow of the world, they laughed and made trouble together, accompanied by her when he was injured, and shared with her when he was proud, he thought that this was his most beautiful life. Before he set out on the expedition, they finally settled on a family affair, and decided to marry him when he returned to the court in triumph, and she was sent to live in the Qu family forbidden land that the imperial court gave him the title of. It's just that he didn't expect that he didn't wait for the day of triumph, and she didn't wait for his return, and the three years of waiting changed a woman's choice......

It turns out that this is life!

Lu Xiaonan sighed, he always felt unwilling, he wanted to go to her, but the strength of the Kunlun faction was enough to destroy the Qu family more than ten times, how could he let him see her? Several times they narrowly escaped life, and finally saw her at the time of their wedding, her lower abdomen slightly bulging, and her face was full of happiness......

What can he do? What else could he do!

He wandered in his own world, walking in all corners of this world, and from then on, there was only one person in his world.